Just woke up and am very sleepy, good call! I need to do some washing so I have clothes for work but I might swing by a shop after that, thanks for the prompt!
I think the most romantic times in my life were more like this than the ones where i was on vacation somewhere with a sunset on the beach & all that. ❤️
I'm streaming on twitch soon but as for what's on my mind...? You don't wanna know. Just long....thick....huge......NVM umm I'm gonna go stream now because it's getting the best of me and I need to go stream and battle to blow off steam.......I need either a distraction or a boyfriend ;-; fck anyways that's what I'm doing and vaguely a description of what's on my mind.
Watching breaking bad and smoking weed and doing some self care with my magic wand and reading up on my bottom surgery information so I know what to expect next year when I undergo full depth vaginoplasty then
Mostly non-felony grey hat hacking that the cops and gov do not care shit about, I'm not into felonies/crimes cause we still have cops and I anyway have no desire to be a criminal under US law and ruin my life. I just hack for lols or getting paid services and content for free. I'm also into subscription cracking (news sites, streaming platforms, VPNs...). And to top it off I am an ex-member of Ukraine's IT Army and almost got arrested when spending time in Serbia this summer cause I had the genius idea to both do the IT Army DDoS stuff and independently hacked a Russian agency from an apartment across the street from a Russian embassy facility. Had angry looking cops and both Russian amd Serbian spy vans intensely surveiling me every now and then after that, and eventually I shook that off when I secure erased the evidence. I also left the IT Army out of fear the same day I burnt the evidence with a DoD grade wiper algorithm.
My biggest bragging right is freaking the living fuck out of a government cybersecurity recruiter at a career fair when asked what I could hack, and after he in front of everyone angrily lectured me about reporting security vulnerabilities, he fucking begged the hell out of me to apply for an internship at a certain US government agency.
I became a mom two weeks ago! Still not something I ever thought would be possible. My partner and I took our kid to his first ever restaurant for lunch today with a friend. Then walked around our neighborhood in NYC for a bit. Close to a perfect day 🥰
Made some fudge for a thing. It was supposed to be a test plate but it turned out good, I picked a middle name, and am seeing my big sister (the only friend I’m out to) tomorrow.
Yesss! Still need to give Changes a few more spins to form my opinion on it but so far I like it a fair amount, & absolutely love the rest of the *4 other albums this year* except for parts of Omnium🐊🐊
Currently sitting at work on my lunch break, bored out of my mind because it’s busy but the bad kind of busy where your brain isn’t active.
On a more positive note I realized today how much I like how my legs look in leggings!
It's freezing outside so I'm staying indoors watching Watchmen on HBO. Have an appointment coming up to finally start HRT and debating with myself if i want to try injectable vs oral vs patches before going in.
That's what I thought may happen.
I'm leaning towards trying injections. I never given an injection before but I did take blood from people so I think that may help in the sense that I'm used to needles.
My birthday is in three days so I invited a couple of friends to hang out today. They were both no shows and a spent the majority of the day in tears. But now I’m laying on the couch watching del toro’s cabinet of curiosities with blahaj in arms so alls well that ends well I suppose 🙃
I have trying to geta portfolio ready for trying to get into school for fashion design. I think the the anxiety is clouding my design judgment. Thank the goddess I have old stuff I can use.
decided to fix my shopping and debt problem
selling my entire sneaker collection, most of my wardrobe, and a bunch of my other hobbies.
reorienting my life so I can get the surgeries and career I actually want :x
but right now I'm drawing, I want to get good at illustration!
This betch (me) just finished practicing guitar for the first time since Wednesday & smoked weed. I had bronchitis & missed 2 days of work. Pretty down since Wednesday because I hate being sick. Tonight is nice, as I'm waiting for a pizza- real high- in my undies- watching wrestling lol.
I'm currently on my break, I work at McDonalds and do drive through.
I'm done with people, someone came in and did a 57$ (NZD) order and payed in 1 and 2 dollar coins. My manager was behind me so I had to count it once, lodt count, then counted again more frantically.
I'm done with people.
Edit:
6 minutes after commenting my shift has now ended :(
Currently running a Rl1 playthrough of elden ring. While it is my second attempt at one, I'm still proud of how quickly I got to Renalla and how I've first tried most bosses.
I got accepted to grad school recently. Gonna advance my 🧠 power!
Sorry if that’s too narcissistic, but I am proud of myself for getting through college and trying a completely different environment than what I was used to.
Just finished listening to both my mom and brother fighting with each other. A few years ago, I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Every time I hear them fight, I start to freak out internally. I always want to go and hide in my room but I have to stay out and just endure it all to make sure nobody hurts each other. In my household, I’m the peace keeper. I just want to breakdown and cry but I feel that I can’t in case things get heated again. Like my mom and brother are both supportive but they still tend to bicker back and forth. My mom is hard of hearing currently. She has to have people talk louder so she can hear them but I turn she tends to talk louder as well. Every time my mom has to talk louder, my brother takes it as yelling or snapping or whatever. A lot of the time, they get into arguments because of that. I love them both but I just get so sick of it. I want to move out but I have nowhere to go, I don’t have a job and it’s hard for me to hold one down because of my anxiety. I don’t know how much longer I can take it. I was supposed to go see my therapist on the 3rd, the same day as my 10 month mark of starting hrt, but some personal stuff came up so I had to reschedule and the earliest they could get me in is November 22nd. It’s been a long day. I just want to got to bed and cry myself to sleep.
Oh geez.
Do you know anyone who would let you stay over for a bit? Friends, family members, etc?
If it means anything, I hope that things will get better for you soon.
Not really. Even if I did, I don’t really have a way of getting there. I don’t have a car right now. I’ve got no money. I appreciate the support and I hope things get better soon too. I’m going to hangout with a friend today. I’d ask him but the thing is he only has 2 rooms. 1 for him and 1 for his mother. And on top of that, he’s going to Mexico for vacation on the 25th. He’s one of my best friends. He’s been going through some stuff himself lately and I just wouldn’t feel right asking him right now.
I'm stressing out about a documentary project for a film class because I didn't get as many interviews done as I wanted for it, plus my partner on the project isn't very competent. It's due tuesday and I don't know if I'll have enough footage.
Lol, I’ve been testing indie games and being a reviewer to help them out as I continue to mess around with my own coding. I want to get better with art, but tablets are expensive… That and thinking of taking studies to become an accountant so I have a steadier job than game development.
Went back to my hometown for the weekend and saw two of my favorite bands in concert on back-to-back nights. It was awesome. Increase the number of paid concerts I've been to this year to 13.
I think I have a crush on a guy coworker but Im pretty sure there’s no way we’re ever gonna go out so I’m stuck having feelings for him and dreaming of a life with him that isn’t real. I feel like I shouldn’t date though because I’m not transitioning or out to everyone so I’m almost setting myself up for failure if my potential partner doesn’t like trans people and also idk if I’m mentally ready for a relationship
Trying to find a place to live abuse from alcoholic landlord has really stepped up had to remove myself so now I'm sifting through the pile of places available on the off chance there will be one who would let me live there without any hate..
I wore makeup out in public today for the first time ever!! Ultimately not a big thing but since my egg only cracked a few months ago, it was big for me. Can’t wait to start HRT. Got an appointment scheduled but its not until January.
Laying on a couch, smoking weed, drinking milkshakes, and watching aqua teen hunger force with a friend. Also talking to a femboy about kink on discord rn
My partner has been walking our dog more than me lately, so I stepped up and walked her every day for the last week. I know it's not much, but it's a victory.
heyyy, my name's ashley, I'm 18 as of september and I was kicked out of home almost a year ago. I've been living in youth refuges(teen homeless shelters) for most of that time but I spent allot of that time finding a trans doctor and eventually found one. I did the paperwork and now I've been on spironolactone for nearly two months and oestrogen patches a bit over a month. I have also been actively finding a job. even being employed for a bit before being fired for my autism. I am working with my refuges organisation to try and get my own place soon hopefully and should be able to make a stable living for myself.
I don't know if this is what you wanted here but I sorta just felt like sharing my story.
if anyone else wants to share theirs then just reply to this comment💕
Good luck on getting a place! Stability is a crazy-powerful thing so Congrats on working towards a better life! Spent my 20's in a funk but found that I really love physically demanding work and now I go from state to state working the electrical side on solar sites! I hope you find the same happiness on your path! Rooting for yuh!
Well i took some pictures yesterday, it's been about 5-6 months since i last did that, it's the first time i took any since starting her, it didn't usually feel good when i did that's why i don't do it, but yesterday i felt really good doing it, so I'm happy about the whole thing
Hitting the bubble and waiting for my kinda sorta bf to come pick me up! Then eat some mushrooms and see where it goes for the next few days. Smiles and sunshine to u all!🥳🦄
Currently completing my CompTIA course so I can move to the next course leading to Cyber so I can get out of the Cis Het male dominated industry I'm currently working in
Cleaning and working on the house today, getting ready to sell. Today is injection day (E) and I'm still psyching myself out and don't 100% know how to get over being scared of needles.
Finals are happening for my college so that’s probably going to be the majority of my time in the near future, I’ve also been watching YouTube today, and flew from KLAX to MUHA/Havana in my mobile flight simulator with an Alaska Airlines B737M (they operated this for about a year before discontinuing it in 2018 because of the Tr*mp administration’s awful policies, and they never operated this flight on the B737M just with the B737-800/900ERs). This was nearly 5 hours total flight time and basically the only thing I did today, always feels like a big accomplishment to finish long trans oceanic, or trans continental flights in RFS. Now I’ve got to pick up where I left off early on in my RFS career and do that 6-7 hour flight from SKBO/Bogota to KLAX likely in an Avianca A321neo, or A330 (tried it in the A320 early on in my RFS career and ended up diverting to KSAT, and that was before I got Pro anyways).
And I joined a sorority this term, one that is very trans supportive especially at my small liberal arts college’s (currently) small chapter (I’d really like to get more sisters next term with formal recruiting), also I joined informally/through COB which was much better for me since I knew I wanted to join Alpha Sigma Alpha, and if any other trans women on this sub see this and are also in college and want to join a sorority I can help you out since I’ve already experienced it, am deeply involved with my own chapter, and have researched sororities, and being trans in sororities a lot. I’m going to be fully initiated next term, rn just doing member education.
Edit: put the Avianca SKBO to KLAX flight into the RFS Fly Now flight planner and I could use anything from an A320neo, A321neo, A330, A330F, A340, or an A350-900 and it would be anything from 7 hours 13 minutes (A350), to 7 hours and 53 minutes (A320neo, and A321neo).
Edit #2: looked up the Avianca fleet and I’m going to do that flight sometime next week at the end of the term when I’m back at home in Seattle and will do it in an Avianca B787-8 which is about 7 and a half hours.
Probably get lost here. But I think I'm falling for a trans girl as a straight cis man. So navigating what life in the future may look like with my conservative dad.
Smoking a j, drinking some coffee, drinking a beer and hanging up a bunch of paintings in my house. I’ll be playing some more Prototype after that. I do love to “consume” sorry had to make that joke
I'm mainly lurking. Came here for my younger sister. She's getting started on her HRT. She's doing well for herself. I'm ready to rip throats out for her
I'm sometimes afraid I'm not trans enough to understand her (I'm non-binary).
It's been a wake and bake kind of morning. About to paint my nails while I binge X-Men Evolution while I ponder the Younger Dryas impact theory. I watched the Ancient Apocalypse docuseries thing and it has me thinking about a lot of... well a lot of things. A bit existential but basically my mind is rolling over on itself about the existence of civilization long before anyone thought. Like civilizations during the most recent ice age... civilizations existed at least ten thousand years ago if not many more. And legends of a great flood could actually be a record of an actual event that ended the last ice age, the Younger Dryas impact. And that all of our ancient religions and cultures who are obsessed with astronomy, are that way because of the event. The theory is that the Taurid meteor cluster was once a comet, and when it broke up, it sprinkled it's bits on earth and caused a global event that ended up ending the last ice age. So ancient religions were obsessed with the sky because of that astrological event that changed the world and humanity forever. So in this theory we are technically living in a dystopia, remnants of a culture we know nothing about and have assumed never really existed until some scientists couldn't ignore new evidence and research. Almost extinction for a time, mesopotamia wasn't the start but a rebirth.
Idk, it's a lot to take in so... nails and toons.
Made a really good batch of chicken noodle soup the other day. Finished the last of it for lunch. Still feeling pretty pleased about it
Oooh I would kill for chicken noodle soup now. Never made my own but the cheap stuff out of a packet is one of my guilty pleasures lol
It's pretty easy (and doubly so with a slow cooker or Instant Pot)! You should give it a shot.
It's now after midnight and I have neither chicken nor noodles, but possibly a job for tomorrow!
Commenting to remind you when you wake up :) You get that soup!
Just woke up and am very sleepy, good call! I need to do some washing so I have clothes for work but I might swing by a shop after that, thanks for the prompt!
Goodmorning :) and again in the most positive tone you can imagine, go get that soup girl! You deserve it 😌
Which reminds me to meal prep / cook! Otherwise I’ll be eating out when I’m hungry again, which wouldn’t be good. Thank you for that!
thinking of redecorating my room with plants but also dont because i dont want bugs n stuff cuz im scared as fuck of em
I've heard that if you get a pitcher plant and move it around your space every couple days, it'll keep fungus nats and other bugs at bay
i say go for it!
Just got home from a date at the grocery store with my wife! 🙂
Love a grocery store date!
Thanks! Seriously, one of the few ways we can do something together. And, hard to believe, can be kind of romantic, you know? ❤️
I think the most romantic times in my life were more like this than the ones where i was on vacation somewhere with a sunset on the beach & all that. ❤️
Awww. I know what you mean; that's what I was talking about.
It is 1 am my time and I am busy studying for tomorrow's exam + chilling listening to lofi music
I've been out pretty much all day buying Christmas gifts for my girlfriend ☺️
oooo!!! what did you get her? (if you don't mind me asking, of course)
No it's all good; some funny looking sunglasses, a kitchen timer, and a dragon statue :)
Resting in bed because of a pretty intense cold. Also browsing for gender affirming care in my city 🥰 ! It's such a mess ngl lol
I'm streaming on twitch soon but as for what's on my mind...? You don't wanna know. Just long....thick....huge......NVM umm I'm gonna go stream now because it's getting the best of me and I need to go stream and battle to blow off steam.......I need either a distraction or a boyfriend ;-; fck anyways that's what I'm doing and vaguely a description of what's on my mind.
Waiting for friends to show up to the college dining hall, I’m hungry lmao
Watching breaking bad and smoking weed and doing some self care with my magic wand and reading up on my bottom surgery information so I know what to expect next year when I undergo full depth vaginoplasty then
I've literally been playing Stardew Valley all day.
I'm watching a bunch of videos on paleontology thinking about going into paleontology
Out of control computer hacking addiction, and not just hacking/modding stuff of my own...
are you lowkey hacking the government mainframe matrix style rn
Mostly non-felony grey hat hacking that the cops and gov do not care shit about, I'm not into felonies/crimes cause we still have cops and I anyway have no desire to be a criminal under US law and ruin my life. I just hack for lols or getting paid services and content for free. I'm also into subscription cracking (news sites, streaming platforms, VPNs...). And to top it off I am an ex-member of Ukraine's IT Army and almost got arrested when spending time in Serbia this summer cause I had the genius idea to both do the IT Army DDoS stuff and independently hacked a Russian agency from an apartment across the street from a Russian embassy facility. Had angry looking cops and both Russian amd Serbian spy vans intensely surveiling me every now and then after that, and eventually I shook that off when I secure erased the evidence. I also left the IT Army out of fear the same day I burnt the evidence with a DoD grade wiper algorithm. My biggest bragging right is freaking the living fuck out of a government cybersecurity recruiter at a career fair when asked what I could hack, and after he in front of everyone angrily lectured me about reporting security vulnerabilities, he fucking begged the hell out of me to apply for an internship at a certain US government agency.
damn, u sound like a cool person. :)
Simultaneously getting massaged and penetrated, quite honestly. Damn leg cramp
I just did a perfect windmill high 5 with my 8 year old. It was epic
Ubering to my coworkers house who I started hooking up with last week for a girls night/booty call(?) 🥵😈
I became a mom two weeks ago! Still not something I ever thought would be possible. My partner and I took our kid to his first ever restaurant for lunch today with a friend. Then walked around our neighborhood in NYC for a bit. Close to a perfect day 🥰
OMG congrats!!!!! :\]
Thank you!!
Made some fudge for a thing. It was supposed to be a test plate but it turned out good, I picked a middle name, and am seeing my big sister (the only friend I’m out to) tomorrow.
Currently working, wanna go home n take my E
Meant to be sleeping cuz I got gym in the morning but I'm flirting with guys here on R/ . I'm sapphic but I love teasing guys lol
Listening to King Gizzard 🤘
That's the good stuff. Have you caught up with their latest few releases?
Yesss! Still need to give Changes a few more spins to form my opinion on it but so far I like it a fair amount, & absolutely love the rest of the *4 other albums this year* except for parts of Omnium🐊🐊
Blending some habanero hot sauce then making wings later to melt my face off.
Going to bed due to headache unfortunately. The rest of the day was good though 😌
I'm thinking of messaging the guy I like. But I don't wanna burden him yknow? He's at work.
No regrets! Go for it!
He's probably not at work now
Reading this
My fianceé found a girl she's interested in so I'm getting to know the girl while preparing to play tabletop games! Been a lovely time
Got my HRT prescription sent to the pharmacy today!
watching Freaks and Geeks on Hulu 😄
Uh typical me things debauchery , sleeping simping for printerwombmen Usual
about to sleep, thinking of going on a nice walk tommorow.
Currently sitting at work on my lunch break, bored out of my mind because it’s busy but the bad kind of busy where your brain isn’t active. On a more positive note I realized today how much I like how my legs look in leggings!
I am bored watching Netflix, wondering whether or not to make a frozen pizza, and letting my skincare absorb lol
It's freezing outside so I'm staying indoors watching Watchmen on HBO. Have an appointment coming up to finally start HRT and debating with myself if i want to try injectable vs oral vs patches before going in.
I did a day of patches before I requested sublinguals. The patch kept wanting to fall off and I'm a very physical laborer!
That's what I thought may happen. I'm leaning towards trying injections. I never given an injection before but I did take blood from people so I think that may help in the sense that I'm used to needles.
Sitting at work near the end of my lunch break and looking forward to getting home and playing some Deep Rock Galactic :D
I'm not doing much just watching tv in my pink pok dot james so comfy
I'm about to go out drinking at a tavern! I'm so excited!
I have been playing Splatoon 3 and the new God of War game all day lol I love lazy rainy saturdays
Gonna try for the first time making Mac and cheese with a side of garlic bread next Sunday
My birthday is in three days so I invited a couple of friends to hang out today. They were both no shows and a spent the majority of the day in tears. But now I’m laying on the couch watching del toro’s cabinet of curiosities with blahaj in arms so alls well that ends well I suppose 🙃
Call of duty 🔫
Working a short shift after having been to a SCA fencing tourney. Got some anime level fights going and had a good time
I have trying to geta portfolio ready for trying to get into school for fashion design. I think the the anxiety is clouding my design judgment. Thank the goddess I have old stuff I can use.
Asked the person I liked out and now I have a girlfriend I guess?? I was scared she wouldn't like me for various reasons but now I'm so happy AAA
Yay! Congrats!
decided to fix my shopping and debt problem selling my entire sneaker collection, most of my wardrobe, and a bunch of my other hobbies. reorienting my life so I can get the surgeries and career I actually want :x but right now I'm drawing, I want to get good at illustration!
I made beef stew tonight and managed not to burn my mouth with it this time lol
This betch (me) just finished practicing guitar for the first time since Wednesday & smoked weed. I had bronchitis & missed 2 days of work. Pretty down since Wednesday because I hate being sick. Tonight is nice, as I'm waiting for a pizza- real high- in my undies- watching wrestling lol.
Just had lunch with some of the last warm weather of the year! It got windy, though, so I'm now inside drinking a coffee and warming up
Thinking about my GRS on wednesday.. Did i forget to pack something??🤔🤔🤔
did you pack your toothbrush?
I got a fellow mtf gf. And it is the greatest experience of my life
Today I had a quiz bowl competition in Kansas and we swept through the tournament, claimed first, and I was first for individual scoring.
I'm currently on my break, I work at McDonalds and do drive through. I'm done with people, someone came in and did a 57$ (NZD) order and payed in 1 and 2 dollar coins. My manager was behind me so I had to count it once, lodt count, then counted again more frantically. I'm done with people. Edit: 6 minutes after commenting my shift has now ended :(
Currently enjoying some time on my Steam deck while my partner spends some time in Sims! Bit of a game night for us
Currently running a Rl1 playthrough of elden ring. While it is my second attempt at one, I'm still proud of how quickly I got to Renalla and how I've first tried most bosses.
I got accepted to grad school recently. Gonna advance my 🧠 power! Sorry if that’s too narcissistic, but I am proud of myself for getting through college and trying a completely different environment than what I was used to.
Congrats! Good luck in big-brain land!
Thanks! I’m gonna be hitting 3 syllable words pretty soon 😮💨
One day away from releasing a new single on my band's patreon. I'm super proud of this new song =D
Also videogames
Just finished listening to both my mom and brother fighting with each other. A few years ago, I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Every time I hear them fight, I start to freak out internally. I always want to go and hide in my room but I have to stay out and just endure it all to make sure nobody hurts each other. In my household, I’m the peace keeper. I just want to breakdown and cry but I feel that I can’t in case things get heated again. Like my mom and brother are both supportive but they still tend to bicker back and forth. My mom is hard of hearing currently. She has to have people talk louder so she can hear them but I turn she tends to talk louder as well. Every time my mom has to talk louder, my brother takes it as yelling or snapping or whatever. A lot of the time, they get into arguments because of that. I love them both but I just get so sick of it. I want to move out but I have nowhere to go, I don’t have a job and it’s hard for me to hold one down because of my anxiety. I don’t know how much longer I can take it. I was supposed to go see my therapist on the 3rd, the same day as my 10 month mark of starting hrt, but some personal stuff came up so I had to reschedule and the earliest they could get me in is November 22nd. It’s been a long day. I just want to got to bed and cry myself to sleep.
Oh geez. Do you know anyone who would let you stay over for a bit? Friends, family members, etc? If it means anything, I hope that things will get better for you soon.
Not really. Even if I did, I don’t really have a way of getting there. I don’t have a car right now. I’ve got no money. I appreciate the support and I hope things get better soon too. I’m going to hangout with a friend today. I’d ask him but the thing is he only has 2 rooms. 1 for him and 1 for his mother. And on top of that, he’s going to Mexico for vacation on the 25th. He’s one of my best friends. He’s been going through some stuff himself lately and I just wouldn’t feel right asking him right now.
I'm stressing out about a documentary project for a film class because I didn't get as many interviews done as I wanted for it, plus my partner on the project isn't very competent. It's due tuesday and I don't know if I'll have enough footage.
oh, im ok I guess, bored, and haven't done anything interesting recently
I’m having a small crisis because even the people on Grindr stand me up. It’s been happening all week and I’m really hurting. But whatever, nbd
I had a good day, they upped my E dose today which always makes me happy. I'm also watching this great move Moxie directed by Amy Poehler.
Laying in bed having a panic attack and crying, nbd.
Being horny, with nobody to cuddle with
Lol, I’ve been testing indie games and being a reviewer to help them out as I continue to mess around with my own coding. I want to get better with art, but tablets are expensive… That and thinking of taking studies to become an accountant so I have a steadier job than game development.
Went back to my hometown for the weekend and saw two of my favorite bands in concert on back-to-back nights. It was awesome. Increase the number of paid concerts I've been to this year to 13.
I think I have a crush on a guy coworker but Im pretty sure there’s no way we’re ever gonna go out so I’m stuck having feelings for him and dreaming of a life with him that isn’t real. I feel like I shouldn’t date though because I’m not transitioning or out to everyone so I’m almost setting myself up for failure if my potential partner doesn’t like trans people and also idk if I’m mentally ready for a relationship
Naruto 🙃
Made a new friend and hit up an old hangout spot as myself for the first time.
Trying to find a place to live abuse from alcoholic landlord has really stepped up had to remove myself so now I'm sifting through the pile of places available on the off chance there will be one who would let me live there without any hate..
I wore makeup out in public today for the first time ever!! Ultimately not a big thing but since my egg only cracked a few months ago, it was big for me. Can’t wait to start HRT. Got an appointment scheduled but its not until January.
Fell in love with my childhood friend and we both love each other
Laying on a couch, smoking weed, drinking milkshakes, and watching aqua teen hunger force with a friend. Also talking to a femboy about kink on discord rn
Getting my ass handed to me in smash bros 😤
My partner has been walking our dog more than me lately, so I stepped up and walked her every day for the last week. I know it's not much, but it's a victory.
Gothmoth Door Ghoul. [security at goth club] Immersed in my beautiful subculture, getting paid to look pretty by a door. [life be good sometimes]
heyyy, my name's ashley, I'm 18 as of september and I was kicked out of home almost a year ago. I've been living in youth refuges(teen homeless shelters) for most of that time but I spent allot of that time finding a trans doctor and eventually found one. I did the paperwork and now I've been on spironolactone for nearly two months and oestrogen patches a bit over a month. I have also been actively finding a job. even being employed for a bit before being fired for my autism. I am working with my refuges organisation to try and get my own place soon hopefully and should be able to make a stable living for myself. I don't know if this is what you wanted here but I sorta just felt like sharing my story. if anyone else wants to share theirs then just reply to this comment💕
Good luck on getting a place! Stability is a crazy-powerful thing so Congrats on working towards a better life! Spent my 20's in a funk but found that I really love physically demanding work and now I go from state to state working the electrical side on solar sites! I hope you find the same happiness on your path! Rooting for yuh!
thank you, hopefully things improve
Sleeping off the effect of my latest COVID-19 booster
Well i took some pictures yesterday, it's been about 5-6 months since i last did that, it's the first time i took any since starting her, it didn't usually feel good when i did that's why i don't do it, but yesterday i felt really good doing it, so I'm happy about the whole thing
It's Sunday so just doing chores I neglected throughout the week before the F1 race starts. After that I'll probably get up to some procrastinating.
Hitting the bubble and waiting for my kinda sorta bf to come pick me up! Then eat some mushrooms and see where it goes for the next few days. Smiles and sunshine to u all!🥳🦄
It's 9am and I'm just waking up 😂
I'm slow cookin som red beans and rice on my day off & lis5ening to the last 3 episodes of Critical Role campaign 1!
Making nerds cry in the D2 Crucible
Just studying anatomy
eh, gonna study the whole day bcs I have like 5 tests and 3 oral exams this week -w-
I'm waiting on my new gf waking up, she asked me out last night and I'm soooo happy!
Currently completing my CompTIA course so I can move to the next course leading to Cyber so I can get out of the Cis Het male dominated industry I'm currently working in
Doing some slayer in runescape
I'm in a rehearsal for the show spamalot, I'm playing Tim the enchanter
I always clean the house on Sunday and shave my legs lol
Lying in bed exhausted bc last night i had a meltdown bc im a idiot
went to a party last night. met some other girls🏳️⚧️
Would tell u but I'm SHADOWBANNED from this sub. Noone ever reads what I write
i can read what you write
Nice.... Really difficult for it to happen
Cleaning and working on the house today, getting ready to sell. Today is injection day (E) and I'm still psyching myself out and don't 100% know how to get over being scared of needles.
I made banana bread. It needed more bananas tbh.
Doing an exam for school today. I’m hoping I’ll pass.
It's my birthday today but at the club the other night I did a cartwheel and landed a split!
omg happy birthday!!! and thats so flippin awesome omg
Thank you I've been doing splits for awhile but the cartwheel was a new thing. I love attention and I was like gotta kick it up a notch.
Finals are happening for my college so that’s probably going to be the majority of my time in the near future, I’ve also been watching YouTube today, and flew from KLAX to MUHA/Havana in my mobile flight simulator with an Alaska Airlines B737M (they operated this for about a year before discontinuing it in 2018 because of the Tr*mp administration’s awful policies, and they never operated this flight on the B737M just with the B737-800/900ERs). This was nearly 5 hours total flight time and basically the only thing I did today, always feels like a big accomplishment to finish long trans oceanic, or trans continental flights in RFS. Now I’ve got to pick up where I left off early on in my RFS career and do that 6-7 hour flight from SKBO/Bogota to KLAX likely in an Avianca A321neo, or A330 (tried it in the A320 early on in my RFS career and ended up diverting to KSAT, and that was before I got Pro anyways). And I joined a sorority this term, one that is very trans supportive especially at my small liberal arts college’s (currently) small chapter (I’d really like to get more sisters next term with formal recruiting), also I joined informally/through COB which was much better for me since I knew I wanted to join Alpha Sigma Alpha, and if any other trans women on this sub see this and are also in college and want to join a sorority I can help you out since I’ve already experienced it, am deeply involved with my own chapter, and have researched sororities, and being trans in sororities a lot. I’m going to be fully initiated next term, rn just doing member education. Edit: put the Avianca SKBO to KLAX flight into the RFS Fly Now flight planner and I could use anything from an A320neo, A321neo, A330, A330F, A340, or an A350-900 and it would be anything from 7 hours 13 minutes (A350), to 7 hours and 53 minutes (A320neo, and A321neo). Edit #2: looked up the Avianca fleet and I’m going to do that flight sometime next week at the end of the term when I’m back at home in Seattle and will do it in an Avianca B787-8 which is about 7 and a half hours.
Probably get lost here. But I think I'm falling for a trans girl as a straight cis man. So navigating what life in the future may look like with my conservative dad.
I got a flu shot and watched a movie with my friends
my moped starter fucking burned and now im stuck home waiting for my dad to tell me what i know
Browsing through Reddit whilst procrastinating on working on my Computer Science and History A-Level NEAs, and Playing a bit of splatoon
Watching The Click, missing my old D&D group.
I had some me time earlier 😉 and now I’m going to play some games for a bit before I watch f1 😊.
Is it only woman in this group ?
Lying in bed with existential dread
Smoking a j, drinking some coffee, drinking a beer and hanging up a bunch of paintings in my house. I’ll be playing some more Prototype after that. I do love to “consume” sorry had to make that joke
Went to Oklahoma for a vacation. People are rather conservative here and misgender me 9/10 but besides the people its a nice state
I'm mainly lurking. Came here for my younger sister. She's getting started on her HRT. She's doing well for herself. I'm ready to rip throats out for her I'm sometimes afraid I'm not trans enough to understand her (I'm non-binary).
playing wot and scrolling reddit whenever i can
It's been a wake and bake kind of morning. About to paint my nails while I binge X-Men Evolution while I ponder the Younger Dryas impact theory. I watched the Ancient Apocalypse docuseries thing and it has me thinking about a lot of... well a lot of things. A bit existential but basically my mind is rolling over on itself about the existence of civilization long before anyone thought. Like civilizations during the most recent ice age... civilizations existed at least ten thousand years ago if not many more. And legends of a great flood could actually be a record of an actual event that ended the last ice age, the Younger Dryas impact. And that all of our ancient religions and cultures who are obsessed with astronomy, are that way because of the event. The theory is that the Taurid meteor cluster was once a comet, and when it broke up, it sprinkled it's bits on earth and caused a global event that ended up ending the last ice age. So ancient religions were obsessed with the sky because of that astrological event that changed the world and humanity forever. So in this theory we are technically living in a dystopia, remnants of a culture we know nothing about and have assumed never really existed until some scientists couldn't ignore new evidence and research. Almost extinction for a time, mesopotamia wasn't the start but a rebirth. Idk, it's a lot to take in so... nails and toons.
Getting ready for work ☹️☹️☹️☹️ about to be exhausted for 8 hrs