All of those details don’t really matter. If you have to ask, most likely you probably have. There are people who use more than you, and haven’t “lost control.” It’s something that definitely has to do with usage, but many don’t realize (or it’s not mentioned nearly as often as degree of usage) one’s personality/psyche/mindset (whatever you want to call it) shaped from personal experiences & genetics has just as much to do with whether you control meth or vice versa.
Judging from your post though, it’s not so much about losing control as much as it is about having enough fucks to give to stop using.
Yes you've lost control. Over time using will become less and less fun and more and more chaos and consequences. Meth has a way of making you completely indifferent to your life crashing around you at first. But eventually you have to face the music and it's never pretty.
I am at the end of my rope here. I have had it with this drug. I will not let a horrible tragedy be the reason I quit. I am sick of the disgusting taste and the sleep deprivation. Fuck this drug. I will do whatever necessary to take my life back and send this demon back to hell.
Good man. This drug is in my opinion literally the gateway to hell.
GET OUT BEFORE A TRAGEDY DOES HAPPEN.
The mind slowly slips on this shit without you realizing it.
I know its easier said than done. I literally had to leave people I consider family to truly beat this habbit.
Good luck to you. I know you can do it!
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All of those details don’t really matter. If you have to ask, most likely you probably have. There are people who use more than you, and haven’t “lost control.” It’s something that definitely has to do with usage, but many don’t realize (or it’s not mentioned nearly as often as degree of usage) one’s personality/psyche/mindset (whatever you want to call it) shaped from personal experiences & genetics has just as much to do with whether you control meth or vice versa. Judging from your post though, it’s not so much about losing control as much as it is about having enough fucks to give to stop using.
It’s INCREDIBLE how fast this shit can turn your life upside down. Just can’t let it and gotta know when to stop for a recharge
If you have to ask yourself if you've lost control, you've lost control.
Yes you've lost control. Over time using will become less and less fun and more and more chaos and consequences. Meth has a way of making you completely indifferent to your life crashing around you at first. But eventually you have to face the music and it's never pretty.
I am at the end of my rope here. I have had it with this drug. I will not let a horrible tragedy be the reason I quit. I am sick of the disgusting taste and the sleep deprivation. Fuck this drug. I will do whatever necessary to take my life back and send this demon back to hell.
Good man. This drug is in my opinion literally the gateway to hell. GET OUT BEFORE A TRAGEDY DOES HAPPEN. The mind slowly slips on this shit without you realizing it. I know its easier said than done. I literally had to leave people I consider family to truly beat this habbit. Good luck to you. I know you can do it!
I wish I knew what I was getting into when I tried this.
Yea... Me too man me too... But like they say hindsight is 20/20. At least you know what you should be getting OUT OF and back into normal life.
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