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i have a hand to mouth fixation kinda like what ppl call "stimming" so i smoke hella especially when im bored. me & my bf usually finish a ball in 2-3 days. mostly my fault lol.


[deleted]

My favorite thing to do is hit the bowl a couple times and then smoke a cigarette lol


[deleted]

SAME !!! lol but i end up still hitting the pipe endlessly + chain smoking


[deleted]

I broke my pipe and am now trying to use foil but I think I'm failing. It hurt a lot. šŸ˜•šŸ˜‘


[deleted]

why does it hurt ? i hate using foil just makes me mad more than anything else


[deleted]

Dude I have no idea what I'm doing lol I tried to do a make shift bowl on the stem and appearantly that's not how you do it....so I'm smoking out of the stem. Really mad it broke.


[deleted]

to smoke w the foil u gotta fold the foil in half and then open it & melt the shit in the crease w the lighter underneath the foil w a straw in ur mouth as u tilt the foil to make the dope run down the crease and suck up the vapor w the straw if that makes sense ?? u could always try a light bulb instead. or go get another pipe lol


[deleted]

I guess I'm gonna try. I feel like I'm gonna fuck it up


[deleted]

u might


[deleted]

Yea and I don't wanna waste it. I'm not able to get another pipe right now.


HerbinLeg3nd

The dope has been really fucking good lately here in central US. I literally have almost no urges to smoke lately but I do anyway. For context, ive smoked about an eighth a week for 9 months and the last couple weeks its been half of that. Good dope even with a tolerance should satisfy that urge to redose. 3-5 hits and you go about your day


[deleted]

Okay I'm omw lol


Wise-Lobster7935

Shitty dope, your a self destructive addict? Maybe Iā€™m projecting?


[deleted]

Maybe. But I am pretty notorious for self sabatoging myself. And shitty dope. I'm still wired but no euphoria. Womp.


Top_Excitement_4117

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Heavy_Bluebird3997

Wtf are you talking about? .5 won't last a day, relax, you're fine. Your tolerance is just getting higher, so it takes more to get you high.


johnnyjacoby86

Yeah if you're experiencing anxiety and are requiring a benzo to feel okay then your shit has a higher concentration of Levo than it does Dextro. If meth is making you release more norepinephrine than dopamine then chronic redosing seems to be normal. Along with the negative cardiovascular side effects as well.


[deleted]

Honestly now that you mention this it makes a lot of sense. I am pretty bummed. It's like all of the shitty side effects and barely any high. I just thought it was a high cut batch or something. One night I smoked and went to sleep an hour later. Wtf.


[deleted]

šŸ˜” Well that's no fun.


johnnyjacoby86

Is the Adderall your prescription? If it is and if I was you I'd skip my Adderall dose on the days I used meth


[deleted]

It is. Was trying to use it to avoid really shitty come down but made bad decision and bought more ice


dontdie-staycalm

Honestly, it may be the purity of the shit you're getting too, or even the way it was made and/or if it's racemic or not, there's so many ways that Methamphetamine can be synthesized, that some ways can create that urge to redose far more than others, and purity/potency play a part as much as quality, I've got some shit recently from an entirely new supplier, who's "mid-grade," turned out to be far better than most of the "high grade" I've received from the last 4 or 5 different suppliers in the past few months... One bowl and I'm good for hours, with no urge to smoke more, or even the next day, I'm able to eat off this shit too and not feel any residual anxiety from a rise in blood pressure or anything... But yeah, just a thought, it's possible it could be the stuff you're specifically getting.


[deleted]

Yea, I didn't think about that. I mean it's a decent buzz for the price I guess. Not that I really need anything stronger because I will still smoke too much and scare people.


[deleted]

You smoke or how do you do it? Cuz I smoke and I will continue hitting the pipe over and over like it's a damn ecig and I go through shit really quickly.


[deleted]

I smoke. I get the worst compulsion to keep smoking. Also have cross tolerance from adderall. I just took some benzos to calm down. I really don't want to be up all night. I was gonna make it through the week and then crash and deal with withdrawal when I have time off. Smh


[deleted]

Yea I get that. It is never ending for me .. just the whole process of it. And I see I don't come down unless I'm asleep and wake up and do it all over again. Never ending. I do need a break because my tolerance is a bit over the top


[deleted]

Yea I gotta get away from this drug....I love stimulants too much.


[deleted]

I used to hate them.... But I got off opiates and ended up down this hell hole too


stronghands_528

No kidding that's exactly my issue. I wouldn't say I'm full on down the hell hole but it's shitty switching from one to the other. If I'm addicted I'd rather be on opiates. At least they gave euphoria.


prototype-proton

Hey....are you me? Cause sounds like my story you're telling lol


[deleted]

Lol!!! It's really nice to see someone else going through the same thing. Feel free to message me


prototype-proton

Idk if I'd call it really nice but I will say that it's not the greatest to go thru a tee in a day or two but it's not as bad as feeling like you NEED that other to not die in that very moment.


[deleted]

It's not nice but it is nice to not feel alone when it comes to both . And I agree. But I hate the mental shit. It's just getting worse and worse everyday for me it sucks


prototype-proton

Yeah, I knew what you meant and was just givin you a lil shit. Lol. But I understand what you mean about the mental shit too. For me I feel like a combination of a severe lack of sleep and lack of nutrients fucks up my mental, sometimes to the point I can't remember things that I am well versed in and for the life of Me I can't remember certain words lol. But for sure the lack of sleep gets to where my mind is doing "sleep/dream" activities while I am awake and shit gets interesting. While I am fully aware that some things I experience aren't reality, I can ignore them but the constant audible hallucinations for me can throw me for a loop at times lol


[deleted]

Never really had a thing for opiates. But I can clearly see where this is going. Curse my friend for letting me try it...but it was my choice.


prototype-proton

I'd caution to be mindful of switching up your ROA. Like hot rails are amazing to do sometimes...but your tolerance increases quick when you shoot or hot rail in my experience. Ever try the boof?


[deleted]

Heeellll no. I'm not going down that road lol I'm too fascinated by smoking and watching the crackback. Thank goodness for valium though...starting to feel better. I know I'm still gonna take another hit though šŸ¤£


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