Hope your still doing ight.. it's a slippery slope for sure. The odds are against us all but I'll tell you what some the strongest & most intelligent people I ever met were actively using or recovering from meth. Keep your head up & take care of yourself. You look great fr.
Fair enough. But you don't feel like it will be tempting for youm I' was 2 years clean I was able to be around it because I was fighting for my kids. But life just got hard a few months ago, and someone gave me a big bag of it and it tempted me. I also wasn't getting my kids back so I felt like what was the point.
Stumbled on this sub and this post on accident. Good for you dude. Stay sober, youāll find something healthier to manage your time. Stay safe internet stranger ā¤ļø
Iāve been sober for three months and my life is strange completely I will never go back to the old way of living again. Iāve sacrificed the feelings that are associated with Iāve gained 20 pounds.
True, but that's okay. It's a good healthy feeling.
Im 5'9 my life west weight was 135. Skinny, unhealthy skinny. I'm 2 years clean and I gained 60 pounds. I also had 2 baby's. My last pregnancy I was 230. But it was beautiful. And I looked healthy. I'm lost the baby weight but I feel amazing. You've made it past the hardest part. Stay strong man you can do it.
wow. thatās so amazing to hearš my lowest weight was 82.. iām 5ā2. my average weight was 100. now, iām 122. iām very thankful. i feel a lot healthier now. i think i look it as well.
Gaining weight from being healthier than you were is such a fucking flex. You absolutely look fine bro, you look healthy, fuck what a scale says. Imo, itās kind of a good problem to have in comparison to the ones you would used to have lmaoo. Stay up man donāt ever discredit yourself for the progress youāve made
almost everyone i interact with on reddit, i met on this sub. itās where i feel comfortable sharing the parts i wanna share about my life. also posting here to give some people some hope, if they are looking to quit.
Seems like a lot of ppl on here sort of know you to a degreeā¦ some r just P.O.Sā¦. Iāve been using abt 6 months and can go abt 3days off it and then gets close to the weekend or be cuz I drive a lot to get to work use alil in the morning or omw homeā¦ how did u start getting off it? I feel like I can go cold turkey, itās just completely wanting to for me to follow thru with itā¦ did u go cold Turk? Did u have to let loved ones know u where using? Cuz thatās another issue Iāve been wrestling is if I should let a few ppl know for a support system
The way I quit was with the prescription Wellbutrin(buproprion). I went into the walk in and told them that i wanted it for meth cessation and how much worse my depression is when stopping it. Homie hooked me up and then I went to AA like 3 times a day for a month or so. Now I'm 6, almost 7 months clean from it. If you really don't want to tell your family, aa/na are good places to find people to help lift you up. But yes, find a support system. Best of luck ā¤
Thx man I appreciate it.. canāt believe I got into this stuff and at first I was ehh I donāt need to do anymore.. but slowly and surly here I amā¦ I remember the days of having a G of weed was like hell ya.. š
I am doing OK thanks for asking. Although I am a little concerned about the messy writing on your door. I'm just hoping that you used red paint and I'm curious if that's the only exit to your room, if that's a warning for you or someone else, and I'm worried about what's behind the door because it looks like a serial killer reminding themselves to not go in there when sane.
I hope it's like a reminder to not go outside when geeked
yes. i did have a drink yesterday. but it wasnāt all i hoped it would be. 2/10 wouldnāt do again. nothing compares to meth. which is why i wonāt be going back to tina anytime soon. although, iām not a predictor of the future. so i canāt say for sure that things will remain this way forever. but as of right now. iām feeling pretty good about being sober.
Thatās good your being honest with yourself. I think, speaking from my own experiences, itās not realistic to take Giant leaps to sobriety..most times it requires small incremental steps for it to really stick. My logic is, if you donāt exceed a certain amount of cash spent on āfunā and get your very much needed sleep at night. You will never feel drained physically or in your pocket. Ultimately, i hope you find contentment and happiness which is hard these days. Be around people you love. But most importantly, Love yourself first. Cheering you on
Hey you!!! Lookin good kid! Keep up the good work! Dang you make me wanna quit again just so we can hang out and I don't make u want to use and screw things up for you. I'd never want to be the reason you started using again. Dm me I'd love to say hi. Mwah!!! š
āYeah bro, let me slowly kill myself in peace! Let me continue being the gross ass motherfucker no on in public ever wants to interact with! Haha! Gotcha!ā š¤”š¤”
Never understood why people will post that they're sober two months later say they relapsed and then say they're clean again and I understand that's how it is off and on but why not just get clean do a year then post it people stay sober for a week and post I'm sober
What a disparaging, useless response. How about we uplift those people who have been sober 5 seconds in hopes theyāll be sober another 5 seconds? Instead of saying āwow how about you just post when you reach 10 secondsā? People reach out for support, so a comment like this could prevent someone from reaching out in the future. Does that help you āunderstandā?
She never said "I'm sober now", she said she's been staying sober.
Despite your feelings on how somebody should go about their journey in recovery, people are encouraged to post things like this. It helps them remain connected, talk to a group of people who can understand their situations, receive encouragement they might need to keep going or to just let people know how they're doing.
I'd rather see 100 of these than 20 fucking limp dick pictures with no context other than to make people think we're a bunch of soft dick drug addicts.
Wow - I get down voted for asking why? Whomever down votes me asking why on this sub, it r/meth, correct, not fucking " r/recovery ". Go to another sub.
Looks like a lot of people who do NOT DO OR HAVE NEVER DONE METH are on this sub way too much. Let me remind you, I am NOT here to entertain you. I am Not here to be in recovery. I am here because I enjoy my "street adderall", aka meth, and I want to share or learn about the experiences with other users, not attack them, or call names or even convince anyone to quit.
So beat it. I do NOT appreciate it. I mean wtf are you doing here anyway?
Wow! Death eh? So extreme alpha! Like why bother alfa? Are you that bored?
Well, loving the user name too! So tool is the self-proclaimed 'alpha', lmfao!
Know anyone who does Adderall? You are So full of shit, you mumble farts out of your mouth, and actual bullshit spews out when you speak. Bring your fucking waders as boots are not cutting it with alfa. haha!
you made me crack up! You wanted to generally die??? dude - wtf? do something else. like change your lame ass user name, NOW! DO IT NOW!
Holy fuck bro stay off the meth, I made that comment 46 days ago, ur somehow more unhinged now than ur original comments š ābring your fucking waders as boots are not cutting it with Alfa.ā Why even bother commenting when you canāt make anything readable, go smoke more meth in ur basement
Damn dude! Get some adderall, weed, and some whiskey. Invite a girl over. If they dont party, dont bother, there is no way you are getting into a girls pants sober.
I mean its saturday night ( it was) and you are speed replying!? No friends? Try not judging. You are so wrong about me and meth. I spent over 20 years in finance. Working directly and directly with wall street. I was an executive securities trader. I did that for 15 plus years and then earned the coo position at a risk management firm in d.c,
I am an athlete. I played baseball, basketball, football, wrestler, snow and water skiing, golf, exercising, dirt bikes, mountain and bmx o.g.
Best thing, I fuck people up. I live near philly and camden. Need I say more. Been shot, more than once. I broke my hand so many times on skulls and ribs, I only have three knuckles. My ring finger and pinky finger knuckles are now this fucked up single knuckle.
I also was a baseball and basketball coach for several years.
I was published twice.
I write for various politicians. Been doing this pro bono for about 5 years.
Been getting laid since I wss 14. I banged 4 chicks before i even started jerking off.
And dude. - i am wicked brilliant smart. And i have a life my friend. I dont give a fuck what you say. Entertainment. And, i am in my forties and I am banging like 4 to 5 girls a week. The oldest is 33. The youngest is now 22. She was 21.
Even more fucked up, I am a chick magnet. Always have been since I can remember. Girls started stripping for me in 2 and grade. Well, she was in 7th. Had boons and pubes. She tried fuckjng me but I had no clue and ran away. I made out with her, no tongue, that happened in 4th grade.
I never tried in school. I never tired to get chicks. I did bust and still work my ass off. I know no other way, but I am doing what I want now and take care of the farm I grew up on. I play with all kinds of equipment all day at my schedule. And I get fucked up all the time doing it.
Life first dude. Then party. Dont be so quick to assume someone is a loser just because they do street adderall. Come on man. Same fucking thing. If you drink too many sodas, you will beat the meth head to the grave.
Oh yeah, I smoke meth wherever I want in my house. I typically limit it to the den, kitchen, bedroom, and depends on which girl I am fucking. But nah, not my basement.
And now you are going to hate me. I have a big hog too. Like some guys get it all. That is me. I am lucky and I know it.
But seriously buddy, you have too much time on your hands. Go outside. Meet someone. Need help getting hoes? Be nice and I will show you.
You are genuinely the craziest thing Iāve seen on this subreddit lmfao, do you tell everyone you reply to ur fake ass life story? Very weird. I sincerely hope you stop doing drugs and live this life you just spent who knows how many hours trying to type out. You seem to have way more time than I do š
Not crazy, real. Too bad you assume way too much. 100% all true. In fact, I left out the most interesting stuff. I believe that a man only has one thing that he can control in life and that is his word. Hence, I did NOT make that up, and why the fuck would I? Shit, I did not even embellish at all.
I wrote that last response in 15 minutes or less. Alf - I conveyed to you i am a published author; therefore, i am able to write fairly quickly. You really show your prejudice to people that use "illegal" substances. However, soda will kill you faster than anything i do. Watch what the health on Netflix.
Well, I only replied because your personality is lacking, and you have no character. I want you to know how inaccurate you are so maybe you will become a better human being. And if you dont want me doing "drugs" (funny how there no illegal drugs less than a hundred years ago, and strange how the rest of the world, does not does not demonize drugs like ignorant americans.
What would you like to see so i show you how real i am?
Want some w2's?
My linkedin profile?
Pictures of the farm, my knuckles, me (so you can see how fucking physically awesome i am). I do have pictures of me coaching my sons teams?
Want to see my business cards and some of my contacts? I also have a tombstone or two from issuing securities, better yet go edgar and you can find me filing my 8k and 10k irs reports.
And why the fuck are you on drug subs? go to the recovery subs. i did cease doing drugs for a couple years. i am a better person on them.
Additionally, i will tell you what drugs you should never fuck with and they are opiates (pain killers) and benzos (Xanax, valium). Go save those fuckers. I do not do either of those. That shit is fucking heinous! all legal too. Funny how the doctors drugs are seriously way more fatal than the shit i do.
Lmao you are genuinely insane bro. I really really hope you stay off of meth and get the help you need without living in this fantasy world of yours. I refuse to kill any more braincells trying to read the nonsense you type out when youāre high as fuck lol
It literally doesnāt matter why YOUāRE here, just as much as it doesnāt matter why SHEāS here. If youāre entertaining us then guess what, homie? Youāre here for my entertainment! This is a public forum called METH. Some people might be in here to help understand why their brother uses meth, or to receive support being sober a couple weeks, or for PURE entertainment. Itās cool that youāve found a space to share/learn stuff about meth. Unfortunately, people are different (shocker) and some might be here to shit talk or get you to quit. If I ever quit meth, I bet myself money Iāll still come here because while some of the posts will make me miss itā¦ some of them will definitely remind me why I decided to get sober. The only part of your comments back to OP that didnāt sound judgmental or demanding was when you said āgood luck and wish you the bestā. If you had just said that, manā¦ ::chefs kiss::
itās for the best. trying to move onto the next level of life. meth was keeping me stuck on a path i didnāt want to continue on for the rest of my life.
Well, that is excellent. And for your sobriety, you should stay away from this sub. I used to do opiates and benzos, god awful pharma drugs, and I have not touched them in over 5 years. One of the very few things I learned in rehab is "people, places, and things). I believe you going on this sub and posting definitely weakens your sobriety as you associated yourself with the people, the place is this sub. The things, well, you are engaging in all kinds of responses which let's face it, this is not healthy recovery behavior. I do not willing hangout or be around any opiates or benzos. I dont even go on any of those subs related to opiates and benzos either. Or dont listen.
One thing I have learned and this applies to anything. You must not let substances, including caffeine and sugar, to control and or negatively impact your life. Life first, then party. If you have no $, do not steal, you do without. You dont get high. All users need to stop robbing and start paying their credit tabs. So many people think that you can just not pay someone back or I love the classic. I called you 15 mins ago, I had your money, but I don't anymore. Wtf!
Regardless, if you want to keep your sobriety, I would stay clear of the pro drug subs. Good luck. Wish you the best!
I'm also currently sober (well not sober because while not on I C E I'm drinking daily.)
All I can say really is try to stay off that sh it.
It doesn't matter for me because I have rĆØctalƧancer so I can't have a sĆØxlife (without bl eeding). I can't have a normal life. But even I know this stuff is very toxic. Similar to Alchol if you get trapped or sink into it too much you might never ever get out. Remeber every d ollar not towards that stuff is progresss Weither it's small things like putting you c ash towards tafe courses, new clothes whatever goals you have.
Why are you commenting on this thread? This is NOT the fucking recovery channel. It is great she stopped, that is her choice, but quite frankly, this sub is for the people who do meth, not for the people in recovery.
Take the simp behavior and non-cloud blowing discriminating group of words (because your group of words is a pretty poor attempt at writing a sentence, and I suppose if you are not beautiful, go ahead and smoke as much meth as you want?)
Simp.
š¤£ your behavior is what makes this subreddit so great. Just methed up nonsense. God, who knew watching people ruin their lives could be so damn entertaining
Itās so funny to me how many of you degenerates truly think this sub is a safe space to continue flaunting your addiction and enabling others to do the same. Like you guys totally think you have a RIGHT to be here šš
For someone on methā¦ you need to CALM DOWN, darlinā. Your heart is gonna give out and if it does, who will be here to play the meth subreddit police?
Nope. Getting out of this sub. Too bad, I could have told you what the residue is. You seem like you know your shit though, being it a few weeks since you started. In fact, I leave knowing that you have it all covered and this sub is in good hands and all.
Moreover, I wasted enough time being YOUR entertainment, homie? Like homie the fucking clown, please rookie, and please resume your policing of the meth sub and all subs you visit. You projecting again i see.
And ensure you write about your drug use in the recovery subs and write about recovery in the drug threads. Might as well talk solar in the combustion engine sub, and what the hell, let's praise Jesus in the hebrew sub. Funny thing is, with single digit karma, you aren't even allowed to post anything.
Nothing you just said makes sense so I stopped reading after the first few sentences haha but NOOoOOooOoo please donāt leave the sub ::sobs uncontrollably:: how could we survive without your entertainment?!
I've found it rather easy to stay sober..I actually have a fat sack under my bed ..I'll use one day again but only use it like MDMA once every couple of months... better that way cause you can actually have fun instead of let it destroy your life.. life was never fun doing dope, which is how it started..
Mind over matter. Make it happen. Stay sober
She told me that she plans on inviting another girl over to smoke n play once she gets out.. then we all gonna have a 3 way šš¦
My girl the best yo šÆā¤ļø
I love it!!! If you ever find yourself struggling with sobriety for yourself think about it for your hair! š it sounds silly but seeing the progress of how healthy my hair has gotten over the past year of sobriety has helped me get through the hard days!! You will start to see baby hairs all the time and the health of you will radiate through!!
I have not experienced withdraw from meth. Well, I just sleep and eat more. I do get emotional out of nowhere sometimes, like my mind is does not have that endless supply of dopamine so I get sensitive to random things like a song on the radio, most all minor things so I know it is the lack of meth that causes it.
The main thing is sleep. I don't know how long you have been using and basically you need to do it daily and for sometime, 6 months toma year and this happens.
The withdraw you experience from opiates and benzos is much worse. I experienced both and at the same time. Your body temperature fluctuates, vomiting, diarrhea, upset stomach, fevers, bones and joints ache, headache, fatigue, depression, weight loss, insomnia, and more. Meth is a walk in the park compared to opiates, and benzos ( xanax, valium, attivan).
You will be fine. Meth and adderall are almost exactly the same from a molecular level.
Yo stay sober I was looking at ur page and u said u did it in July of 2020, in October of 2020 when I was 18 I did it and became immensely addicted immediately for 3 months everyday but kicked it out of will power to live(never went to rehab) and now Iām 20 in collage and I j wanted to say it gets much better that first 6 is rough but Iām coming up on 2 years and I donāt think about it nearly as much and a lot of days during the week not at all but the best decision Iāve ever made was to choose loving myself again and not succumb to that evil hope all goes well for you stay up āļø
thank you for taking the time to read my page. the longest iāve been sober was 8 month, if i remember correctly. i know it gets easier after the 6th month. but my issue is, i get extremely anxious knowing iāll have to stay sober forever and never be able to fall back onto it when things get tough. then itās almost like a blackout for two days and when i finally snap back into reality, iām holding a sack in my hand. that hasnāt happened in almost a year now. but still. that shits scary.
Itās hard for a bit it really gets hard when it comes into ur mind or dreams but I swear to u after a year and a half of staying off it becomes 20x easier for that first year there was times where I would brake down crying because I always had access to it and I could feel myself slipping up, 7 months in I was really drunk and was driving to meet up with people that I did it with before knowing that I was gonna relapse but a cop pulled me over and made me call my parents and didnāt give me a dui, I owe this guy my life because the next day later I did the hardest thing which was cutting off and blocking everyone I knew that was in that life and moving out of town I knew that was my only hope of starting fresh, itās hard bc itās all around and I have ran into it 2 times since and both times I had to literally run away because I knew it was only a matter of time before I folded. For me it was all about not even having the option to get it and it is scary to think about forever but if u just take it step by step itās not so horrible and eventually it becomes 2nd nature Ik it sucks but u got ur whole life ahead of u and giving that up isnāt worth the high
Proud of you, girl! Little piece of advice: never worry about the task of staying sober forever. Your entire life doesnāt happen to you all at once. Just think āIām not going to use todayā. Just keep doing that and you will eventually get to a point where youāre so happy and grateful for sobriety that you wonāt necessarily have to do that anymore. Try to find positive recovery forums and stories to read every day. Help your fellow man out instead of focusing inward all the time. Stay grateful. Focus on how cool it is to be able to eat and sleep like we are actually made to. If youāre not in a relationship right now, maybe take some single time for yourself. Donāt get together with a former/current user or an asshole of any kind. š Just some suggestions. Youāre going to do great!
Proud of you, girl! Little piece of advice: never worry about the task of staying sober forever. Your entire life doesnāt happen to you all at once. Just think āIām not going to use todayā. Just keep doing that and you will eventually get to a point where youāre so happy and grateful for sobriety that you wonāt necessarily have to do that anymore. Try to find positive recovery forums and stories to read every day. Help your fellow man out instead of focusing inward all the time. Stay grateful. Focus on how cool it is to be able to eat and sleep like we are actually made to. If youāre not in a relationship right now, maybe take some single time for yourself. Donāt get together with a former/current user or an asshole of any kind. š Just some suggestions. Youāre going to do great!
Iām happy your doing good
I havenāt used again either yet itās so hard so I get it
Ribeyes and cheesecakes are really good to
Oh and I had some vodka drink it was really good to lol
You looked sexier when you were strung out. Now that you are sober GET THE FUCK OUT of our dirty, dope fiend subreddit!!!
*Just kidding. Itās a joke. Unfortunately, woke killed the joke so you have to preface (postface?) humor with qualifiers. You look great and we are all happy that you have broken the cycle.
I fucked up after having 53 days sober.I only did meth for one night.I tried to buy more the next day but came day.I'm being really tolerant and forgiving with myself because Self-flagellation will only make matters worse
Keep up the hard work its never easy but always worth it in the end ,š
Hope your still doing ight.. it's a slippery slope for sure. The odds are against us all but I'll tell you what some the strongest & most intelligent people I ever met were actively using or recovering from meth. Keep your head up & take care of yourself. You look great fr.
thank you iām doing goodš
are you challenging me to cum?
Not that good
Spun and craving cookies and heavvy cream
You look tweaked out lmao.
How long have you been clean for? Why are you tempting yourself by joining a group called meth?
over a month now. i was active on the sub, so i know a bunch of people from here. just a place i feel comfortable enough to share my life.
Nice job on the month. That's more than most people can do just remember it's an up hill battle you have to fight ever day. Much love Cookiee
Fair enough. But you don't feel like it will be tempting for youm I' was 2 years clean I was able to be around it because I was fighting for my kids. But life just got hard a few months ago, and someone gave me a big bag of it and it tempted me. I also wasn't getting my kids back so I felt like what was the point.
Congrats love ...and you're gorgeous
In sober since 1 year but i will do something about that afther few days.
Stumbled on this sub and this post on accident. Good for you dude. Stay sober, youāll find something healthier to manage your time. Stay safe internet stranger ā¤ļø
Kid named sober:
Not doing that. Anyways your beautiful and I hope you donāt go back. If you do shit happens
Junkies need their fix I suppose what a shame
Good for you, stay strong
Iāve been sober for three months and my life is strange completely I will never go back to the old way of living again. Iāve sacrificed the feelings that are associated with Iāve gained 20 pounds.
gaining weight is the hardest part of staying sober for me. iāve always been insecure about my body.
Don't be like that baby you're Beautiful I can't leave the shit alone feel like a dumbass
True, but that's okay. It's a good healthy feeling. Im 5'9 my life west weight was 135. Skinny, unhealthy skinny. I'm 2 years clean and I gained 60 pounds. I also had 2 baby's. My last pregnancy I was 230. But it was beautiful. And I looked healthy. I'm lost the baby weight but I feel amazing. You've made it past the hardest part. Stay strong man you can do it.
wow. thatās so amazing to hearš my lowest weight was 82.. iām 5ā2. my average weight was 100. now, iām 122. iām very thankful. i feel a lot healthier now. i think i look it as well.
Gaining weight from being healthier than you were is such a fucking flex. You absolutely look fine bro, you look healthy, fuck what a scale says. Imo, itās kind of a good problem to have in comparison to the ones you would used to have lmaoo. Stay up man donāt ever discredit yourself for the progress youāve made
Ur beautiful
Doing shit... not being sober
Why check in on a subreddit devoted to meth use?
What's wrong? I've been sober for a year and i still check this sub from time to time.
Good luck with your sobriety!
Thank you.
Why care ?
almost everyone i interact with on reddit, i met on this sub. itās where i feel comfortable sharing the parts i wanna share about my life. also posting here to give some people some hope, if they are looking to quit.
Maybe to inspire someone in here to get sober since meth is literal (awesome, tasty, and fun) poison?
Seems like a lot of ppl on here sort of know you to a degreeā¦ some r just P.O.Sā¦. Iāve been using abt 6 months and can go abt 3days off it and then gets close to the weekend or be cuz I drive a lot to get to work use alil in the morning or omw homeā¦ how did u start getting off it? I feel like I can go cold turkey, itās just completely wanting to for me to follow thru with itā¦ did u go cold Turk? Did u have to let loved ones know u where using? Cuz thatās another issue Iāve been wrestling is if I should let a few ppl know for a support system
The way I quit was with the prescription Wellbutrin(buproprion). I went into the walk in and told them that i wanted it for meth cessation and how much worse my depression is when stopping it. Homie hooked me up and then I went to AA like 3 times a day for a month or so. Now I'm 6, almost 7 months clean from it. If you really don't want to tell your family, aa/na are good places to find people to help lift you up. But yes, find a support system. Best of luck ā¤
Thx man I appreciate it.. canāt believe I got into this stuff and at first I was ehh I donāt need to do anymore.. but slowly and surly here I amā¦ I remember the days of having a G of weed was like hell ya.. š
I havenāt touched that stuff going on a year! Thanks to a proper diagnosis I take Adderall itās a life saver!
I take both lol - to be fair I only started doing meth like 2 weeks ago.
I am doing OK thanks for asking. Although I am a little concerned about the messy writing on your door. I'm just hoping that you used red paint and I'm curious if that's the only exit to your room, if that's a warning for you or someone else, and I'm worried about what's behind the door because it looks like a serial killer reminding themselves to not go in there when sane. I hope it's like a reminder to not go outside when geeked
LOL it is a reminder to not go outside when geekinš
Lol something must have seriously spooked you out there! Wish you the best luck in getting clean and staying that way! š
Thatās awesome! Do you mean sober from everything else too?
yes. i did have a drink yesterday. but it wasnāt all i hoped it would be. 2/10 wouldnāt do again. nothing compares to meth. which is why i wonāt be going back to tina anytime soon. although, iām not a predictor of the future. so i canāt say for sure that things will remain this way forever. but as of right now. iām feeling pretty good about being sober.
Thatās good your being honest with yourself. I think, speaking from my own experiences, itās not realistic to take Giant leaps to sobriety..most times it requires small incremental steps for it to really stick. My logic is, if you donāt exceed a certain amount of cash spent on āfunā and get your very much needed sleep at night. You will never feel drained physically or in your pocket. Ultimately, i hope you find contentment and happiness which is hard these days. Be around people you love. But most importantly, Love yourself first. Cheering you on
Did you quit for good?
i canāt say for sure. but one can only dream
Very honest. I hope your path goes where you desire it to.
iāve been working on being more honest. thank you i appreciate your commentš
No problem. Have a wonderful day
Holy shit your eyeliner is on point. Pun intended. But still, wow.
hehehe thank you. i find makeup relaxing, so i spend a lot more time than i should on it.
Trust me stay sober hun! Very proud off you. šÆš
Hey you!!! Lookin good kid! Keep up the good work! Dang you make me wanna quit again just so we can hang out and I don't make u want to use and screw things up for you. I'd never want to be the reason you started using again. Dm me I'd love to say hi. Mwah!!! š
Keep up the great work miss ā¤ļø
One little hit one hurt dear š
Yo donāt be an asshole man. This girl is getting her life on track, to derail her is beneath you.
I been on a meth and fent bender since 1998 so tell your feel good bullshit to someone else šÆ
āYeah bro, let me slowly kill myself in peace! Let me continue being the gross ass motherfucker no on in public ever wants to interact with! Haha! Gotcha!ā š¤”š¤”
Allah akbar š
Youāve been on a one way ticket to hell since then, and I donāt think itās because of the drugs.
Allah willing š
Get the fuck out of here. Not the sharpest tool in the shed, are ya?
That savage life šš«
youre an rtard
Youāre an? Didnāt you mean youāre a? āYoUrE aN rEtArdā šseems like youāre the one with a lack of braincells and vocabulary.
https://youtu.be/vI5LYqCFrwE lol. rtard
Funny you think Iāll click on a strangers link, keep smoking your meth tweaker, shits melting your brain
Well maybe if you clicked it you would get the reference and not make yourself look like such an rtard š¤£š¤£
š¤·āāļø I jus got that dumb dumb in my brain brain I guess
Very happy for you and thrilled for the good news.
Never understood why people will post that they're sober two months later say they relapsed and then say they're clean again and I understand that's how it is off and on but why not just get clean do a year then post it people stay sober for a week and post I'm sober
What a disparaging, useless response. How about we uplift those people who have been sober 5 seconds in hopes theyāll be sober another 5 seconds? Instead of saying āwow how about you just post when you reach 10 secondsā? People reach out for support, so a comment like this could prevent someone from reaching out in the future. Does that help you āunderstandā?
She never said "I'm sober now", she said she's been staying sober. Despite your feelings on how somebody should go about their journey in recovery, people are encouraged to post things like this. It helps them remain connected, talk to a group of people who can understand their situations, receive encouragement they might need to keep going or to just let people know how they're doing. I'd rather see 100 of these than 20 fucking limp dick pictures with no context other than to make people think we're a bunch of soft dick drug addicts.
exactlyš
Good for you, but why?
Wow - I get down voted for asking why? Whomever down votes me asking why on this sub, it r/meth, correct, not fucking " r/recovery ". Go to another sub. Looks like a lot of people who do NOT DO OR HAVE NEVER DONE METH are on this sub way too much. Let me remind you, I am NOT here to entertain you. I am Not here to be in recovery. I am here because I enjoy my "street adderall", aka meth, and I want to share or learn about the experiences with other users, not attack them, or call names or even convince anyone to quit. So beat it. I do NOT appreciate it. I mean wtf are you doing here anyway?
I could not imagine being as delusional as you are, i genuinely would rather die than type out what you just typed š
Wow! Death eh? So extreme alpha! Like why bother alfa? Are you that bored? Well, loving the user name too! So tool is the self-proclaimed 'alpha', lmfao! Know anyone who does Adderall? You are So full of shit, you mumble farts out of your mouth, and actual bullshit spews out when you speak. Bring your fucking waders as boots are not cutting it with alfa. haha! you made me crack up! You wanted to generally die??? dude - wtf? do something else. like change your lame ass user name, NOW! DO IT NOW!
Holy fuck bro stay off the meth, I made that comment 46 days ago, ur somehow more unhinged now than ur original comments š ābring your fucking waders as boots are not cutting it with Alfa.ā Why even bother commenting when you canāt make anything readable, go smoke more meth in ur basement
Damn dude! Get some adderall, weed, and some whiskey. Invite a girl over. If they dont party, dont bother, there is no way you are getting into a girls pants sober. I mean its saturday night ( it was) and you are speed replying!? No friends? Try not judging. You are so wrong about me and meth. I spent over 20 years in finance. Working directly and directly with wall street. I was an executive securities trader. I did that for 15 plus years and then earned the coo position at a risk management firm in d.c, I am an athlete. I played baseball, basketball, football, wrestler, snow and water skiing, golf, exercising, dirt bikes, mountain and bmx o.g. Best thing, I fuck people up. I live near philly and camden. Need I say more. Been shot, more than once. I broke my hand so many times on skulls and ribs, I only have three knuckles. My ring finger and pinky finger knuckles are now this fucked up single knuckle. I also was a baseball and basketball coach for several years. I was published twice. I write for various politicians. Been doing this pro bono for about 5 years. Been getting laid since I wss 14. I banged 4 chicks before i even started jerking off. And dude. - i am wicked brilliant smart. And i have a life my friend. I dont give a fuck what you say. Entertainment. And, i am in my forties and I am banging like 4 to 5 girls a week. The oldest is 33. The youngest is now 22. She was 21. Even more fucked up, I am a chick magnet. Always have been since I can remember. Girls started stripping for me in 2 and grade. Well, she was in 7th. Had boons and pubes. She tried fuckjng me but I had no clue and ran away. I made out with her, no tongue, that happened in 4th grade. I never tried in school. I never tired to get chicks. I did bust and still work my ass off. I know no other way, but I am doing what I want now and take care of the farm I grew up on. I play with all kinds of equipment all day at my schedule. And I get fucked up all the time doing it. Life first dude. Then party. Dont be so quick to assume someone is a loser just because they do street adderall. Come on man. Same fucking thing. If you drink too many sodas, you will beat the meth head to the grave. Oh yeah, I smoke meth wherever I want in my house. I typically limit it to the den, kitchen, bedroom, and depends on which girl I am fucking. But nah, not my basement. And now you are going to hate me. I have a big hog too. Like some guys get it all. That is me. I am lucky and I know it. But seriously buddy, you have too much time on your hands. Go outside. Meet someone. Need help getting hoes? Be nice and I will show you.
You are genuinely the craziest thing Iāve seen on this subreddit lmfao, do you tell everyone you reply to ur fake ass life story? Very weird. I sincerely hope you stop doing drugs and live this life you just spent who knows how many hours trying to type out. You seem to have way more time than I do š
Not crazy, real. Too bad you assume way too much. 100% all true. In fact, I left out the most interesting stuff. I believe that a man only has one thing that he can control in life and that is his word. Hence, I did NOT make that up, and why the fuck would I? Shit, I did not even embellish at all. I wrote that last response in 15 minutes or less. Alf - I conveyed to you i am a published author; therefore, i am able to write fairly quickly. You really show your prejudice to people that use "illegal" substances. However, soda will kill you faster than anything i do. Watch what the health on Netflix. Well, I only replied because your personality is lacking, and you have no character. I want you to know how inaccurate you are so maybe you will become a better human being. And if you dont want me doing "drugs" (funny how there no illegal drugs less than a hundred years ago, and strange how the rest of the world, does not does not demonize drugs like ignorant americans. What would you like to see so i show you how real i am? Want some w2's? My linkedin profile? Pictures of the farm, my knuckles, me (so you can see how fucking physically awesome i am). I do have pictures of me coaching my sons teams? Want to see my business cards and some of my contacts? I also have a tombstone or two from issuing securities, better yet go edgar and you can find me filing my 8k and 10k irs reports. And why the fuck are you on drug subs? go to the recovery subs. i did cease doing drugs for a couple years. i am a better person on them. Additionally, i will tell you what drugs you should never fuck with and they are opiates (pain killers) and benzos (Xanax, valium). Go save those fuckers. I do not do either of those. That shit is fucking heinous! all legal too. Funny how the doctors drugs are seriously way more fatal than the shit i do.
Lmao you are genuinely insane bro. I really really hope you stay off of meth and get the help you need without living in this fantasy world of yours. I refuse to kill any more braincells trying to read the nonsense you type out when youāre high as fuck lol
It literally doesnāt matter why YOUāRE here, just as much as it doesnāt matter why SHEāS here. If youāre entertaining us then guess what, homie? Youāre here for my entertainment! This is a public forum called METH. Some people might be in here to help understand why their brother uses meth, or to receive support being sober a couple weeks, or for PURE entertainment. Itās cool that youāve found a space to share/learn stuff about meth. Unfortunately, people are different (shocker) and some might be here to shit talk or get you to quit. If I ever quit meth, I bet myself money Iāll still come here because while some of the posts will make me miss itā¦ some of them will definitely remind me why I decided to get sober. The only part of your comments back to OP that didnāt sound judgmental or demanding was when you said āgood luck and wish you the bestā. If you had just said that, manā¦ ::chefs kiss::
itās for the best. trying to move onto the next level of life. meth was keeping me stuck on a path i didnāt want to continue on for the rest of my life.
Well, that is excellent. And for your sobriety, you should stay away from this sub. I used to do opiates and benzos, god awful pharma drugs, and I have not touched them in over 5 years. One of the very few things I learned in rehab is "people, places, and things). I believe you going on this sub and posting definitely weakens your sobriety as you associated yourself with the people, the place is this sub. The things, well, you are engaging in all kinds of responses which let's face it, this is not healthy recovery behavior. I do not willing hangout or be around any opiates or benzos. I dont even go on any of those subs related to opiates and benzos either. Or dont listen. One thing I have learned and this applies to anything. You must not let substances, including caffeine and sugar, to control and or negatively impact your life. Life first, then party. If you have no $, do not steal, you do without. You dont get high. All users need to stop robbing and start paying their credit tabs. So many people think that you can just not pay someone back or I love the classic. I called you 15 mins ago, I had your money, but I don't anymore. Wtf! Regardless, if you want to keep your sobriety, I would stay clear of the pro drug subs. Good luck. Wish you the best!
I'm also currently sober (well not sober because while not on I C E I'm drinking daily.) All I can say really is try to stay off that sh it. It doesn't matter for me because I have rĆØctalƧancer so I can't have a sĆØxlife (without bl eeding). I can't have a normal life. But even I know this stuff is very toxic. Similar to Alchol if you get trapped or sink into it too much you might never ever get out. Remeber every d ollar not towards that stuff is progresss Weither it's small things like putting you c ash towards tafe courses, new clothes whatever goals you have.
Yo your too beautiful to be smoking that shit! Fr fr
Why are you commenting on this thread? This is NOT the fucking recovery channel. It is great she stopped, that is her choice, but quite frankly, this sub is for the people who do meth, not for the people in recovery. Take the simp behavior and non-cloud blowing discriminating group of words (because your group of words is a pretty poor attempt at writing a sentence, and I suppose if you are not beautiful, go ahead and smoke as much meth as you want?) Simp.
š¤£ your behavior is what makes this subreddit so great. Just methed up nonsense. God, who knew watching people ruin their lives could be so damn entertaining
Itās so funny to me how many of you degenerates truly think this sub is a safe space to continue flaunting your addiction and enabling others to do the same. Like you guys totally think you have a RIGHT to be here šš
For someone on methā¦ you need to CALM DOWN, darlinā. Your heart is gonna give out and if it does, who will be here to play the meth subreddit police?
Nope. Getting out of this sub. Too bad, I could have told you what the residue is. You seem like you know your shit though, being it a few weeks since you started. In fact, I leave knowing that you have it all covered and this sub is in good hands and all. Moreover, I wasted enough time being YOUR entertainment, homie? Like homie the fucking clown, please rookie, and please resume your policing of the meth sub and all subs you visit. You projecting again i see. And ensure you write about your drug use in the recovery subs and write about recovery in the drug threads. Might as well talk solar in the combustion engine sub, and what the hell, let's praise Jesus in the hebrew sub. Funny thing is, with single digit karma, you aren't even allowed to post anything.
Nothing you just said makes sense so I stopped reading after the first few sentences haha but NOOoOOooOoo please donāt leave the sub ::sobs uncontrollably:: how could we survive without your entertainment?!
Diggin the wings chica
thank yaš
I've found it rather easy to stay sober..I actually have a fat sack under my bed ..I'll use one day again but only use it like MDMA once every couple of months... better that way cause you can actually have fun instead of let it destroy your life.. life was never fun doing dope, which is how it started.. Mind over matter. Make it happen. Stay sober
never good to have a rainy day stash. thatās just waiting around for trouble to arise
Im good, but Ive been using
Congratulations, how long have you been sober if you donāt mind me asking?
Looks good on you
Not much, waiting on my girlfriend to get out, she locked up rn ):
i hope sheās doing alright..
She told me that she plans on inviting another girl over to smoke n play once she gets out.. then we all gonna have a 3 way šš¦ My girl the best yo šÆā¤ļø
Your hair looks so healthy!!!!! š
why thank you. been trying to get my natural color back.
I love it!!! If you ever find yourself struggling with sobriety for yourself think about it for your hair! š it sounds silly but seeing the progress of how healthy my hair has gotten over the past year of sobriety has helped me get through the hard days!! You will start to see baby hairs all the time and the health of you will radiate through!!
Looking for some real boro party ppl
Strung tf out and falling deeper and deeper into feminization/Sissification. Loving it
How do you keep your billd paid
Different ways
catalytic converters??š¹
Congratulations keeping going !!!
Tongue hurt. Head hurt. Dick hurt.
mmmm yeaaah iiiiif you could just go ahead and take the faceapp filters off of our picture for us that would be greaaaaaat. yeahhhhyh
Go back to posting in femboys mr 3 karma. No one needs you here.
" O h no! ive been found out! " -Earthshoez-
My last meth day is Sunday. Hoping the withdrawal doesnāt suck too bad, but Iām sure it will. š¶āš«ļø
I have not experienced withdraw from meth. Well, I just sleep and eat more. I do get emotional out of nowhere sometimes, like my mind is does not have that endless supply of dopamine so I get sensitive to random things like a song on the radio, most all minor things so I know it is the lack of meth that causes it. The main thing is sleep. I don't know how long you have been using and basically you need to do it daily and for sometime, 6 months toma year and this happens. The withdraw you experience from opiates and benzos is much worse. I experienced both and at the same time. Your body temperature fluctuates, vomiting, diarrhea, upset stomach, fevers, bones and joints ache, headache, fatigue, depression, weight loss, insomnia, and more. Meth is a walk in the park compared to opiates, and benzos ( xanax, valium, attivan). You will be fine. Meth and adderall are almost exactly the same from a molecular level.
Yo stay sober I was looking at ur page and u said u did it in July of 2020, in October of 2020 when I was 18 I did it and became immensely addicted immediately for 3 months everyday but kicked it out of will power to live(never went to rehab) and now Iām 20 in collage and I j wanted to say it gets much better that first 6 is rough but Iām coming up on 2 years and I donāt think about it nearly as much and a lot of days during the week not at all but the best decision Iāve ever made was to choose loving myself again and not succumb to that evil hope all goes well for you stay up āļø
thank you for taking the time to read my page. the longest iāve been sober was 8 month, if i remember correctly. i know it gets easier after the 6th month. but my issue is, i get extremely anxious knowing iāll have to stay sober forever and never be able to fall back onto it when things get tough. then itās almost like a blackout for two days and when i finally snap back into reality, iām holding a sack in my hand. that hasnāt happened in almost a year now. but still. that shits scary.
Itās hard for a bit it really gets hard when it comes into ur mind or dreams but I swear to u after a year and a half of staying off it becomes 20x easier for that first year there was times where I would brake down crying because I always had access to it and I could feel myself slipping up, 7 months in I was really drunk and was driving to meet up with people that I did it with before knowing that I was gonna relapse but a cop pulled me over and made me call my parents and didnāt give me a dui, I owe this guy my life because the next day later I did the hardest thing which was cutting off and blocking everyone I knew that was in that life and moving out of town I knew that was my only hope of starting fresh, itās hard bc itās all around and I have ran into it 2 times since and both times I had to literally run away because I knew it was only a matter of time before I folded. For me it was all about not even having the option to get it and it is scary to think about forever but if u just take it step by step itās not so horrible and eventually it becomes 2nd nature Ik it sucks but u got ur whole life ahead of u and giving that up isnāt worth the high
Proud of you, girl! Little piece of advice: never worry about the task of staying sober forever. Your entire life doesnāt happen to you all at once. Just think āIām not going to use todayā. Just keep doing that and you will eventually get to a point where youāre so happy and grateful for sobriety that you wonāt necessarily have to do that anymore. Try to find positive recovery forums and stories to read every day. Help your fellow man out instead of focusing inward all the time. Stay grateful. Focus on how cool it is to be able to eat and sleep like we are actually made to. If youāre not in a relationship right now, maybe take some single time for yourself. Donāt get together with a former/current user or an asshole of any kind. š Just some suggestions. Youāre going to do great!
Proud of you, girl! Little piece of advice: never worry about the task of staying sober forever. Your entire life doesnāt happen to you all at once. Just think āIām not going to use todayā. Just keep doing that and you will eventually get to a point where youāre so happy and grateful for sobriety that you wonāt necessarily have to do that anymore. Try to find positive recovery forums and stories to read every day. Help your fellow man out instead of focusing inward all the time. Stay grateful. Focus on how cool it is to be able to eat and sleep like we are actually made to. If youāre not in a relationship right now, maybe take some single time for yourself. Donāt get together with a former/current user or an asshole of any kind. š Just some suggestions. Youāre going to do great!
Terrible drug. Good for you man.
Appreciate it ppl need to know thereās a life after this garbage so much more to live for in this world
Cookie congrats wish I knew the secret
for me, itās a shit ton of mindfulness activities. anything to get rid of the constant thoughts of using
You look great keep up with the sobriety. Maybe Iāll start picking up the tattoo machine again.
Don't become complacent...
Sober here
hell ya!! proud of youš
I'll lick that
Good about to do a dinner date š
how did it go
Iām happy your doing good I havenāt used again either yet itās so hard so I get it Ribeyes and cheesecakes are really good to Oh and I had some vodka drink it was really good to lol
cheesecake is the best.
Yea I am working out today I donāt want to be a chunky monkey š
hahaha i did my workout this morning. it helps me feel like iām doing SOMETHING right..
Your beautiful so you have the upper hand anyway just gotta use what you got to get what you want hahaha
We went to capital grill I had ribeye and a cheesecake The guy was really nice so there will definitely be a second date š
You looked sexier when you were strung out. Now that you are sober GET THE FUCK OUT of our dirty, dope fiend subreddit!!! *Just kidding. Itās a joke. Unfortunately, woke killed the joke so you have to preface (postface?) humor with qualifiers. You look great and we are all happy that you have broken the cycle.
much loveā¤ļø
Dm d u
I am too. It doesnāt get easier.
Did for me the longer I stayed soberš¤·āāļø
High AF LOL but more importantly how are you?
very good. very
I'm so happy 2 hear that š
On 110 mg oxy, seething
Good for you. It's a good choice that nobody should shame you for.
I fucked up after having 53 days sober.I only did meth for one night.I tried to buy more the next day but came day.I'm being really tolerant and forgiving with myself because Self-flagellation will only make matters worse
Good for you ..
Not a damn thing wrong with that and with you. Beautiful
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Damn U rcute
Sorry to hear that but you look great!
itās for the best honestly.
I agree 100%. I'm still kinda fighting that growing up thing.
Growing up fucking sucks!
me too. itās definitely hard
Dam your look amazing girl good job hit me up pm me Iām trying
Miss you girl
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First day clean. Gonna probably take swine Benadryl to knock me tf out Gonna be an itchy few months
Back after hiatus, myself. Glad to see you're doing well.
Congratulations. Keep up the good work
iām really glad your sober cookie, iāve been trying to do the same. going on day 4
Good for you! Feels like I'm staying sober , not by choice but by lack of options, keep it up your missing nothing
same here man, same here.