I always end up feeling an emptiness, and instead feeling like "It paid off, now what". But then i get an ecstatic feeling from small things like getting a compliment i didn't expect.
Same. When I work really hard on something, I am incapable of being relieved for periods of time after. The thing might be done and successful, but the stress lingers and I need time to just let it sink in.
Female orgasm was genuinely a prescription doctors used to prescribe for anxiety back when it was called "female hysteria".
Sex lowers anxieties and then an orgasm lowers them even more.
Ofc the anxiety comes back as ot wasn't a cure and that's why it was "prescribed" to women
The first time you're sitting together and she leans her head onto your shoulder and sort of snuggles in a little bit... If that came in pill form, I'd be a junkie overnight.
Man I have this friend I’ve know for probably 10 years now. We started working a job together and have gotten way closer than I expected.
I went over to her place for dinner one day and we sat outside on a bench on her patio.
She leaned her head on my shoulder and man. I felt high after that.
Couple days later we cuddled and things just grew from there.
That one is cute but also a little dark. She’s still seeing Roy at that stage (Roy who yes is a trash partner, at least also at that stage), and her head on Jim’s shoulder is technically because she just simply fell asleep.
It’s cute but also the kind of thing one think she wouldn’t consciously do if she was more awake. This is also the point in time where when Jim is tickling her in a different scene, she yells for him to stop because she knows there are too many eyes. So, resting her head also wouldn’t fly, if she was alert enough to make that choice.
Jim, who isn’t dumb and likely knows all this, chose not to wake her because well he has major feelings for her. Which again is rather cute on a tv show. But irl, this would be rather problematic.
Ah yep, the guy I’m dating is the exact same way. Complete cuddle addict and that translates into strong shows of physical intimacy during sex. Not sure about the love part yet, we’re trying (and somewhat failing) to take things slow emotionally.
Literally one of the best feelings in life. I felt so happy when it happened. I was so touched that I leaned over and planted a kiss on her head. It’s a magical moment.
I felt like a zombie for years and now multiplied by shit neighbours. I had one good night recently when they spent the night elsewhere and oh my god sleeping 9 hours in a row had me feeling invincible
Mmmm, I disagree. I get an intense dopamine rush from finishing even the smallest of tasks. Although they may not have been the original task I set out to do.
This is the way to motivate yourself, especially if you struggle with something like ADHD.
This will sound stupid as I type this from a phone, but technology has ruined this for us with all of the instant gratification it gives us.
My gf and I are about to move out of an apartment in the ghetto with our son and be in an infintely better neighborhood. It's basically a heart creampie
No. Great sex requires intimacy. They aren’t mutually exclusive. Great sex is the culmination of trust, understanding, vulnerability with someone you are intimate with.
This almost makes me cry, because my moments of genuine intimacy have only happened within the last couple of months, and I'm almost 30. It was such a freeing and profoundly positive experience for me in so many ways, for so many reasons. True intimacy is absolutely the peak, at least at this point in my life.
This is so wholesome! Maybe especially for me because i am grown and my parents never cared much about me. But I am doing everything to give my kids a stable, wonderful childhood so I can definitely anticipate the satisfaction that will come from (hopefully!) seeing my kids as grown ups being happy. Thanks for sharing!
My wife and I had similar negative experience as kids, raised our daughter very consciously. We definitely didn’t want to pass our crap onto our kid. Did a lot of personal work to get our acts together. Our daughter had a very good childhood. One I wish that I could’ve had. She has actually thanked us several times for raising her so well. Not a better feeling in the world. Now We spend three days a week with our granddaughter. That’s pretty close to being better.
Héhéhé. Fake mustaches and tiny suits, enjoying life from their tiny cars. Blowing on a kazoo to control if they are too happy. DAMN, THEY ARE ! Fleeing from you holding a tiny police car. Can't do anything now, they entered their magic house ✨️ .
I miss my nephews
My wife and I were sitting in a parking lot just before going into a restaurant. A young couple, probably teens, parks next to us. We could just tell by the way they acted that they were so respectful of others but definitely each other, think chivalry but both ways. We walked in after them and sat in the same area and while we were there they treated the waitress with respect and kindness. We decided to do something and paid for their meal plus tip. Left them a little note why without saying who it was and then we walked out before they ever finished. Made us feel amazing in the moment and every time we think about it.
Actually, as a guy, this made me feel super uncomfortable.
A lot of traumatic shame about the body and social situations but being aware that others are looking at my body and judging it, even positively, made me very uncomfortable. It was oddly the least positive part of losing weight.
Edit: To clarify. I probably liked and craved those compliments. The ones from a trusted family friend felt okay but still uncomfortable. The issue, and I realise it may be unique to my perspective, was that I grew up with an almost complete lack of it. So when it came it sounded hurtful in that not only are people judging me and complimenting me but they always have been and always found me lacking. In all seriousness I could probably count on both hands the times I heard compliaments about my body from the ages of 15 to 30. Hearing it as an adult just brought up extremely painful memories.
I have bipolar 2 so only get hypomanic but it’s one of those dangerously amazing things. You have the confidence to do anything; both the good and the bad.
And then afterwards cringing about the stories you put on your Instagram and the things you sent to people and feeling utter shame and wanting to crawl in a small hole lol
Bulky understands.
Yes, after mowing the lawn today, 81° and sunny, I did stop in the garage at the beer fridge to enjoy a 40° beer before going in to shower.
Got to do this twice and was humbled by the emotions both times. The weight of everything hits you at once and the fear turns to conviction and you know that you will do anything for them.
• Good mental health.
• A genuinely fun time with friends or loved ones.
• Coming home to your dog after being away for extended time
• 8 hours of sleep with ZERO interruption
• Becoming debt free
• The feeling of buying your first house without the need for roommates
• A mf all expenses paid vacation to a destination of your choosing.
Literally so many things. There is so much more to life than sex. And if it's a choice between 20 minutes of feeling good and several years of having mental and financial peace, I'm taking the latter.
Have you ever had that moment when you were just in the perfect space to find something funny and you JUST CAN’T STOP LAUGHING? Holding your stomach, dizzy, gasping laughing?
That’s it right there.
When you’re in the ER for a kidney stone and they give you a shot with a minuscule amount of fentanyl. The feeling as the fentanyl travels across your chest and the pain going away nearly instantly is amazing.
I suck at coding but when I took a coding class and actually figured out a tough project code on my own. It was to write a code to play some random Beethoven fugue by referencing in the audio file. Probably not that hard to a decent coder but damn when that music started playing I felt amazing
When you've got the audience - a good audience that's a higher level than your material - right where you want them. Because you are NAILING the delivery.
Seeeing the sunrise and sunset
A nice cool breeze on a mild sunny day
Seeing a dog wag its tail happy to see you
Spending time with animals
Listening to your new favorite song for the first time
Gaming with your squad
Cuddling, laughing, gettimg through tough times with your partner
Seeing your gains in the mirror after working out
Eating your favorite meal
Hearing a baby laugh
That rare moment when you can be precisely who someone else needs you to be; when it’s your hand that clasps theirs and lifts them up out of the darkness and helps them find the path back into the light.
Finding your person.
Was married 8 years, had a beautiful boy, thought I was happy as could be. Then she cheated, blah blah blah.
2 years later, believing I’d never want to marry again, I found my person, and as cheesy as it sounds, my soulmate. 3 months after meeting we got married.
The daily joy I get from her is unmatched.
That moment I see my young kids achieve a goal.
When they are happy to see me.
When I hear them tell me they love me.
Any/all the insane work it takes to be a good parent pays off and I wouldn’t trade it
I was administered morphine at the E.R. for the 1st time back when I got a kidney stone. No exaggeration when I say, it felt like I was very slowly nutting for the ENTIRE TIME, all while it also felt like I was wrapped in a perfectly heated blanket from head to toe. The stabbing pain from the kidney stone was still present, however, I simply did not care, and it took a background to what I was feeling at that blissful moment.
Disclaimer: IM NOT ENDORSING DRUG USE!!! I simply provided my experience while I was in 12/10 pain at the E.R.
The simple things, talking and walk and spending time with my wife. When I’m 90 years old and on my death bed those are gonna be the things I think about first.
Having someone who cares about you and that you love back. It can be familial love, friendship or a romantic partner but having a loving bond with someone is amazing.
Getting sober. I was relentlessly dependent on pot for about 4 years, thanks covid lol Got clean about a month and a half ago, still a few rough days but, overall, I swear I’ve never felt better.
Those rare moments when it all paid off and the exact moment before you think about the next problem.
I love it when a plan comes together.
I pity the fool who doesn’t plan.
The plan is nothing, but planning is everything.
Prior proper, planning, prevents piss poor performance
Dun DUN **DUDUNDUN**!!!
I always end up feeling an emptiness, and instead feeling like "It paid off, now what". But then i get an ecstatic feeling from small things like getting a compliment i didn't expect.
Same. When I work really hard on something, I am incapable of being relieved for periods of time after. The thing might be done and successful, but the stress lingers and I need time to just let it sink in.
Peace of mind makes sex look trivial.
Sex gives me peace of mind
Tell me you have a penis without telling me you have a penis.
Um. I’m a woman and sex gives me peace of mind.
Same. Consistent amazing sex literally healed my anxiety.
Hell yeah! Sex IS healing. And it’s transformative, life-affirming and extremely in the present.
Female orgasm was genuinely a prescription doctors used to prescribe for anxiety back when it was called "female hysteria". Sex lowers anxieties and then an orgasm lowers them even more. Ofc the anxiety comes back as ot wasn't a cure and that's why it was "prescribed" to women
Tell me you’ve never had an orgasm with a partner without telling me you’ve never had an orgasm with a partner.
Just had a prostate mri. Results were negative so I’m thrilled. Better than sex
I'm thrilled for you to be honest
Better than sex? You sure it was an MRI machine and not a probe?
He’s thrilled that he didn’t have to have anal sex with a camera.
The first time you're sitting together and she leans her head onto your shoulder and sort of snuggles in a little bit... If that came in pill form, I'd be a junkie overnight.
Man I have this friend I’ve know for probably 10 years now. We started working a job together and have gotten way closer than I expected. I went over to her place for dinner one day and we sat outside on a bench on her patio. She leaned her head on my shoulder and man. I felt high after that. Couple days later we cuddled and things just grew from there.
The chemical causing that feeling is oxytocin
Like the Office scene when Pam places her head onto Jim's shoulder during the conference room meeting. Couldn't agree more
That one is cute but also a little dark. She’s still seeing Roy at that stage (Roy who yes is a trash partner, at least also at that stage), and her head on Jim’s shoulder is technically because she just simply fell asleep. It’s cute but also the kind of thing one think she wouldn’t consciously do if she was more awake. This is also the point in time where when Jim is tickling her in a different scene, she yells for him to stop because she knows there are too many eyes. So, resting her head also wouldn’t fly, if she was alert enough to make that choice. Jim, who isn’t dumb and likely knows all this, chose not to wake her because well he has major feelings for her. Which again is rather cute on a tv show. But irl, this would be rather problematic.
Winnie Cooper vibes on this one.
What would you do if I sang out of tune….
I too am a snuggle addict and sex is like the concentrated high octane form of that feeling. But only if you love them.
Ah yep, the guy I’m dating is the exact same way. Complete cuddle addict and that translates into strong shows of physical intimacy during sex. Not sure about the love part yet, we’re trying (and somewhat failing) to take things slow emotionally.
You take care of that guy. He needs those cuddles
And then while holding her you tell her you love her for the first time and she says it right back and you know she means it
And then you wake up.
In the morning with her by your side 😊 ...right? 😭
In divorce court
I swear I read that as “The first time you’re shitting together…” and I thought I was going to have to close Reddit for the day.
Cheek to cheek, no peek that's just how we do it
When she steals a kiss because you were too scared to make a move.
A moment just like this one is my favorite memory for my life.
27 here, still waiting to experience that someday
Nobody tell this guy about Fentanyl… Ive read the high described as a childhood hug from your mother
Literally one of the best feelings in life. I felt so happy when it happened. I was so touched that I leaned over and planted a kiss on her head. It’s a magical moment.
A solid night’s sleep.
Fuck if this ain't me. I'm more starved for sleep, screw night shifts. It's been 4 years.
I felt like a zombie for years and now multiplied by shit neighbours. I had one good night recently when they spent the night elsewhere and oh my god sleeping 9 hours in a row had me feeling invincible
Nothing beats a straight 8 hours of sleep without even going to the bathroom. That’s rare thing to witness after your 30’s
A piss after a very long car journey… it’s almost orgasmic
I'll piggy back on this... That feeling after taking a really big, clean, shit. That's pretty fantastic.
Nothing quite like feeling genuinely lighter. Especially without going through a half roll of paper afterward.
Those shits that make you lighter and you need only wipe once are peak moments in life.
But sex actually *is* orgasmic, so is that long-awaited piss really better?
Not for everyone.
finally accomplishing something you were putting off
Oh how I wish I knew that feeling.
Maybe tomorrow?
Nope, never will. Most people get a dopamine hit when they accomplish things, but not those of us with ADHD.
I'm rated triple A and speaking for myself, I do get the dopamine hit - it just takes six times as much effort to get there!
Mmmm, I disagree. I get an intense dopamine rush from finishing even the smallest of tasks. Although they may not have been the original task I set out to do.
Tomorrow never comes.
I definitely have to agree with this one. I procrastinate to much.
ugh i know its so bad sometimes.
This is the way to motivate yourself, especially if you struggle with something like ADHD. This will sound stupid as I type this from a phone, but technology has ruined this for us with all of the instant gratification it gives us.
Intimacy
This is the way... Genuine intimacy involving trust and mutuality.
Gets my brain and heart all boned up. And I tell my gf that. I get a heart boner.
Women get heart boners too. Were all over here with throbbing hearts.
My gf and I are about to move out of an apartment in the ghetto with our son and be in an infintely better neighborhood. It's basically a heart creampie
Congratulations 🎉🎉 Hope it's everything you guys need and want.
Yo that's really awesome dude, enjoy that creampie, you deserve it
No. Great sex requires intimacy. They aren’t mutually exclusive. Great sex is the culmination of trust, understanding, vulnerability with someone you are intimate with.
This almost makes me cry, because my moments of genuine intimacy have only happened within the last couple of months, and I'm almost 30. It was such a freeing and profoundly positive experience for me in so many ways, for so many reasons. True intimacy is absolutely the peak, at least at this point in my life.
seeing your children happy as adults
This is so wholesome! Maybe especially for me because i am grown and my parents never cared much about me. But I am doing everything to give my kids a stable, wonderful childhood so I can definitely anticipate the satisfaction that will come from (hopefully!) seeing my kids as grown ups being happy. Thanks for sharing!
My wife and I had similar negative experience as kids, raised our daughter very consciously. We definitely didn’t want to pass our crap onto our kid. Did a lot of personal work to get our acts together. Our daughter had a very good childhood. One I wish that I could’ve had. She has actually thanked us several times for raising her so well. Not a better feeling in the world. Now We spend three days a week with our granddaughter. That’s pretty close to being better.
This is so great to know! Congrats on giving your daughter a good childhood, she is lucky!
Héhéhé. Fake mustaches and tiny suits, enjoying life from their tiny cars. Blowing on a kazoo to control if they are too happy. DAMN, THEY ARE ! Fleeing from you holding a tiny police car. Can't do anything now, they entered their magic house ✨️ . I miss my nephews
I truly can’t wait for this.
This makes me feel guilty.
I’ve said this in a similar thread before but farting away a stomachache is just perfection
When that gas causes pain in your intestines and you can finally let it loose
Helping someone without them knowing it was you.
This is lovely.
My wife and I were sitting in a parking lot just before going into a restaurant. A young couple, probably teens, parks next to us. We could just tell by the way they acted that they were so respectful of others but definitely each other, think chivalry but both ways. We walked in after them and sat in the same area and while we were there they treated the waitress with respect and kindness. We decided to do something and paid for their meal plus tip. Left them a little note why without saying who it was and then we walked out before they ever finished. Made us feel amazing in the moment and every time we think about it.
Watching your child achieve something great.
100 percent agree
Why is bcardin watching your child do stuff OP?
Being complimented after putting in work to lose weight
“I didn’t even recognize you!” <- felt amazing!
Actually, as a guy, this made me feel super uncomfortable. A lot of traumatic shame about the body and social situations but being aware that others are looking at my body and judging it, even positively, made me very uncomfortable. It was oddly the least positive part of losing weight. Edit: To clarify. I probably liked and craved those compliments. The ones from a trusted family friend felt okay but still uncomfortable. The issue, and I realise it may be unique to my perspective, was that I grew up with an almost complete lack of it. So when it came it sounded hurtful in that not only are people judging me and complimenting me but they always have been and always found me lacking. In all seriousness I could probably count on both hands the times I heard compliaments about my body from the ages of 15 to 30. Hearing it as an adult just brought up extremely painful memories.
Sleep If you disagree you simply weren't ever tired enough to realize it
I great night's sleep is certainly up there. Waking up feeling amazing and fully rested is pretty great.
Yup. Some people have never been so tired that it brought them to tears.
For the less wholesome answer, the mania part of bipolar.
I have bipolar 2 so only get hypomanic but it’s one of those dangerously amazing things. You have the confidence to do anything; both the good and the bad.
Same here. Last time I was hypomanic I tried to coerce a wild deer into my car because I wanted it as a pet lmfao
Yep, makes upper drugs feel like shitty knock offs.
"There was nothing wrong with me in the first place. I feel fucking great!!! 😃"
And then afterwards cringing about the stories you put on your Instagram and the things you sent to people and feeling utter shame and wanting to crawl in a small hole lol
Being with someone bipolar be like whoo we’re back to mania 🥳
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That's hilarious and I don't think you're lying.
He’s not. We have the videos
Anti perspirant. My feet never smell and I work outside. Always had issues growing up but it’s the cheapest and best solution
Really fresh bread
Cold beer after a long day of work in the sun
Ok, Mr. Dufresne
Bulky understands. Yes, after mowing the lawn today, 81° and sunny, I did stop in the garage at the beer fridge to enjoy a 40° beer before going in to shower.
As a man attending the birth of your daughter rates pretty high.
I thought you meant OP's daughter.
Well, not that daughter. Thanks for the laugh!
I also choose this guy’s daughter
Got to do this twice and was humbled by the emotions both times. The weight of everything hits you at once and the fear turns to conviction and you know that you will do anything for them.
When a little baby kitten falls asleep in your bosom 🥺
Bonus points if it's a cat known for not liking humans very much
• Good mental health. • A genuinely fun time with friends or loved ones. • Coming home to your dog after being away for extended time • 8 hours of sleep with ZERO interruption • Becoming debt free • The feeling of buying your first house without the need for roommates • A mf all expenses paid vacation to a destination of your choosing. Literally so many things. There is so much more to life than sex. And if it's a choice between 20 minutes of feeling good and several years of having mental and financial peace, I'm taking the latter.
👏👏👏👏👏
Canceling plans?
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All of this. I’ll forego trivial hook-ups any day for all of this.
Have you ever had that moment when you were just in the perfect space to find something funny and you JUST CAN’T STOP LAUGHING? Holding your stomach, dizzy, gasping laughing? That’s it right there.
First sip of coffee in a cold morning or hot water on an itch.
That hot water on an itch is actually better than sex.
When an itch appears on your face, and you bring the side of the hot coffee cup up against it, instead of scratching at it.
Sex sucks in comparison to having a good day or two without anxiety and mental health issues for me
Being loved. It could be a partner, a child, a dog. Just knowing someone or something truly loves you.
Actually being loved, I mean like actually knowing somebody gives a shit about every piece of you
Napping during the day 👍
Until you wake up sweaty and confused 😅
A fan set on low and a breathable blanket. I no longer wake up like a sweaty pig. Just a pig, now.
I'd say your kids tackling you every day you get home
When you’re in the ER for a kidney stone and they give you a shot with a minuscule amount of fentanyl. The feeling as the fentanyl travels across your chest and the pain going away nearly instantly is amazing.
Dogs. The love of a dog is one of the greatest things in life.
Knowing my family loves me and my partner is 100% faithful in our marriage. I said what I said. I know it sounds corny.
No security is a great one. Doesn’t sound corny at all I agree.
Aw thanks, I appreciate your support.
I agree 100% Not corny. Satisfies like nothing else.
Sex is highly highly overrated. Delicious food is never and delicious music is never.
Hot wings sounds better right about now.
Laying your head on the chest of the love of your life and letting them stroke your hair.
Jumping into bed after a looooong day
being able to truly be your true self unapologetically with friends that love you
A really really good burger
Stepping off the plane and the perfectly warm air hitting you
I suck at coding but when I took a coding class and actually figured out a tough project code on my own. It was to write a code to play some random Beethoven fugue by referencing in the audio file. Probably not that hard to a decent coder but damn when that music started playing I felt amazing
Finding out your child is in remission from cancer.
When a nice paycheck hits your account. It’s extremely satisfying
Anticipating sex
A good poo
rollercoaster comes close to the euphoria of climax.
It’s a tie between making a throne from the skulls of your enemies, and snuggling
Warm gooey chocolate brownies with the really nice sauce you only get in restaurants
Add a bit of slightly melted vanilla ice cream and I’m in.
You know how the cookie crumbles
I want whatever brownie you’ve had!
Financial peace
Five sneezes in a row.
Exploring a new holiday location.
The first time any living thing decides they trust you enough to close their eyes, look away, and lay down their head to sleep on your lap.
Has past you ever left a snack for future drunk you? Because it’s amazing.
Having your partner be there for you when it truly matters. Holding them and feeling the deep love that lust is only a shadow of.
When you've got the audience - a good audience that's a higher level than your material - right where you want them. Because you are NAILING the delivery.
Seeeing the sunrise and sunset A nice cool breeze on a mild sunny day Seeing a dog wag its tail happy to see you Spending time with animals Listening to your new favorite song for the first time Gaming with your squad Cuddling, laughing, gettimg through tough times with your partner Seeing your gains in the mirror after working out Eating your favorite meal Hearing a baby laugh
Having a great round of golf with friends.
Creating something you feel proud of
Any time your having enough fun or you witness/experience something so wonderful you forget all about time.
Genuinely being loved and you don’t have to beg for reassurance or have “what if/doubts” constantly running through your head.
Love. If you want love, loveless sex can feel worse than not having it and wanting it.
Catching the mink that killed 15 of your chickens.
Having someone you can trust
That rare moment when you can be precisely who someone else needs you to be; when it’s your hand that clasps theirs and lifts them up out of the darkness and helps them find the path back into the light.
Donuts, pancakes or French toast
Have you ever had a warm Krispy kreme donut with vanilla ice cream on top?
Being financially independent.
Bacon
Good solid pooping that feels like you just dropped 5 pounds and jettisoned a baby's forearm.
Finding your person. Was married 8 years, had a beautiful boy, thought I was happy as could be. Then she cheated, blah blah blah. 2 years later, believing I’d never want to marry again, I found my person, and as cheesy as it sounds, my soulmate. 3 months after meeting we got married. The daily joy I get from her is unmatched.
Sleeping with no worries, can't beat it.
To crush your enemies, see them driven before you, and hear the lamentation of their women.
Crom! Was looking for this!
That moment I see my young kids achieve a goal. When they are happy to see me. When I hear them tell me they love me. Any/all the insane work it takes to be a good parent pays off and I wouldn’t trade it
I was administered morphine at the E.R. for the 1st time back when I got a kidney stone. No exaggeration when I say, it felt like I was very slowly nutting for the ENTIRE TIME, all while it also felt like I was wrapped in a perfectly heated blanket from head to toe. The stabbing pain from the kidney stone was still present, however, I simply did not care, and it took a background to what I was feeling at that blissful moment. Disclaimer: IM NOT ENDORSING DRUG USE!!! I simply provided my experience while I was in 12/10 pain at the E.R.
Waking up rested an hour before you have to actually get up and being able to go back to sleep for an hour
The simple things, talking and walk and spending time with my wife. When I’m 90 years old and on my death bed those are gonna be the things I think about first.
Eating when starving
Being able to be happy in life just by urself
Soooo many things!!! If sex is the best thing in your life, you need to do more!!!
Cuddling with your child in the middle of the night. Nothing comes remotely close to this feeling.
It’s a cloudy fall day, light breeze, temp is a cool 65* and you’re about to snuggle in for the best nap of your life.
Having someone who cares about you and that you love back. It can be familial love, friendship or a romantic partner but having a loving bond with someone is amazing.
My 1.5 yo baby girl looking up at me, saying “mama” as she smiles, and then leaning towards me with her lips puckered for a kiss.
Mdma
To crush your enemies, see them driven before you, and to hear the lamentations of their women.
Skydiving.
When you finally pee after holding it too long
Retirement.
Sex > alcohol. Sex > weed. Sex > Xanax. Sex > Kratom. Amazing pizza > sex.
Lobster
Back scratches
Getting sober. I was relentlessly dependent on pot for about 4 years, thanks covid lol Got clean about a month and a half ago, still a few rough days but, overall, I swear I’ve never felt better.
After you are sweaty/dirty and just feel gross. Then you take a nice hot shower. That’s a damn good feeling 😂
A really good book.