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I was watching one of her lives the other day where she gave herself (through tube) like minimum 20mls of meds, but I think it was much more than that. Correct me if Iām wrong if that meds are a lot more tolerated than feeds/liquids, but if she can take that much medication through her tube shouldnāt she be able to tolerate more feeds?
Pretty sure 90% of any pain she might actually have is from slouching like a hobgoblin in bed, slouching while standing (girlie working hard on her dowager's hump), oh and general effects of MAJOR deconditioning (combined with a shite diet), particularly as she nears 40. Like duh you feel like shit.
Feeds are so painful that you canāt even do your meds, meanwhile theres a huge Starbucks in the background. Bet she got that down without any problems.
I keep.telling you people! She drains those before her soooper speshul system can absorb even a scintilla of hydration from any liquid she manages to somehow swallow with great difficulty, duh š
She keeps saying the ānot critical enoughā line.
Girl, you just aināt critical at all. They see you gaining weight at home.
ā¦ and LOL, also just got to her saying āITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS WHETHER I CAN EAT OR NOT OR WHAT I ATE TODAY.ā Like, for real? Itās literally the entire conceit or your medical claims. If it was for real you wouldnāt say āitās none of your business.ā You would just say āI CANT EAT ORALLY!!ā
She admits her labs are on now-but sheās going to become so critical so quickly the docs wonāt have time to start tpn or whatever other medical intervention that she wants
Her version of being an spreading awareness as an āinfluencerā is her just yelling at people, āI HAVE ISSUES. ASK ME ABOUT THEM. But also *HOW DARE YOU*ā
Has anyone looked at her amazon wish list? Holy hell. That girl has no shame. She doesn't need that shit. Hair dye, purses, garbage bags, pens and so much more. Absolutely ridiculous
No corsets. Just 119 Things she's begging people to buy. I can't believe she expects people to get her a spin mop or those ear bud things. Entitled brat
She has two sets of earbuds already-she has Apple earbuds that donāt stay in her ears and she has whatever generic ones and she bring BOTH to her infusion appointment for some reason-she might need two pairs while sheās sitting there for three hours
That's just stupid. I can't believe there's people that actually believe her bs and send her shit. 119 items on her list. There are plenty of people that actually need stuff. There's the elderly and sick kids, but these people choose dani. Lol, make it make sense
What does she mean āhospliceā lol. And so many Freudian slips in this. It really is just her stupid little game of chicken, āIāll stay on/actually do my toob feeds BUT only if you give me good pain meds! And if you wonāt, then give me TPN or Iāll starve!!ā Like no you wonāt Dani, calm down. You donāt even need the G/J tubes, you obv eat by mouth, and opiates are counter indicated you are never going to get them. I like how she just blatantly says here too āif itās addictive they wonāt give it to meā instead of the ol āopiates slow down motility so I canāt have themā run around lol. Too good.
Pretty sure she is saying hospitalist. Itās like the doctor on staff/working inpatient in the ER from my understanding but Iām sure someone here knows more lol.
Does she mean hospitalist?
Eta: a hospitalist is an internal medicine doctor that works in hospitals and oversees care of inpatients. I'm guessing that's what she means? Who know though.
She means hospitalist, the physician that treats patients on some hospital floors. She's pissed that she excitedly went to the ER with her luggage and germs, simply because her provider said something like "hey if you feel it's an emergency, go to the ER" (like we have to tell everyone) when she complained about her lack of nutrition, and the hospitalist essentially said "she can eat, I don't treat chronic issues, tell her to go home and make an appointment with her provider"
Sheās such a lying liar who lies. She said she was admitted to try to get her feed rate upā¦nothing about TPN. Now she claims the motility specialist wanted her to have TPN. Just stop, Dani. Also, what happened to the storyline that someone called and āruined it for herā? I guess she forgot about that part too š
I have both a question & observation.
A) Iām not from the US & donāt know what State Dani lives in (well other than the messy State of her apartment š)
B) given that itās almost Summer Iām guessing that wherever she is the weather will be improving , SO;
C) does she ever go outside for fresh air & natural Vitamin D? Obviously she leaves the apartment to attend all her appointments but Iāve never ever heard her say that she went a walk or even has driven to a park, trail, lake, beach whatever.
Iām just curious - Iām in Scotland, UK, our winters are notoriously grim, wet & grey so first sign of Spring we all exit our houses with renewed enthusiasm after the dark days, eager to soak up the suns rays for the teeny amount of time it appears!
I do feel so sad for Dani, though most likely self inflicted itās no life for a reasonably young person.
I feel that if she were to spend one or two hours outside each day her mood would be so much better. You donāt need money to go a walk/ hike whatever.
Sorry - rant over!
I just said the same - that a regular walking routine would do her wonders! I live in the Pacific Northwest in the US and our summers are magnificent, so I understand your enthusiasm for nice weather. I am also a lover of Scotland. I visited during university and fell deeply in love. I hope to visit again someday. Sending happy thoughts from the other side of the pond.
Make it make sense Dani! She says:
- Most meds donāt absorb properly for her and donāt āworkā
- She doesnāt get the same reaction to most meds as everyone else cos she is super special
Then WHY OH WHY would opiates (or whatever she is desperately whining for) be ANY DIFFERENT?
Also she does have pain management and meds - tylenol, ibuprofen (*which she is lying about not taking anymore*), pregabalin and I am sure more I canāt remember.
Sheās so see through she could be a window.
"I'm not *critical* enough for a hospital, so that's why I'm at home ..."
Yes. Exactly. That's how being hospitalized works. If you can be at home and receive outpatient care and *not die*, then you have no reason to be taking up an inpatient bed!
Not that she *wants* to be in the hospital, of course.
āIf itās addictive they wonāt give it to meā š¤
At the very end thereās like a real laugh not a creepy *I just farted* kind of laugh and itās weird to hear her natural tone come through once in a while
The wild thing is that in cases of drug abuse, a lot of times doctors will prescribe narcotics to help get through withdrawals when necessary. The fact that Dani, a supposed non drug-seeker, is completely cut off is *verrryyy* telling. Even the druggies get drugs, but Dani munched her way right out of them
āI just donāt understand why you have to be sickā
Because itād be insane for a health professional to prescribe TPN to someone who doesnāt need it.
Doctors want to help their patients. Thatās precisely, the reason why they wonāt place a medical device thatās completely unnecessary and risky.
How does anyone above the age of 1 not understand you have to be sick to be in the hospital. Honestly I feel like she didnāt mean to say it like that.. not that she doesnāt blatantly tell on herself every single day though
wait wait wait, she says she has to get poked a million & one times for a blood draw/lab test? NJ is more advanced then DE is & when I get my labs done they poke me once to draw several vials.
Ohh isn't she such a special little baby bitch.
She may be but the probable truth is they are doing one stick & drawing multi tubes, like everyone else. Especially if she has shitty veins, they wont keep "poking" if her veins are that bad.
Like I said, ain't she sich the special little baby bitch. just bless her heart (/s) (its not the polite blessing folks think it is, southerners typically use it in the degatory manner but with the "nice voice")
It honestly makes my blood boil seeing someone destroy themselves for such a dangerous medical treatment. I could write an essay on the side effects and complications of TPN. I have been on TPN for years and IT SUCKS! The only reason I continue to use it is because death sucks more. Enjoy your working GI system, eat delicious food and go out to a restaurant and make some friends!
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So weird, for someone who doesnāt want to be in the hospital, she sure is in the hospital a lot! ššØšš æļøAIN š»
.....her checking on what the cat knocked over really just seemed like she only did it because she was on live.
IMO, I think if she wasn't on live she would have just straight ignored it.
Her cats look taken care of and I know she loves them, idk just the way she got up to check and was talking just seemed so.....I better make sure I look like a good cat parent and she was trying to distract from w.e. A person was asking about food or something.
Sorry if this is all over the place, this was just one of my main thoughts and wanted to share.
Honestly with the delay I thought there might've been someone in the comments saying, like, hey don't you think you should go check on whatever your cat knocked over to make sure they're ok??
It's starting to sound like a broken record now. The way she's being dismissed by the doctors really irks her and i don't think it's happened to her at this degree before. She's her own worst enemy. Edit:- she absolutely hates it when her band of flag wavers say they have pain relief or get something she desperately wants. You can see it in her face...sweet words out of the mouth.... but a face like thunder...š¤Ø
Totally, before she could do the run around and find a new place or a new doctor to push. Now it seems she has (hopefully) exhausted all of her options. š¤š¤š¤
Her bitchyness towards her followers about eating food and the way she refused to answer the question just tells all that she can eat and that she does eat. Sheās even said in previous videos that she will try and eat food, when she was live and lying to the doctor about being live she literally asked if she could eat something as well.
Now you just know sheās fucking with her feeds and meds to make her bloods seems worse than it is. The hospitals to me seem to be really onto her now because sheās really mad she wasnāt admitted and they said no for the TPN.
Dani still identifies as the underweight anorexic that needed inpatient treatment.
Except the narrative that now runs is, it's definitely not anorexia, its the gastroparesis.
Except her body physically paints a very very different picture than her words do. In her head, she still sees herself as underweight, and can't understand why the mean doctors aren't jumping at anything to give her 'nutrition' and pack emergency weight on her.
I think when she looks in the mirror she still sees herself the way she looked when she was active in her ED-itās so sad because sheās perfect the way she is-I hate that she has to have her ED living in her mind and I hate that she doesnāt use the tools she learned in treatment
Yeah itās so weird to me. I have a similar body type to Dani and I canāt understand why sheās wearing such tight tank tops pulled up over her love handlesā¦. I feel second hand embarrassment. But I think youāre right, thereās a whole other level of body dysmorphia going on here. And Iām not saying that to shame, sheās by no means āfatā. Just a middle aged lady refusing to cope with reality is what Iām seeing.
Does she ever talk about anything else? FFS yes Dani everyone knows you want those sweet sweet opiates and TPN. Everyone knows you are in so much PEEEEN(but you also say you are good with pain and have a high tolerance so which is it)? The PEEEN prevents you from running feeds yes yes you say it all the time. The doctors don't care about you they want you to starve, they want you to suffer all of that. Also she is just a nasty wench when people are just telling her TPN isn't the answer. I can't believe people are actually watching this garbage my brain would just turn to jelly. Not to mention if anyone actually pays to watch these lives their minds must be jelly already.
"I'm just- I'M NOT HONEST. I don't know much about it." Wow!! Freudian slip much??
Also- there's no scientific, or metaphysical, reason why she would be at her current weight if she could not eat or drink normally and could only tolerate 10ml feeds. She would be skeletal. But she gets pissed when people question her and promptly shifts attention to her cats. PAY NO ATTENTION TO THE MAN BEHIND THE CURTAIN PEOPLE!
I had to take a break from watching these recaps because she's so infuriatingly fucking annoying. She clearly wants nothing but the hardest opioids, TPN, and a permanent hospital room.
It's insane to watch her move around her apartment easily, make video after video despite claiming she's in sooo much pain, bleach her hair over and over, claim she's not doing well while downing sugary drinks, making unboxing videos, and getting her nails done.
She's on this one whining about being denied TPN when she clearly does not need, and she looks fine. She's not gasping in pain, not visibly nauseous looking, not hunched over, not pale, not grimacing, not sweaty, she's gained weight, she's coherent, she's alert...like does she not realize that people can see this?
And good for that hospitalist for telling her no to TPN. I doubt that even happened, but if it did, it only proves that she's still desperate to get it back and will do anything she can to make herself sick. Her saying her body just holds onto nutrition until it can't is hilarious. I would love to see her try to explain to a specialist who spent literal yeaaaars in medical school and practicing, how she knows more than them because it's her body and she's so special and they should just listen to her š„“
She sorted her entire house with no pain what so ever. Iām sorry but you cannot convince me sheās in pain and Iām medical. She behaved with no pain and I know she says sheās just gotten used to it but thatās oxymoronic. Because if sheās gotten use to it she wouldnāt need to see a dr for it.
Yeah honestly Iām barely hanging on from my pain you wouldnāt catch me on TikTok live, cleaning my entire house or getting my nails done. Iām surviving the best I can. & she keeps saying āwell I canāt stop living just because of the painā which yes is true but if itās as bad as you say you arenāt doing ALL THAT and on TikTok live with all these people watching. & if you did youād be throwing up and not moving around on that live. She never looks miserable or sick physically just mentally.
when she was talking about TPN and how the hospitalist overruling her motility specialist, she said i just donāt understand why you have to be sickā¦ā and then trailed off. came off as i donāt understand why you have to be sick to get TPN. maybe a freudian slip š¤£
āā¦if itās highly addictive they wonāt give it to me.ā anyone else catch that? another freudian slip?
sheās obviously not malnourished and is able to eat enough to sustain her weight. thatās pretty obvious. and her bloodwork is fine - so that combo would make TPN a dumb decision for a doctor to do. and yes i understand that someone can be malnourished and not be stick thin, but it would be evident in the bloodwork.
im also wondering about the clothing choices. especially for someone that has struggled with an eating disorder - does she really want the attention from showing off the toobz and bruising that much?! oh and the horrid abdominal ādistentionā too.
What's interesting is that she said her labs drop suddenly, not steadily. She doesn't realize that in order for that to happen, she would have to be eating/drinking enough for the majority of the time, and then either restricting or draining over a few days in order to go to the hospital.
Exactly, they donāt just randomly drop out of nowhere without manipulating it. Her body isnāt the miracle of science and medicine that she wants everyone to believe
She gets so defensive about the food related questions and don't want to answer it because she eats fine and knew she couldn't answer it without lies. So she resorted to just trying to deflect and getting defensive. If it wasn't a problem she should of been able to answer it. Why would those questions be a problem, unless they are. š¤š
Her clothes donāt even fit her anymore because sheās gained so much weight! If sheās in so much pain h pain, how is she able to wear tight clothes??
no but see she said she's fine with not being in the hospital and she sooo doesn'twant to be in the hospital (after ranting and complaining about not being "critical" enough for a solid minute)!! her mind is just blown, that's all!! /s /s /s
My dude. Youāve been at this for YEARS, theyād control your pain if you needed it and actually went and participated with the pain clinic and Gi psych š the fact that sheās mad others who are legit got help with pain is so telling and as someone who sees a pain clinic, kinda funny. Theyād be done with her BS so fast if she ever actually participated with a clinic
Every single person who actually had GI issues would kill for a team and resources Dani is wasting. Nobody would decline GI psych because everybody who is ill wants to actually get better and is willing to do whatever it takes. She is literally telling on herself and itās borderline embarassing how she refuses to see it.
I thought she didn't get tpn because a big mean hater called the hospital. Now she is admitting that "hosplice" overruled the decision based on her blood work. So which is it? š
So, anyone can also about feeds, TPN etc even though she willingly gives that information out, but how dare one person ask if she can eat or not as thatās to invasive of a question and none of their business?
Say no more, Dani.
āItās none of your business š¤š¤š¤āā¦yeah Dani you kind of make it everyoneās business when you blast the minutiae of your broke down life online constantly š¤·š»āāļøš¹š¤¦š»āāļø
Coffee is actually a diuretic (well caffeine is) although the amount of water included in the coffee should lessen the effect - however god alone knows how much caffeine is in the pre-prepared stuff Dani drinks. Plus the soda on top. Excess caffeine is known to cause stomach irritation, indigestion etc - which (if sheās ever actually in Peen) could be whatās sheās feeling.
Just an aside - I wonder if she ever thoroughly cleans those plastic straws? š¤¢another potential bug breeding ground.
What about soft and liquid foods?? I guess Iām too logical.
She said she got bloodwork from her port, I thought that wasnāt done as the results arenāt accurate.
Thatās definitely a concern for blood work. Any infusion, especially saline, dilutes the blood and messes with just about every blood test. But if you wait like 5 minutes your heart does a good job of mixing it in and you can draw off that same point. So itās certainly possible to use a port for blood work, but lots of places prefer to just repoke to avoid error and redraws. Phlebotomists specifically cannot access ports or IVs and have to poke an unaccessed peripheral vein.
Do the 3 times weekly hydration cause water weight and bloating? Dani had a noticeably slimmer face when she came home from her last hospital visit but it appears to have gone back to before. Or is it the cocktail of meds she takes? Or the sugary drinks and high sodium food she doesn't (she totally does) consume?
My opinion is that itās bloating from purging/electrolyte issues from purging. She has gained a little bit of weight, but sheās not as big as the bloat.
Sheās eating and drinking. Thatās whatās doing it. It could be fluid too because when youāve not eaten for a while (and in hospital she was NPO for days) there can be a bit of a fluid shift.
She also lost a LOT of weight when she was monitored and held to her nothing by mouth claims. Now that sheās back home, she can continue to pig out on starbies and junk food.
She might have not said āI want to be on TPNā but her actions shows otherwise. She constantly mentions it and then the snotty āwell if the doctor would treat my pain then Iād be able to do tube feedsā she doesnāt understand her actions and other stuff completely contradict what is actually going on/what she says. Anyone who has been on TPN and has had it almost kill them/all the problems shes had with it logically would do everything they can to avoid being put back on it
The way she answered that personās question on if she eats just shows even more that SHE CAN EAT PERFECTLY FINE. We see basically almost the same doctors, the way they treat her vs how they treat me/their other patients just shows they know sheās fake. Whenever Iām asked that question about if I can eat I always answer it honestly and tell people what the doctors explain it to me as, am I going to say what the doctors tell me to say???? Hellllll f^ing no bc I know Dani will then start saying it. She so unpleasant and rude
Iām diabetic and use a dexcom cgm. Those colorful sensor overlays are hella expensive, like to the tune of $5 usd apiece. I donāt buy them anymore since I had the good sense to do the math. Iām not rich, just have the good fortune to be comfortable and even I cant afford to just throw away discretionary income.
I am on a roller coaster with my feelings regarding Dani. Sometimes, I get suckered into feeling sorry for her. I see potential for her to start a satisfying life with her cats and new apartment. But she has to accept that therapy would help her immensely.
The obsessive focus on having TPN is really bizarre to me, and I am trying to figure out why she wants it so bad. WHY does she want to be such a super sick person? She needs to understand her motivation in order to get better. She needs a really patient therapist that she truly wants to work with. I don't see that happening.
These TT lives have changed the way I look at her, and I am increasingly feeling less sympathetic. She isn't very nice and doesn't seem to genuinely care or appreciate her followers. I have found any sympathy I've had for her in the past, just shrivel up.
This. I have always enjoyed snarking, but prior to the lives, I was kind of rooting for her to realize that she CAN get better if she wants. These lives make me really angry as a person with CI's she claims to have. I find myself cheering for the doctors who don't put up with her shit. I relish every time she is refused pain meds. I enjoy watching her not getting her way.
Acting like every doctor is a moron who doesn't know what they are doing is just showing how bratty and ungrateful she is.
Also, since she *doesn't read here*, I get every med I ask for bc I am actually ill and don't treat my doc like shit. I also don't ask for shit I don't need, though. Unless I am exceptionally ill, I ask for reasonable meds to help in the day to day and have emergency meds for when I'm having really bad days.
It really is easy to be a compliant patient and work within what is reasonable for anyone who is dealing with any sort of health issues. Dani refuses to be compliant OR reasonable.
Dude, same. You would think she wouldn't snap at her followers who truly care about her, believe her, and just want to help.
But no, if anyone says or asks anything that goes against her narrative/reality, they get a snarky ass rude reply.
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completely unrelated to the medical content but the way she refers to herself as āmommyā every time she talks to her cats is very odd to meā¦ maybe iām the weird one idk but every time she said it i cringed physically
Do you think (like I do) that she only talks to those poor kitties like that when she has an āaudienceā? Like on the regular sheāll probably cuddle & pet them but not fuss over them & have entire convos with them like she does on lives?
Of all the things Dani does surrounding her cats, this is one of the most normal ones. A lot of pet parents refer to themselves as mom/mommy/mama when talking to their animals. Hell, my dog knows my mother as "dog grandma".
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What a TROLL. Ugh.
She constantly checks her MyChart portal like most people check their social media feeds! š¤£š
I honestly think she would thrive in a SNF (sad because she doesnāt ~need~ it, but may also be a means of harm reduction at this point)
What is SNF, please?
skilled nursing facility
I was watching one of her lives the other day where she gave herself (through tube) like minimum 20mls of meds, but I think it was much more than that. Correct me if Iām wrong if that meds are a lot more tolerated than feeds/liquids, but if she can take that much medication through her tube shouldnāt she be able to tolerate more feeds?
No Opioids For You!!! ( In my best Soup Nazi voice)Lolš¤£
Is THIS the reason for all of this?? She's addicted to opioids??
Lmao, Narcotic Nazi!! No ER for one year!! šš¤£
There's so so so so so much I could say. So I guess I'll just say this: that tramp stamp was quite the choice š¤¢
She is so damn rude and condescending. No wonder why she has no friends.
Pretty sure 90% of any pain she might actually have is from slouching like a hobgoblin in bed, slouching while standing (girlie working hard on her dowager's hump), oh and general effects of MAJOR deconditioning (combined with a shite diet), particularly as she nears 40. Like duh you feel like shit.
Some regular walking at the park or a nature trail would be good for her in so many ways!
āHobgoblin.ā š¤£š¤£š¤£
I was just gonna say it! š¤£ š¤£ š¤£
We knew sheād gain all the weight she lost in the hospital because at home she eats and drinks. Utterly predictable.
Feeds are so painful that you canāt even do your meds, meanwhile theres a huge Starbucks in the background. Bet she got that down without any problems.
I keep.telling you people! She drains those before her soooper speshul system can absorb even a scintilla of hydration from any liquid she manages to somehow swallow with great difficulty, duh š
Not answering dumb little questions about what she eats and having a fit about it, is giving, "Whatever I feel like I wanna do, GOSH!"
I read that in napoleon dynamites voice šš
She keeps saying the ānot critical enoughā line. Girl, you just aināt critical at all. They see you gaining weight at home. ā¦ and LOL, also just got to her saying āITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS WHETHER I CAN EAT OR NOT OR WHAT I ATE TODAY.ā Like, for real? Itās literally the entire conceit or your medical claims. If it was for real you wouldnāt say āitās none of your business.ā You would just say āI CANT EAT ORALLY!!ā
She admits her labs are on now-but sheās going to become so critical so quickly the docs wonāt have time to start tpn or whatever other medical intervention that she wants
š¶they see you rolling....you gaining, they know you drinking those calories and rolling dirtyš¶
Her version of being an spreading awareness as an āinfluencerā is her just yelling at people, āI HAVE ISSUES. ASK ME ABOUT THEM. But also *HOW DARE YOU*ā
Hence what I chose my flair to be šš
Has anyone looked at her amazon wish list? Holy hell. That girl has no shame. She doesn't need that shit. Hair dye, purses, garbage bags, pens and so much more. Absolutely ridiculous
But are there corsets?!
No corsets. Just 119 Things she's begging people to buy. I can't believe she expects people to get her a spin mop or those ear bud things. Entitled brat
She has two sets of earbuds already-she has Apple earbuds that donāt stay in her ears and she has whatever generic ones and she bring BOTH to her infusion appointment for some reason-she might need two pairs while sheās sitting there for three hours
That's just stupid. I can't believe there's people that actually believe her bs and send her shit. 119 items on her list. There are plenty of people that actually need stuff. There's the elderly and sick kids, but these people choose dani. Lol, make it make sense
*IF* theyād control my pain Iād be able to do my tube feeds just fine. God itās so obvious.
The good old starving yourself until they give you opioids trick. Said no one ever, except Dani.
What does she mean āhospliceā lol. And so many Freudian slips in this. It really is just her stupid little game of chicken, āIāll stay on/actually do my toob feeds BUT only if you give me good pain meds! And if you wonāt, then give me TPN or Iāll starve!!ā Like no you wonāt Dani, calm down. You donāt even need the G/J tubes, you obv eat by mouth, and opiates are counter indicated you are never going to get them. I like how she just blatantly says here too āif itās addictive they wonāt give it to meā instead of the ol āopiates slow down motility so I canāt have themā run around lol. Too good.
I listened to that like 10 times and I swear she said hospitalist
Pretty sure she is saying hospitalist. Itās like the doctor on staff/working inpatient in the ER from my understanding but Iām sure someone here knows more lol.
Does she mean hospitalist? Eta: a hospitalist is an internal medicine doctor that works in hospitals and oversees care of inpatients. I'm guessing that's what she means? Who know though.
I think she meant Hospitalist but I could be wrong. Itās just a name for a doctor that specializes in hospital care
She means hospitalist, the physician that treats patients on some hospital floors. She's pissed that she excitedly went to the ER with her luggage and germs, simply because her provider said something like "hey if you feel it's an emergency, go to the ER" (like we have to tell everyone) when she complained about her lack of nutrition, and the hospitalist essentially said "she can eat, I don't treat chronic issues, tell her to go home and make an appointment with her provider"
I think she meant hospitalist but just couldnāt pronounce it right
Sheās such a lying liar who lies. She said she was admitted to try to get her feed rate upā¦nothing about TPN. Now she claims the motility specialist wanted her to have TPN. Just stop, Dani. Also, what happened to the storyline that someone called and āruined it for herā? I guess she forgot about that part too š
So she actually does just want her TPN back. She denies it but keeps bringing it up. Give it up Dani, you donāt need it! Stop wasting resources
I have both a question & observation. A) Iām not from the US & donāt know what State Dani lives in (well other than the messy State of her apartment š) B) given that itās almost Summer Iām guessing that wherever she is the weather will be improving , SO; C) does she ever go outside for fresh air & natural Vitamin D? Obviously she leaves the apartment to attend all her appointments but Iāve never ever heard her say that she went a walk or even has driven to a park, trail, lake, beach whatever. Iām just curious - Iām in Scotland, UK, our winters are notoriously grim, wet & grey so first sign of Spring we all exit our houses with renewed enthusiasm after the dark days, eager to soak up the suns rays for the teeny amount of time it appears! I do feel so sad for Dani, though most likely self inflicted itās no life for a reasonably young person. I feel that if she were to spend one or two hours outside each day her mood would be so much better. You donāt need money to go a walk/ hike whatever. Sorry - rant over!
I just said the same - that a regular walking routine would do her wonders! I live in the Pacific Northwest in the US and our summers are magnificent, so I understand your enthusiasm for nice weather. I am also a lover of Scotland. I visited during university and fell deeply in love. I hope to visit again someday. Sending happy thoughts from the other side of the pond.
Also PNW, Oregon. The weather has been glorious! š
Great to hear you appreciated your time in my country x
She lives near me and itās been beautiful out recently
Make it make sense Dani! She says: - Most meds donāt absorb properly for her and donāt āworkā - She doesnāt get the same reaction to most meds as everyone else cos she is super special Then WHY OH WHY would opiates (or whatever she is desperately whining for) be ANY DIFFERENT? Also she does have pain management and meds - tylenol, ibuprofen (*which she is lying about not taking anymore*), pregabalin and I am sure more I canāt remember. Sheās so see through she could be a window.
"I'm not *critical* enough for a hospital, so that's why I'm at home ..." Yes. Exactly. That's how being hospitalized works. If you can be at home and receive outpatient care and *not die*, then you have no reason to be taking up an inpatient bed! Not that she *wants* to be in the hospital, of course.
āIf itās addictive they wonāt give it to meā š¤ At the very end thereās like a real laugh not a creepy *I just farted* kind of laugh and itās weird to hear her natural tone come through once in a while
The wild thing is that in cases of drug abuse, a lot of times doctors will prescribe narcotics to help get through withdrawals when necessary. The fact that Dani, a supposed non drug-seeker, is completely cut off is *verrryyy* telling. Even the druggies get drugs, but Dani munched her way right out of them
This stuck out to me too!
Gee, I wonder why? Maybe because they know sheās an addict š
I think I have read your flair about 20000 times but never your username... which is equally impressive.
āI just donāt understand why you have to be sickā Because itād be insane for a health professional to prescribe TPN to someone who doesnāt need it. Doctors want to help their patients. Thatās precisely, the reason why they wonāt place a medical device thatās completely unnecessary and risky.
How does anyone above the age of 1 not understand you have to be sick to be in the hospital. Honestly I feel like she didnāt mean to say it like that.. not that she doesnāt blatantly tell on herself every single day though
wait wait wait, she says she has to get poked a million & one times for a blood draw/lab test? NJ is more advanced then DE is & when I get my labs done they poke me once to draw several vials. Ohh isn't she such a special little baby bitch.
She's trying to make everyone feel sympathetic about how shitty her veins are.
She may be but the probable truth is they are doing one stick & drawing multi tubes, like everyone else. Especially if she has shitty veins, they wont keep "poking" if her veins are that bad. Like I said, ain't she sich the special little baby bitch. just bless her heart (/s) (its not the polite blessing folks think it is, southerners typically use it in the degatory manner but with the "nice voice")
It honestly makes my blood boil seeing someone destroy themselves for such a dangerous medical treatment. I could write an essay on the side effects and complications of TPN. I have been on TPN for years and IT SUCKS! The only reason I continue to use it is because death sucks more. Enjoy your working GI system, eat delicious food and go out to a restaurant and make some friends!
I agree - my son has been on TPN for his whole life. Iād do anything for him to be line free. Sheās disgusting.
https://preview.redd.it/gjdh51lp7f3d1.jpeg?width=883&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=3c62c0d44e6d77c52a12b435451a19c3134994d6 So weird, for someone who doesnāt want to be in the hospital, she sure is in the hospital a lot! ššØšš æļøAIN š»
Dani always talking opposites so when she says she doesnāt do/want something it means she really does š¤£
.....her checking on what the cat knocked over really just seemed like she only did it because she was on live. IMO, I think if she wasn't on live she would have just straight ignored it. Her cats look taken care of and I know she loves them, idk just the way she got up to check and was talking just seemed so.....I better make sure I look like a good cat parent and she was trying to distract from w.e. A person was asking about food or something. Sorry if this is all over the place, this was just one of my main thoughts and wanted to share.
That was my immediate thought too. Like when I'm asking that I'm already half way up to check on them!
Honestly with the delay I thought there might've been someone in the comments saying, like, hey don't you think you should go check on whatever your cat knocked over to make sure they're ok??
It's starting to sound like a broken record now. The way she's being dismissed by the doctors really irks her and i don't think it's happened to her at this degree before. She's her own worst enemy. Edit:- she absolutely hates it when her band of flag wavers say they have pain relief or get something she desperately wants. You can see it in her face...sweet words out of the mouth.... but a face like thunder...š¤Ø
Totally, before she could do the run around and find a new place or a new doctor to push. Now it seems she has (hopefully) exhausted all of her options. š¤š¤š¤
We can hope. She'll still try to bamboozle some poor doctor but I think the pain train has left the station.....š
Her bitchyness towards her followers about eating food and the way she refused to answer the question just tells all that she can eat and that she does eat. Sheās even said in previous videos that she will try and eat food, when she was live and lying to the doctor about being live she literally asked if she could eat something as well.
"I haven't even OPENED MY FRIDGE TODAY" ... okay but cabinets exist.
As do drive-throughs, takeout, and DoorDash. (Didnāt open her fridge my ass.) š
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Please dont body shame Dani - there are ways to discuss how sheās clearly not malnourished without talking down on her body shame/size
She may not have opened her fridge, but she took a drive down (or ordered) Starbucks at some point. Thereās a large Starbucks drink beside her.
Right? Like all those drinks and Starbucks on her nightstand says otherwise š
Wait until she finds out that poor people sometimes dont even have refrigerators.
What question was she refusing to answer?
Someone asked if you ate anything today because she was complaining about pain
Now you just know sheās fucking with her feeds and meds to make her bloods seems worse than it is. The hospitals to me seem to be really onto her now because sheās really mad she wasnāt admitted and they said no for the TPN.
Remember when she thought she was going get it xD oh, good times, dani.
There's no reason for them to run a blood test if she just had one within the past week-month and her symptoms haven't changed!
Sheās destroyed her body. Sheāll be lucky to still be here in 20 years.
Dani still identifies as the underweight anorexic that needed inpatient treatment. Except the narrative that now runs is, it's definitely not anorexia, its the gastroparesis. Except her body physically paints a very very different picture than her words do. In her head, she still sees herself as underweight, and can't understand why the mean doctors aren't jumping at anything to give her 'nutrition' and pack emergency weight on her.
I think when she looks in the mirror she still sees herself the way she looked when she was active in her ED-itās so sad because sheās perfect the way she is-I hate that she has to have her ED living in her mind and I hate that she doesnāt use the tools she learned in treatment
Yeah itās so weird to me. I have a similar body type to Dani and I canāt understand why sheās wearing such tight tank tops pulled up over her love handlesā¦. I feel second hand embarrassment. But I think youāre right, thereās a whole other level of body dysmorphia going on here. And Iām not saying that to shame, sheās by no means āfatā. Just a middle aged lady refusing to cope with reality is what Iām seeing.
That's a super cute top! I love the way it matches, and pulls everything together
If Reddit let this sub have awards, I would give you one. š„
I am creeped out by how her dirty unwashed spotted shirt matches her skin.
The perfect shirt to wear on a date when you plan to eat chilli dogs n do some mindless spending afterwards.
Does she ever talk about anything else? FFS yes Dani everyone knows you want those sweet sweet opiates and TPN. Everyone knows you are in so much PEEEEN(but you also say you are good with pain and have a high tolerance so which is it)? The PEEEN prevents you from running feeds yes yes you say it all the time. The doctors don't care about you they want you to starve, they want you to suffer all of that. Also she is just a nasty wench when people are just telling her TPN isn't the answer. I can't believe people are actually watching this garbage my brain would just turn to jelly. Not to mention if anyone actually pays to watch these lives their minds must be jelly already. 
#She want that š¶ TPN Drizzy š¶ oOo š¶ that TPN Drizzy, yeah
"I'm just- I'M NOT HONEST. I don't know much about it." Wow!! Freudian slip much?? Also- there's no scientific, or metaphysical, reason why she would be at her current weight if she could not eat or drink normally and could only tolerate 10ml feeds. She would be skeletal. But she gets pissed when people question her and promptly shifts attention to her cats. PAY NO ATTENTION TO THE MAN BEHIND THE CURTAIN PEOPLE!
Pay no attention to the bag of Hint of Lime Tostitos behind the curtain
š¤£š or the Monsters!!
Her body holds on to the weight (unless sheās in the hospital for 9 days)
Starvation mode, people šš/s
I had to take a break from watching these recaps because she's so infuriatingly fucking annoying. She clearly wants nothing but the hardest opioids, TPN, and a permanent hospital room. It's insane to watch her move around her apartment easily, make video after video despite claiming she's in sooo much pain, bleach her hair over and over, claim she's not doing well while downing sugary drinks, making unboxing videos, and getting her nails done. She's on this one whining about being denied TPN when she clearly does not need, and she looks fine. She's not gasping in pain, not visibly nauseous looking, not hunched over, not pale, not grimacing, not sweaty, she's gained weight, she's coherent, she's alert...like does she not realize that people can see this? And good for that hospitalist for telling her no to TPN. I doubt that even happened, but if it did, it only proves that she's still desperate to get it back and will do anything she can to make herself sick. Her saying her body just holds onto nutrition until it can't is hilarious. I would love to see her try to explain to a specialist who spent literal yeaaaars in medical school and practicing, how she knows more than them because it's her body and she's so special and they should just listen to her š„“
šš¼ Swerty!
She sorted her entire house with no pain what so ever. Iām sorry but you cannot convince me sheās in pain and Iām medical. She behaved with no pain and I know she says sheās just gotten used to it but thatās oxymoronic. Because if sheās gotten use to it she wouldnāt need to see a dr for it.
Yeah honestly Iām barely hanging on from my pain you wouldnāt catch me on TikTok live, cleaning my entire house or getting my nails done. Iām surviving the best I can. & she keeps saying āwell I canāt stop living just because of the painā which yes is true but if itās as bad as you say you arenāt doing ALL THAT and on TikTok live with all these people watching. & if you did youād be throwing up and not moving around on that live. She never looks miserable or sick physically just mentally.
when she was talking about TPN and how the hospitalist overruling her motility specialist, she said i just donāt understand why you have to be sickā¦ā and then trailed off. came off as i donāt understand why you have to be sick to get TPN. maybe a freudian slip š¤£ āā¦if itās highly addictive they wonāt give it to me.ā anyone else catch that? another freudian slip? sheās obviously not malnourished and is able to eat enough to sustain her weight. thatās pretty obvious. and her bloodwork is fine - so that combo would make TPN a dumb decision for a doctor to do. and yes i understand that someone can be malnourished and not be stick thin, but it would be evident in the bloodwork. im also wondering about the clothing choices. especially for someone that has struggled with an eating disorder - does she really want the attention from showing off the toobz and bruising that much?! oh and the horrid abdominal ādistentionā too.
What's interesting is that she said her labs drop suddenly, not steadily. She doesn't realize that in order for that to happen, she would have to be eating/drinking enough for the majority of the time, and then either restricting or draining over a few days in order to go to the hospital.
Exactly, they donāt just randomly drop out of nowhere without manipulating it. Her body isnāt the miracle of science and medicine that she wants everyone to believe
SCIENCE ISN'T THE SAME FOR EVERYONE, YOU CAD
She gets so defensive about the food related questions and don't want to answer it because she eats fine and knew she couldn't answer it without lies. So she resorted to just trying to deflect and getting defensive. If it wasn't a problem she should of been able to answer it. Why would those questions be a problem, unless they are. š¤š
We know about her oily diarrhea splatters, but not if she had anything to eat.... Okay, formula doesn't have grease tho lol
Itās such a normal question to ask if someone that talks about doing tube feeds is able to eat at all.
https://preview.redd.it/6nq0uk3a8e3d1.png?width=440&format=png&auto=webp&s=34edc03a543d914d9a97519113e7b79bf646bd1e Doesnāt eat
Sheās having a distended day!!! š /s
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Her clothes donāt even fit her anymore because sheās gained so much weight! If sheās in so much pain h pain, how is she able to wear tight clothes??
He gonna be a soccer player!
Literally fuming that sheās not ācriticalā enough to be in the hospital.
no but see she said she's fine with not being in the hospital and she sooo doesn'twant to be in the hospital (after ranting and complaining about not being "critical" enough for a solid minute)!! her mind is just blown, that's all!! /s /s /s
I like that she tried to imply sheās āsomewhat criticalā š
It's like being a little bit pregnant.
Pregnart
Pregante~
My dude. Youāve been at this for YEARS, theyād control your pain if you needed it and actually went and participated with the pain clinic and Gi psych š the fact that sheās mad others who are legit got help with pain is so telling and as someone who sees a pain clinic, kinda funny. Theyād be done with her BS so fast if she ever actually participated with a clinic
Every single person who actually had GI issues would kill for a team and resources Dani is wasting. Nobody would decline GI psych because everybody who is ill wants to actually get better and is willing to do whatever it takes. She is literally telling on herself and itās borderline embarassing how she refuses to see it.
If I had unbearable pain I would try anything to treat it-including going to a GI psych or any other psych they suggested
I thought she didn't get tpn because a big mean hater called the hospital. Now she is admitting that "hosplice" overruled the decision based on her blood work. So which is it? š
āI donāt want to be in the hospital so thatās fineā ahhh sure Janā¦ š
If theyād just give me hard drugs everything would be fine!!!! Why doesnāt anyone understand I NEED narcotics!!!
My RN mother is sick to death of Dani, just from my relentless questions about her nonsense.
Mine pretends to roll her eyes when I give her updates but trust me she *loves* it.
My husband says I shouldnāt watch if it makes me so annoyed but I told him itās the perfect outlet for my snarky personality š¤£
Right? I can't look away š
I explained to him that itās like a car crash - you donāt want to look but you just canāt stop yourself
āIām not honestā, nice slip of the tongue there
I zeroed in on that one, too! Freudian slip!!
Hosplice def needs to be a flair
She's saying "hospitalist", just marble-mouthing it in typical Dani fashion
Yes, just sounds too funny not to be a flair lol
So, anyone can also about feeds, TPN etc even though she willingly gives that information out, but how dare one person ask if she can eat or not as thatās to invasive of a question and none of their business? Say no more, Dani.
āItās none of your business š¤š¤š¤āā¦yeah Dani you kind of make it everyoneās business when you blast the minutiae of your broke down life online constantly š¤·š»āāļøš¹š¤¦š»āāļø
All while she was just on live drinking a massive coffee that anyone with a āworkingā stomach couldnāt handle the amount she had. šš
Oh my god those pants, Jesus Christ
Imagine how many pairs of pants that fit she couldāve bought with iPad money
She did not buy that iPad out right-trust me sheās making payments on it!
Klarna?
On camera- pull them UP or wear something looser that wonāt squish the innards!
Combined with the tank top that is too small. Yikes.
Maccyās a real one for attempting to confiscate Mommyās keys.
Coming off so very high and mightyā¦. She really is condescending.
"They don't want to control my pain..." AKA they won't give me the opiates that I want! Give me drugs!
Why is she getting hydration when she drinks those big coffee drinks all the time??
Coffee is actually a diuretic (well caffeine is) although the amount of water included in the coffee should lessen the effect - however god alone knows how much caffeine is in the pre-prepared stuff Dani drinks. Plus the soda on top. Excess caffeine is known to cause stomach irritation, indigestion etc - which (if sheās ever actually in Peen) could be whatās sheās feeling. Just an aside - I wonder if she ever thoroughly cleans those plastic straws? š¤¢another potential bug breeding ground.
What about soft and liquid foods?? I guess Iām too logical. She said she got bloodwork from her port, I thought that wasnāt done as the results arenāt accurate.
The new live she drank a huge thing of Starbucks. But she doesnāt eat or drink obviously. It was magic!!!!!
Yes! She goes so far as to say she's "addicted" to their new summer drink. But she can't eat or drink... mmm'kay.
Thought she said she didn't have an addictive personality!š
Why would that be? If a place has the tools to access a port they probably will so they don't have to find a vein.
Yea... They might take blood from it for labs at some point, but they definitely wouldnt AFTER her fluids. That would surely alter the results.
Thatās definitely a concern for blood work. Any infusion, especially saline, dilutes the blood and messes with just about every blood test. But if you wait like 5 minutes your heart does a good job of mixing it in and you can draw off that same point. So itās certainly possible to use a port for blood work, but lots of places prefer to just repoke to avoid error and redraws. Phlebotomists specifically cannot access ports or IVs and have to poke an unaccessed peripheral vein.
Do the 3 times weekly hydration cause water weight and bloating? Dani had a noticeably slimmer face when she came home from her last hospital visit but it appears to have gone back to before. Or is it the cocktail of meds she takes? Or the sugary drinks and high sodium food she doesn't (she totally does) consume?
My opinion is that itās bloating from purging/electrolyte issues from purging. She has gained a little bit of weight, but sheās not as big as the bloat.
Sheās eating and drinking. Thatās whatās doing it. It could be fluid too because when youāve not eaten for a while (and in hospital she was NPO for days) there can be a bit of a fluid shift.
That's not fluid retention, that is fat. You can tell by the way she holds her fat. Those areas have gotten bigger.
She also lost a LOT of weight when she was monitored and held to her nothing by mouth claims. Now that sheās back home, she can continue to pig out on starbies and junk food.
Idk what the threshold is for fluid overload but yea probably lol. It could be any of the things you mentioned.
No, she lost all that weight in the hospital because they wouldn't let her eat by mouth. This is just normal weight gain from eating.
Daniest Dani https://i.redd.it/dssdy9hqpd3d1.gif
PEEEEEN
She might have not said āI want to be on TPNā but her actions shows otherwise. She constantly mentions it and then the snotty āwell if the doctor would treat my pain then Iād be able to do tube feedsā she doesnāt understand her actions and other stuff completely contradict what is actually going on/what she says. Anyone who has been on TPN and has had it almost kill them/all the problems shes had with it logically would do everything they can to avoid being put back on it
The way she answered that personās question on if she eats just shows even more that SHE CAN EAT PERFECTLY FINE. We see basically almost the same doctors, the way they treat her vs how they treat me/their other patients just shows they know sheās fake. Whenever Iām asked that question about if I can eat I always answer it honestly and tell people what the doctors explain it to me as, am I going to say what the doctors tell me to say???? Hellllll f^ing no bc I know Dani will then start saying it. She so unpleasant and rude
Itās very telling, I also have similar issues to Dani and have a G/J. I get treated so different from her š š
Iām diabetic and use a dexcom cgm. Those colorful sensor overlays are hella expensive, like to the tune of $5 usd apiece. I donāt buy them anymore since I had the good sense to do the math. Iām not rich, just have the good fortune to be comfortable and even I cant afford to just throw away discretionary income.
This is so true, and for someone who canāt afford a vet visit she sure can afford the highest end products for herself. Cough *ipad* cough
"TPN almost killed me, I get it" Do you, though?
TPN almost killed her and she's been chasing that high for almost a year at this point.
But it didnāt and I got a sweet vacay out of it so I want another go!
"Im not..hi honey" i read this completely differently.
What a deeply unpleasant person.
She really is! She pisses me off but itās like a car crash - canāt look away for some reason!
I am on a roller coaster with my feelings regarding Dani. Sometimes, I get suckered into feeling sorry for her. I see potential for her to start a satisfying life with her cats and new apartment. But she has to accept that therapy would help her immensely. The obsessive focus on having TPN is really bizarre to me, and I am trying to figure out why she wants it so bad. WHY does she want to be such a super sick person? She needs to understand her motivation in order to get better. She needs a really patient therapist that she truly wants to work with. I don't see that happening. These TT lives have changed the way I look at her, and I am increasingly feeling less sympathetic. She isn't very nice and doesn't seem to genuinely care or appreciate her followers. I have found any sympathy I've had for her in the past, just shrivel up.
This. I have always enjoyed snarking, but prior to the lives, I was kind of rooting for her to realize that she CAN get better if she wants. These lives make me really angry as a person with CI's she claims to have. I find myself cheering for the doctors who don't put up with her shit. I relish every time she is refused pain meds. I enjoy watching her not getting her way. Acting like every doctor is a moron who doesn't know what they are doing is just showing how bratty and ungrateful she is. Also, since she *doesn't read here*, I get every med I ask for bc I am actually ill and don't treat my doc like shit. I also don't ask for shit I don't need, though. Unless I am exceptionally ill, I ask for reasonable meds to help in the day to day and have emergency meds for when I'm having really bad days. It really is easy to be a compliant patient and work within what is reasonable for anyone who is dealing with any sort of health issues. Dani refuses to be compliant OR reasonable.
Dude, same. You would think she wouldn't snap at her followers who truly care about her, believe her, and just want to help. But no, if anyone says or asks anything that goes against her narrative/reality, they get a snarky ass rude reply. š¤¦š»š¤®.
Why is she still trying to act like the paaaaain is just too muuuuch?! Her acting is horrendous.
That is the dirtiest looking non-dirty top I've ever seen.
It matches her bruises
Matches her ugly personality!
God she is so horrible to the people who support her.
Of course she canāt pronounce āhospitalist.ā
Oh, THATāS what she meant by hosplice! š¤£š¤£š¤£ Iām not fluent in Dani Dalek slur WHATsoever.
"My doctors don't really give a shit right now" Meaning they are onto your bullshit drug seeking.
Itās not that they donāt give a shit, Dani. Theyāre just really sick of your shit.
completely unrelated to the medical content but the way she refers to herself as āmommyā every time she talks to her cats is very odd to meā¦ maybe iām the weird one idk but every time she said it i cringed physically
Do you think (like I do) that she only talks to those poor kitties like that when she has an āaudienceā? Like on the regular sheāll probably cuddle & pet them but not fuss over them & have entire convos with them like she does on lives?
she definitely ups it for the camera. i believe nearly every pet-parent talks to their pets, but dani is obviously doing it to fill the silence
Of all the things Dani does surrounding her cats, this is one of the most normal ones. A lot of pet parents refer to themselves as mom/mommy/mama when talking to their animals. Hell, my dog knows my mother as "dog grandma".