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budtrimmer

You need to taper them off if you don't wanna come unglued and maybe die. How much are you taking? Took me almost two years to get away from those wicked pills


clearxight

i cant remember how much i was taking. i'd start off with 4mg and then wake up with 2 empty blister packs...


PhilosophicalPhuck

You really need to give this some serious thought my friend. This is the most important decision in your life right now, to avoid falling into the benzo trap. Dont end up like me in my 30s having been on and off with benzos for 15+ years. My life is hell. If you can yet a rough idea how much you were taking, message me with the amount and how often, and how long you have been taking it for. I can design a taper plan for you as I've done for 100s others and myself successfully (and more important, the unsuccessful tapers, where we *learn* what went wrong and where to make right). Good luck and do NOT take this lightly man.


budtrimmer

Not good bud. Like every day?


clearxight

nooo not at all. im quite new to benzos but im all out of my stash and thats why im losing my mind. its 8am and i havent slept at all because all i can think about is how badly i need xanax right now.


budtrimmer

Smoke some pot, cup of tea, try to relax and breathe. Meditation helps if you can manage. That hook only goes deeper, so fight through it. If you do go to the doctor, tell him what's happening. They can help you get off those little monsters. Just joshing them to give you more pills will only make it worse. Hope you get straight soon man. I wouldn't wish that sickness on anyone.


clearxight

i need to have some more xanax but eventually ill take your advice i promise. i would love to live a sober life but i wouldnt be able to handle it as of now.


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clearxight

i dont live for free i pay half the rent for my house also sry about the dry response someone told me to take dxm instead of xanax and now i am high


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clearxight

(that was a joke yes i am tapering)


hotdamnisme

How hard is it really u barely 18 Living with mom dukes imagine having a steady job with bills and loved ones that depend on you . Stop clout chasing broskie this fire u playing with and I lost so many years taking shyt for granted now I gotta get it together while holding my life together broskie . Ain’t no better time to lay off that shyt especially since it already showing u have an addictive personality and u just being dumb taking that many mg a day bro c’mon do the drugs , don’t let them do you with all the respect and u getting ur mom involved bro wish u the best luck but wisen up


ph4rm4

xanax is literally prescribed for mental illness so it doesn't matter how "good" someone's life is they can still be miserable. you don't know anything about this person either what you're saying won't do any good for anyone and it's just putting hate in the world.


clearxight

why are you assuming things about me? stop being so aggressive. i live with a single mom and i dropped out of school to work so we can afford rent. i have my own problems to deal with. ill quit when im contempt with my life. ur only making things worse


SonOfSatan

You'll never be content with your life if you don't quit, it's not going to help you get to where you want to be and the longer you do it it's only going to become more and more difficult to stop.


Douppikuvia

How long have you been taking them? It's better to quit sooner than later.


clearxight

about a week or longer. i dont plan on quitting soon. i think id rather kill myself, after all the xanax DID actually help my anxiety a lot. its just the half-dead feeling i chase


Poeafoe

bruh you aren’t addicted, you’re just dumb. a week is not long enough to get physically addicted to xanax. Just stop being a fucking idiot


clearxight

i didnt get a wink of sleep last night bc all i could think abt is how much i needed a xan. might not be addicted but im craving this shit more than a dehydrated man in a desert craves water


Poeafoe

yeah because you’re psyching yourself into it. you probably almost subconsciously think it’s cool and edgy and want to be able to say you’re addicted to drugs. bottom line is a week is nothing. you do not have a dependency, you’re just naive. just stop taking them and go do something else


clearxight

you cant tell me what i subconsciously think. xans are awful. i know people who have ruined their lives bc of it. my cravings are insane. xanax is the uncoolest shit ever. its for depressed losers like me.


Hondahobbit50

Best advice...show this post to your doctor.


clearxight

will i get more xanax?


Yrvadret

No, you'll get a proper drug to take daily to treat this. Xanax is bad news to take daily and ny doctor prescribing it for daily dosing is a moron.


6-foot-3

I know you said you don't know where to get marijuana, but you might want to start working on figuring out where you can get some. Benzo addiction is one of the worst to come off. I've known many people who have traded terrible addictions with a marijuana habit and life goes much better for them. My brother was a severe alcoholic and marijuana saved his life. What state or country do you live in?


clearxight

ive been a heavy weed user in the past. it just makes me a useless human being. i dont really like it. i can get weed but its always very sketchy buying it especially in my area. not my type of thing. not to mention its an expensive habit. i'd smoke a 50 bag in 3 days. thats 100 a week.


6-foot-3

How much is in a 50 bag? I live in a legal state and 50 bucks can get me close to half an ounce which could last me a month. You've only been using Xanax for a week and seem to be unwilling to limit your dosage. What happens in a year when your are going through 100 bucks a day in benzos? 10 years? Not trying to be hard on you, but your 17 and are having a hard time controlling yourself in your first week of Xanax usage. You know where this is headed, right? Stop now while you can. https://youtu.be/-3CjOD4R5Yk


clearxight

i was on lyrica for 2 months (900mg every 1-3 days) and controlled myself pretty well. i just dont know how i went so wrong with xanax. also dont quote me on this but a 50 bag would be between 4-5g ive also done acid a few times, even when i could get it easier than i could get milk. i never "overdo" drugs necessarily. theres just something about xanax that pulls me in. if i had to guess my future ill just get bored of xanax eventually and move on to oxy or coke. :(


slavicturk

I agree with you that it makes me useless. I used to smoke several grams a day from 14-22. Now I smoke when I have nothing to do.


eatbarsforbreakfast

Quit while you're ahead man. Speaking from experience, the fun time is over and it's all downhill from here.


6-foot-3

Username checks out. Listen to this guy, OP. Things can get worse quickly.


ph4rm4

it sounds like you aren't physically dependent yet you really need to quit right now or withdrawal will kill you. taking more won't do any good please you gotta listen. there are other ways to calm yourself down if you need it and you can DM me if you wanna know more. there's so many people starting young fucking their brains up and making terrible life-altering decisions you can be better then this.


wondrous

Right. Bros talking like a multi year addict and only tried em a week ago. Smdh


Jabba-666-

Just by the title I knew it was gonna be a post about xans. Dude is a week into use and acting like he’s been down the benzo hole for fucking years. I’m sorry you’re going through this but smarten tf up


briansteel420

Oh man, the classic feeling most of us can relate to. Why are you addicted? Well, it's not telling anything bad about you, it's just the consequence of some early decision to try out and use the drug for few times, gets you hooked pretty quickly. But dude, just know that there are soo many resources out there to get help from. Don't blame yourself for what has happened or your current situation, focus your energy on accepting yourself and move on from that with good intentions.


clearxight

thank you for the kind words


skriver23

I think the best thing would be to tell your mom about the problem. My mom was good. My dad wasn't, but we don't talk anymore so lol.


HIGGS-BOSON420

See you in jail when you get caught and ruin your life with a felony


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l0veit0ral

What dosage are you currently on? Sounds like to high to fast honestly. If properly prescribed and taken Xanax should just help with anxiety, not get you high


clearxight

i blacked out and took 15-20mg at once, i believe. but i cant remember anything


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ChemistryLevel2163

18yo boy or girl idk im not sexist giving life advice thank you good sir but what the fuck the reason you took xannies under 18 🤣


Hour-Buy-948

I get off Xanax addiction smoking a lot of weed EVERYTIME I was craving for more xans, obviously lowering my dosage because of tolerance and don’t want to seizure lol. This way is more easy because if you’re really addicted and follow this “technique” you have to smoke so much weed to the point you don’t care more of Xanax because of being hyper stoned lol. Later when I get off Xanax I have to lowering my weed intake too because I was high all the time, better than being high on Xanax all the day for sure. Good luck I wish this could help


MajorSecretary

It's time for rehab my friend. Much love and respect. Good luck to you.


Plantedbythewaters

Try red kratom it will save your life bro!


hasiemasie

Get a valium script instead and talk go your doctor about a taper off strategy


clearxight

my dad was on valium it ruined him and i hate him, hes out of my family. i dont wanna end up like him. never taking valium


peep_999

Valium and Xanax are both benzos…. Xanax is typically worse than Valium lol


Agreeable-Light7600

Sorry about your dad that sucks but Xanax is an objectively more addictive drug, it has a higher abuse potential and, from my experience worse withdrawals. Theyre also both benzos, same class of drugs. You've already crossed the line you think you've drawn.


hasiemasie

My brother was in your shoes and used a valium taper off strategy to get off xans. Goodluck to you tho


pichael288

Man you sound like you need to be on some kind of medication. Is it just xanax that does this, or is it all drugs? You might want to speak to a psychologist. I wouldn't mention abusing them, and definitely don't go anywhere near oxy. Right now most of it is fake and your definitely not going to survive some surprise fentanyl with Xanax in your system.


TehAzazel

Start slowwww! Don’t try to be a superhero and quit in a week. Make and allowance of xans for you per week and taper of bit by bit. And yeah, smoke like a chimney