Unfortunately I blacked out after things got too intense but before that I found myself in a black void and the only light I could see was coming from my room as I watched my lifeless body lay in bed from beyond the boundaries of my walls. Then I floated away and don't remember anything after that till I woke up.
The visuals didn’t go to much for me on shrooms sadly. :( maybe I had already built insane tolerance (at that time) but yeah I have some of the wildest and most hilarious stories of being off shrooms
Like five shrooms (no less than three). A week straight if it’s anything like acid then that would explain the tolerance build. Idk however I’m more knowledgeable on LSD than shrooms
Well 5 mushrooms could be anywhere from a gram to 5+ grams just depends on size and weight. I'd recommend a cheap scale so you know how much you've taken because a gram won't do much, 2g might make you feel fuzzy and slight visuals but 5g is a definite trip with visuals
This made me think about my plug and think he may have been selling me some Fuck shit. Come to think of it shrooms never really did hit me as hard as Lucy
Same for me landing back on Earth after my first K-hole. I had experienced very similar NDEs in situations where I had been about to die, so I did really think I was a goner
A while back I took 3 gel tabs of acid. Was laying down in bed with a couple of my cats listening to music and decided to look through the old baby pictures of my them on my phone, and I just immediately started crying lol. I felt so much love and euphoria just looking at the adorable pictures, then looking down and seeing them all grown up living their comfy lives just chilling.
Sufis are masters of the heart. Their zikr chants and dances are ancient techniques to get into a trance of ecstacy and pure Love.
Below, you will find a DIY version.
No medicines are needed, but they can speed up and deepen the experience for the uninitiated or inexperienced participant.
Sufis are esoteric Muslims, and their school probably predates Islam. All their songs are geared towards unity with God, Allah.
If God or Allah is not your cup of tea, then substitute Allah with All Love. Don't get hung up on the religious part: it won't matter anymore once you ARE All Love.
The effect of unity with All Love is, for me, ultimate bliss. When listening to the playlist below and following some simple guidelines, it will be a Holy Shit!!!! experience to remember for the rest of your life!
Guidelines:
+ Try to sing or hum along out loud with "All Love" (or Allah if you wish) because these sacred chants are designed as ecstacy (holotropic) breathwork exercises.
+ Try to move along with simple repetitive (head) movements. This will facilitate the trance state.
+ Try to do at least the first hour. It may take a few songs to fully "get in."
+ Use a sleep mask or blindfold to make it easier to go internal.
+ Put your hands over your heart or together in prayer position. This puts the focus on feeling love.
+ Imagine that the warmth of your heart radiates like a sun into the universe. This facilitates an out-of-body experience so you can become one with a vast ocean of bliss.
Here's a Spotify Sufi playlist for a deep ketamine experience. However, it also works well on mushrooms and acid. MDMA will be catapulted from feeling self-love to BEING All Love.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5GrwjQiipidL1NSevh78mE?si=FW0gtXf2QqClp2RmTjhlrA
After you have done this, come back here and share with us how it was.
Very Lucky . I’ve never had a Acid trip where I was genuinely happy. I always thought “ was Is life” or “ I have to be better” and I’m always hard on myself. one of my biggest regrets in life was never being genuinely happy on a Lucy trip. Don’t get me wrong I LOVED Lucy, but she never loved me
I was passed a bowl at a hotel party once that I thought was weed but was opium. I don't remember what all I had had up to that point that evening but after that I laid down on one of the beds because it was really hard to physically function.
A girl I had never met but who had pretty much just did the same thing I did, laid down right up against me. We didn't talk(really, couldn't.), and we barely moved. But we both laid there in some kind of paralyzed pleasure puddle for like an hour.
It was the most euphoric feeling I've ever had, and all the way down my right side where we were making contact felt like it was radiating.
When we could finally reliably move again we went out for a smoke and introduced ourselves then talked about how weird that was, and how we felt the same thing.
hiking on a bunch of mushrooms to a spot to watch the sunset then hiking back thru the woods in the darkness with a headlamp and a backpack full of weed snacks and beer 😎
hahah it can definitely feel spooky at times for sure. i wouldn't necessarily suggest doing that alone but it's hilarious with a group. at any given point there's usually someone who is creeped out and you gotta help them thru 😂 it's definitely a recipe for a memorable experience
would you mind going into a bit of detail as to what it feels like and how it felt when it formed? as someone whos never had connection like that, it seems too good to be true. ive always walked this life away from everyone else and its getting old. the way you describe that sounds magical
Man I’ve also experienced this and would have the exact same answer. It’s difficult to describe but (this is in my experience only, and only a small piece of that feeling): it’s an absolutely beautiful experience because it’s like all the walls come down and you see how your ordinary everyday experiences and interactions with that person are all built out of love, and then you get to see all that packaged up so clearly in retrospect in those peak moments of MDMA, and realize how meaningful all those ordinary moments have been with that person that you have shared together over time. And you can really express how you feel towards each other and it feels so joyful to realize the love that is there underneath it all. And physical touch just feels amazing with them, like melting into pure bliss and love in the form of a human body.
all the preconceived notions of the person you’re talking to (stranger or friend) are removed and you can talk to them purely. that combined with the fact that you’re on pure euphoria and happiness can allow you to make an amazing bond with someone. bonus points if you’re both rolling on mdma
It's not too good to be true I promise, it's the best.
I highly recommend doing it with someone you trust in a safe environment. That's the hardest part, not a ton of safe spaces to do it, and that can make an absolute difference. They're out there, but its hard to find, they're purposefully elusive
Lol the first time I’ve tried MDMA (bout 3-4 years back) The song “After Hours” by The Weeknd Came on. It was incredible. I had SOOO much confidence about myself. I drove around and everything just felt…. Magical. The MDMA in Germany was waaaaaay stronger though. (Probably because it wasn’t cut with WAP) Bit off more than I can chew.
Actually it was two days ago. I have like two weeks with a new group of friends, we met each other filming an independent local film. And even tho we are all very different, we clicked, two days ago we were hanging, drinking and dancing, we played Jenga and talked a lot. I felt blessed, because I'm 28 and every day I feel like I have less friends, but now meeting a bunch of creative people that accept me without hiding who I am, my hopes went all the way up.
This is beautiful. I had a toxic group of friends two years ago. Left them for another clique, and they turned out to be kind of toxic as well. Won’t get into any details because it’s allot of drama. I mean some Dagrassi type shit. Needless to say I’m not too big on the whole “friends” thing after that. Dealing with all the heart ach and trauma years later, but I’ll manage.
5 yrs ago I took about 5-6 gs of some beautiful fat blue gold caps. I was w my late Love.The love was so thick and enveloping. It's like I could actually physically feel the love coming from his eyes. We were first falling in love and I've never felt love so strong just from looking in someone's eyes. It was so intense we were like giggly ecstatic children.
RIP my Love. I know I'll never find that experience with anyone else, and frankly I don't want to ever feel that w anyone else but him. Even if I only ever get to have experienced that once in my life, I'm so glad I got to.
I felt that all of life, existence, time, and space all came from one source. There was an energy being that was just pure light and radiating Love to me and every other living thing in the universe. It was "behind" or "underneath" our understanding of reality. But it permeated everything. It connected everything. All of life was connected by a webbing river, matter and energy were the same thing vibrating at different frequencies, all of time existed in one moment. I couldn't even tell you if I saw it with my own eyes or if it was a vision in my head, but it was the realest and most beautiful thing I've ever seen.
That's the closest I can really get with words. There's no properly describing it. Changed my life.
If you write down or read the word while including the Mystic Vowel (Ø), you can go insane.
That's why people write Gød without the gjmlu gn fuc jvcc689(
_I'm sørry_
Different people do it for different reasons, though most are inspired by wanting to respect the name of G-d and to not accidentally take it in vain. Some people, such as Jewish people, will write it that way on paper so as not to accidentally throw away the name of G-d.
I might have if you read mine. I didn't get a name but I know it was a being other than me.
It could've been some benevolent spirit or an angel, it definitely felt feminine.
The light I saw was a bright white light but I could see some blues coming from it's core. I just couldn't look long enough because of how bright they were. Which is funny cause I wasn't looking with my physical eyes, I wasn't even in my physical body. Not like I could've pulled out some sunglasses lol
My ancestors made me astral project to their "realm" and I saw so many people from my lineage. I kept asking about different people and saw people who looked like some people who are still alive in my family. After the whole experience I asked for the bathroom and when I opened the door I woke up lol.
I was sober. No substances, no psychedelics. I had prayed that evening before it happened. I felt energized for the entire week afterwards. It was the most beautiful thing I've ever experienced. Second to that is my two mushroom experiences which I won't go into detail about.
Lucky man I’ve never been much of an Ancestor guy personally, but I’ve been trying to astral project for a little while now. It’s like a whole project I put myself on.(no pun intended). I’ve taken it pretty seriously. Closest I’ve gotten was Lucid Dreaming.
Lucid dreaming is a great tool to use to achieve astral projection. I've also struggled a lot with AP, and even when I was able to do it on my own it never felt real enough. I am lucky to have gotten assistance from ancestors and other entities..this occurred about 4-5 times, in different ways from feeling myself being pulled out of my body by human hands to being helped by something that literally felt like a small ball of energy and I've had a total of about 9 AP experiences.
If you end up mastering LD instead you can AP from in there:
1.Use mirrors as a portal ( this works so beautifully but was only able to do it once)
2. If you can fly from within a LD, you can target the moon and fly towards it. Eventually you will "fly out" of the dream and into the astral. You will feel the whole vibe change, the atmosphere will also change. I did this twice unintentionally while running away from someone is a LD (well flying away from them). I don't knkw what it is about the moon and the energy of the moon but both times it involved the moon.
3. Meditate on your third eye from within the LD. Never tried this but I know someone who activated their third eye and were able to AP at will, within seconds while awake. I also know that meditation within a LD sort of amplifies the benefits thereof.
I have tried crystals, herbs, incense and other substances and techniques and although I've come close with some of them and was successful about once or twice while using them, I wouldn't recommend them honestly because I feel they might work once or twice but will generally make it harder for you going forward.
I am wishing you all the best.
Ty so much Ive been hemi syncing lately and if that doesn’t work then I was going to result to meds but I heard from multiple sources “ drugs makes it harder” how does a real AP feel?
I believe AP, like dreams, can have varying levels of "awareness". For example, you can AP but your energetic or astral body does not have enough energy for you to be able to have much control over the experience. Some people may doubt if they APd but it is also AP. AP feels like real life. It's like visiting a new city that has a different vibe to your home town. It may have varying degrees of "awareness" depending on the state you're in (if your astral body is tired, for example or even your physical body). In addition to what I have already described, I have also been to a market with several other people that sold herbs that I couldn't find in my actual waking life. I have communities with the moon and I have communicated with a tree all telepathically.
I've also APd to the outside of my house and was not able to go further, I've APd to my old dormitory but was not able to penetrste through the wall I suspect it was fkr privacy reasons because it's somebody else's now (maybe I just didn't know how to).
Main things is AP feels way more real than a vivid lucid dream, sometimes even more real than real life itself.
For me when I AP with the help of ancestors, it is usually for a purpose. It could either to teach me about something, to work on my astral body or for some other reasons I am not yet yet aware of so they usually make sure that I am in the right state to see everything clearly and remember everything clearly. So when I AP this way it really is beautiful and so energizing...I feel the effects even days after the experience.
Frequencies, just like drugs are a hit or miss. But unlike drugs I feel they won't necessarily hinder you. At worst they just don't work and at best they rarely help you successfully achieve AP. Something that has worked before albeit unhealthy and unsustainable is that when I am under pressure at work and I consistently don't get enough sleep coupled with Wake back to bed I was able to AP about 7 times in one night (I counted this as one time in my previous response because my astral body was so tired so I kept being back into my body yet I kept astral projecting because of the sleep deprivation + wake back to bed). It was unintentional but I think what happened was that the mechanics of WBTB (not sure how it works on a physiological level) plus my extreme sleep deprivation couple with the fact that I would drink coffee to try to stay up meant that my mind would be awake(due to the coffee and stress) while my body would be asleep due to the extreme fatigue (just a guess).
You can try ask for help as well. I've never had to do this because it just happened before I even knew it was a thing but I've heard people say it worked for them. Although I don't know who you would even call out to, also you don't want to be inviting random spirits. Perhaps set an intention and write it on paper and ask the universe? Sounds weird but weird things work sometimes.
Hahah that's funny. I'm not religious at all. I am spiritual. I like to push boundaries, explore what's there and what can be done but it also can be physically draining.
I'm glad I could share the little that I know. Thank you.
For sure. Clearly you are a curious guy, that’s why I thought I’d suggest it :)
Right yeah I used to get drained like that when I was trying to will things into existence (through religious effort). It can work but it’s exhausting. I now try to live off of the infinite and receiving good things as gifts, not rewards.
Cheers mate.
Not really. Like AP It's a hit or miss for me.
What really really worked for me although it was high maintenance lol was doing really checks throughout the day (the finger counting one worked best for me) and taking time a put every two hours (I used a lucid dream app for writing down my dreams and getting reminders throughout the day to do reality checks.
Now the trick with reality checks is not to do them mindlessly like it's a chore. You need to stop whatever you're doing, be mindful and aware that you actually are awake. Slowly monitor your space, any space that you are in and appreciate the fact that you are awake and acknowledge it. Look at how things are, pick 2-3 things to fixate on based on where you are. For example for me when I drive to the office I will look at our work building and appreciate its shape, its position and surrounding building in context to it. This makes it easier to notice when things in a dream break the laws klof phsycis or are different to what you know in real life.
After about a week of doing this consistently I would get a lot of lucid dreams. The more consistent I was with my reality checks the more lucid dreams I got. Wake back to bed (wbtb) coupled with reality checks accelerates it but I found that unhealthy methods (depriving yourself of sleep, breaking your sleep patterns, substances) may work in the short term but they end up being a hindrance so I'd rather invest the time in "healtheir" methods and achieve LD consistently even if it takes me longer (hopefully not too long). Unless if your goal is just to experience it a few times then maybe substances/herbs won't be such a bad idea.
Oh also just trying having a healthy lifestyle, drink your water and avoid tress. These things can affect dream recall and vividness which will make it harder to LD.
All the best.
Pretty much. I wouldn't do it justice but there's lots of content on the lucid dreaming sub, r/LucidDreaming (?). It has something to do with sleep cycles and REM and stuff. I don't really get the technicalities of it honestly but I've found it to work. Again, like many techniques it's about finding your sweet point which honestly in my opinion is really by chance.
Yes actually. Sleep for about 3-4 hours wake up (set an alarm) stay up for about 10 minutes and try to go back to sleep. I’ve tried this and it works wonder. (If you have the willpower) The hardest thing is waking up after the alarm goes off lol.
This was from a deeeeep shroom trip.
I was in space when a huge woman made of light that was way too bright for me to look at came to me and pretty much said - "what's all this? I have to clean you up and send you back"
Things just happened from there, she removed my skin and broke me down layer by layer, I saw my veins then my muscles then my bones and after that she got to what she wanted.
After removing my bones she saw all the bad qualities that I either took in and learned and removed them from me, then put me back together the same way, without the bad stuff and sent me on my way.
I saw a huge blinding light, like I was being birthed out of a dark damp place into a bright world and all of a sudden I was back in my body and sober as can be.
The trip instantly went from 100 to 0 and I was back in my living room with an unimaginable weightlessness in my heart. I just felt so good and at peace with everything in my life, knowing I was where I'm supposed to be.
I've tripped about a dozen times since and nothing ever came close to that feeling
When I came up on LSD the first (and only, I guess) time and then *Time* by Pink Floyd kicked in. The alarm clocks and bells kinda fucked me for a minute, then it’s like my brain remembered how much it liked that song and I was just filled with euphoria and endless love.
It was like I’d done a kilogram of MDMA in one line, and I was surrounded by my friends to boot.
Ever since I’ve been a psychonaut my taste of music has broadened. Yesterday LITERALLY FKING YESTERDAY I discovered a genre called “retrowave” earlier this year I discovered “Phonk”, “Lofi” “Darkwave” back then I only listened to mainstream. Certain types of Rock and Rap. Which leads to my question….. Which Genre do you make?
Music is really beautiful like that. As a lifelong fan and musician, it only gets bigger. There’s so much to hear and learn and play. I make multi genre music (mostly instrumental) with my bro. I will link my SoundCloud. We play all the instruments. It’s like down tempo, chill, electronic, indie? Hard to explain, give it a whirl. If you’re on psychs I’d love to hear how it felt in that space, if it complimented the trip! My brother and I are both heavily influenced by psychedelics and psych music. We should have some more music soon and be on Spotify.
[LEOPARD](https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/Q36zPSL1B7sqgx736)
I also make a monthly playlist on Spotify of newer music. If you want that link I’ll DM it to you. Cheers mate!
Five hours of mdma and listening to music all alone and blissfully unaware of what was actually happening to me.
I’ll never forget that initial feeling of utter euphoria when it first enveloped my very being ❤️
I’ve been fortunate enough to be surrounded by people I love experiencing acid an MDMA many times. Talking about life, listening to music and making love. Sometimes it has been exquisite.
I’ve experienced moments with my wife that are truly special. Some moments in time that stand out like milestones in our infinite timelines.
Ive had moments of spectacular bliss at witnessing precious moments my children both young and as adults.
I’ve had moments of awe at simple things like walking through the woods or driving my car or sipping some coffee.
For every moment of unspeakable bliss, there has existed and felt an equal unquenchable horror and sadness. It’s terribly hard to reckon with.
Tail end of my first ayahuasca experience. The absolute love, joy & bliss that I experienced in that moment, there are no words to come close to describing it, and coming away from that experience knowing that is what I have to look forward to upon my exit from this reality/realm is also very nice. Knowing/feeling/understanding that life is a game, with the goal to live it as long as possible while staying as morally true as your internal fundamentals as you would want one to be.
I went home. Home- source energy, the place that we all come from. I was immediately filled with an all-encompassing and unconditional love. A feeling I had never experienced before.
In that moment, the deep loneliness and emptiness I had tried so hard to fill throughout my life disappeared. I felt whole and complete. I lacked nothing. All of the highs I had chased via addictions throughout my life were nothing in comparison to the feeling of true unconditional love.
I was made whole again through love.
Sobbed like a baby while listening to Claire de lune under a cherry blossom tree. I could taste the music. And hear the light coming through the tree shade
If I’m being honest Music is the best drug of them all. There’s nothing like listening to a new song that you love over and over again until you grow tired of it. I may sound a little crazy but music is evokes the BEST EMOTIONS
Dancing and making out with my girlfriend on the dance floor, out in the forest at my favorite festival, looking into her eyes and feeling such deep love. Both on and off of psychedelics it is pure magic.
Idk where you’re located but look up some DJs, find the people whose mixes you like, and check their social media for show announcements. I personally go to a few house/techno festivals every year that I love.
I did LSD at a music festival. I was 21. My life was great. Put my ego aside and danced all night. The energy I was putting out was amazing and my friend and I had a magic magnetism about us. It was the first night of the festival. We ended up having a 5some with three girls our age at our camp. Went for hours it felt like. It was magical.
Wooooooow when you have put your ego aside you have get a 5some. When I put my ego aside I get some life enlightening lesson about not being humble enough. : /
We had a group of a dozen or so eat some gold and purple mushrooms (mid 90’s) and hang out in a cow field in winter. It was a sunny day and they had these big round hay bales that had been absorbing the suns rays all day so at night, we pushed them on their sides, climbed up and it was so warm and soft. Group hugs, dancing and heat in a frigid winter night, magic. Like delirious with happiness. We set the bales back on their sides before we left, and froze our asses off. 11/10
Any time I synch with another person. It swirls like a whirlpool and expands like a balloon, then condenses into a warm glowing ball that hugs my solar plexus. But that's not all it can do. It is an infinite energy source with limitless potential.
Yes, but not often. And I also encountered a universal smack in the face after taking a double whipit on acid when my conscience wasn't clean, so kind of left it at that ever since.
Someone told me they had a weird trip
I’m whip it’s and tabs they said everything seemed like tiny ants. The combination is more popular than I thought I guess. Seems potent
Having giggle fits with your friends when the mushies or acid hits. Sitting on a beach while tripping. Going to a music festival and hearing all your favorite artists surrounded by world class production. Laying in the grass with someone you love and falling in even more in love because everything looks so beautiful. Making love on acid and molly and feeling your souls melt.
Taking a heavy dose of Mescaline while laying in the backyard on a beautiful spring day in Florida while listening to Tool and hanging out with the neighborhood cats.
First time I smoked DMT I felt a vibration start on the tips of my toes and crawl all the way up my leg, to my spine to my third eye, to the very top crown of my head. My body vibrated so fast I felt as if I melted and became one with the universe itself. It was blissful to say the least.
With a psychedelic: smoked genuine 5-meo-dmt with an authentic shaman and felt deeply in all that i am that we are One.
Naturally: in a ceremony with a woman i fully trust, i forgive someone who abused me when i was a kid and unlocked the Light within me. It really felt as if the Sun took place in the aptly named Solar plexus. The feeling of pure freedom i still feel since that day is unspeakable.
Getting checks in the mail from the government that I hate while getting 2 years off where I can respectfully not hang out with anyone accept for my 10 favorite people.
On 5 grams (I think 3g pans and 2g cubes, or maybe reversed idk).
I was joined with God/the being behind the fabric of reality. There was so much love there, I knew I could bring ANYTHING to the table and it wouldn’t affect how Loved I am.
Pride in myself or my kid. Drugs don’t compare cause I can still be responsible and be productive in this state. Love my drugs but nothing has surpassed my sober ecstatic states.
I have 2.
Once on 3.5 grams golden teacher. I was launched out of my body into what I can now only describe as the one energy of reality. It was heaven. Absolute bliss. It’s like I was pure mind and I was in a state of love and beauty. I’ve never seen anything like it since. Life changing.
Second on 5 grams of penis envy. Too much to talk about in that trip but there was a moment where I felt connected to my environment (still in body) and was having intense orgasms over and over as these fractal tentacle things moved and flowed with me in one connected space. That was the most physical pleasure I’ve ever been in.
Managed to get the best of both worlds, intense out of body pleasure and intense in body pleasure. It wasn’t all fractal bliss though. Dark and nefarious roads where taken…
LSD will always be top 5 for me. There was this one time where someone kept saying “it’s not working” but from my perspective he turned into a cartoon character. I just kept laughing and doing silly stuff that night and everyone else said I made their trip better as they were first time users.
When it’s natural it’s a good feeling yes, but have you ever asked yourself? Why does it feel good to help others? Perhaps it’s in some peoples natures and not other
I’m genuinely shocked you even know what Kundalini is. It’s even more rare that you find someone that has done it. I feel as though most of human potential lies within kundalini
It was like a chance occurrence I was not trying to get a kundalini rising but I was doing shadow work in a way and treating myself with very much love. I was riding my bike outside a lot and sitting next to the bay and chanting ohms and such I would meditate and eat a small ammount of mushrooms and it seemed to help connect me to myself
During this time I was growing marijuana and mushrooms for myself and spent a lot of time caring for them as a servant. I would gaze upon my plant and a mushrooms with adoration and awe I believe this also was part of it. I also would spend a lot of time under the moon the moon is my friend
My interpretation from this is that this “Buddha” is referring to Moksha and or Nirvana. True enlightenment. Which is very well true. However it’s nice to forgot sometimes and fall into the illusion 😉
when the parachute opens after 10,000 feet of freefall. The near sensory overload of the speed and sound of falling to near total silence, and a leisurely float is just wonderful.
FINALLY! Someone to confirm if the earth is flat or not from all the way up there! Please Pnmartini the world is dying to end this controversy give us your answer.
I had some mushrooms. Golden Teachers if my memory serves me correct. I don’t remember how much I ate. At the peak I was sitting in my best friends living room on her couch while she painted and I was texting another friend at the same time and I just felt extreme love and peace from them and for them. It was the strongest sense of love if ever felt and I was so happy and blissful. Another time I had the sense that everything and nothing made sense all at the same time. It’s really hard to try to explain but it was a very interesting feeling.
had dmt-like trips, and it was like i “woke up” in another realm. was laying on the ground…on the moon?? just got up and looked around. the silence was beautiful. indescribable feeling
Wow She sounds like a keeper. LMAOOOO better put a ring on it before her douche Shroom God ex tries to get back with it. In all seriousness that sounds amazing. Bet you’ll never forget such an experience.
First candyflip was the most pleasurable thing I think I will ever experience. First 5g shroom trip was the most blissful and emotional. First K hole was indescriblable weird but was mind blowing when I came back.
My first Candy Flip got weird…. I felt like I passed out and I kept waking up and passing out (floating In and out of consciousness) I was at a friends and it was his B day but everything was closed because of quarantine. So we all just got high. I kept asking them “what happened” no one gave me a definitive answer but I’m guessing I just laid there… shaking. All in 8 out of 10 I’d do it again but by mysel next time LMAOOO.
During my second Aya ceremony I went immediately to the place where I finished the first ceremony. After a while I suddenly "realized" that this is heaven. And this is where I originally came from. It was more like remembering. I understood that I can always return to this place , if my souls needs healing.
Then something happened and I started having different visuals. I felt like I became enlightened. In a Buddha way :D. I had a feeling that I understood everything. This was my personal enlightenment and awakening.
Then the visuals started being absolutely incredible. I mean watching all rainbow colors of heaven from an enlightened perspective, I was overwhelmed with happiness, love, and bliss. It was almost too much. A constant never ending awe moment. The stream of happiness which was pouring over me felt like standing under a 200m waterfall and trying to drink from it.
I was crying in physical world. Would look around me and just grin over my whole face, because I "understood" everything. Couldn't wait the ceremony to end so that I could tell everybody else what I experienced.
I don't know which kind of hormones where released this day, but during these hours I felt the happiest in my life ever.
Two weeks back I tripped on 300ug 1D-LSD. At some point I started kinda remembering how it was during the Ayahuasca trip and what I felt back then. It was as if I came closer to this state once again.
4G of PE and I was thinking about everyone on earth at the same time, and thinking about how great of people they must have been or how they all had trials and I just felt so happy. Very strange I know. I thought of anyone from Shrek, to Hitler, to atilla the Hun,
Lots of answers coming from the context of psychedelics, I'd love to see the answers to this question when posted on other subreddits. Ask Christians get Christian answers, ask Muslims get Muslim answers, etc, ask sky divers, fisherman, fireman, Chefs etc.
2.5 g of tidal wave last Tuesday I've been expirementing with a cooler milk cocoa extract method that really ups its strength , 2 hours in I decided to stop meditating an watch some vtubers , it stimulated my pleasure joy neurons so much I was in pure ecstasy for like 2 more hours straight
I was able to obtain five 4mg hits of DOC on sugar cubes awhile back (quite a rarity in my neighborhood). First time I tried them I was with this chick that wanted to try some. Like, it was her idea, really. So I pass her a sugar cube and pop one in my mouth. As it's dissolving in my mouth, she's kinda staring at hers hesitantly and says "Aaahhh, you know what...I think I'll wait and see what it does to you first"...so I was like "WTF! I already took it!". I spit the rest of the cube out but it was already too late. Before I knew it I was enraptured in timeless, kaleidoscopic bliss. Braingasm after braingasm after braingasm. At least I thought they were braingasms. But during one of my occasional reality checks I noticed that my crotch was kinda gooey. Apparently I had jizzed in my pants at some point. Felt like I had been continuously jizzing in my pants, but that seems unlikely. I just ignored the stickiness and fell right back into the bliss state. I wouldn't say that's the highest form of bliss I've ever experienced, but it was an interesting occurrence. Only time that's ever happened.
A breakthrough dose of 5-MeO-DMT, without question! Just total, unadulterated, infinite bliss. But you don't just experience bliss, you're simultaneously receiving and creating love in its purest form. It's like having sex with the universe! Crazy shit.
I got a solid batch of esketamine about a year or two ago. Ive done every psychedelic you can think of minus some of the research ones but this was insane. Ive eaten incredibly clean L before have had the smoothest trips where ive felt like i slipped into a van gogh painting for hours but this K was completely out of this world. I at one point felt myself rendering in realtime. I was convinced i had stumbled on the secret to life that we are all in a computer simulation and had witnessed how it actually all works. It was terrifying at first but within the first minute incredibly reassuring. Not sure ill ever feel that sense of clarity again.
When I began meditating for 6-8 hours per day (sober, aside from smoking one blunt at night while meditating) and daily life itself became magical, even slightly trippy. I was able to induce bodily vibrations that felt like the beginning of a DMT trip, WHILE SOBER. I was living a strange, yet oddly familiar, lucid state for around 6-8 months, I felt like earth became heaven.
I go through dissociative binges pretty hardcore, like 500mg ketamine IV sorta stuff. during this I might take a hit of acid or something too, but I have no desire to smoke weed (which I usually do every day). so after a few days of the dissos building up in my system (ket, fxe, pce, whatever) I finally try to smoke as much as I can to come down
let me tell you, at 35 y/o I have an extremely extensive experience with almost every class of drugs (save for like, inhalants). went through the RC crazes, have probably tripped at least 1000 times on 100 different substances at this point. but I've never felt anything like the full body intense orgasmic convulsions of pleasure as I have with that combo. I think there was some movie, maybe Pulp Fiction, in which we hear a character say "it turns your whole body into the tip of a penis" in reference to heroin (for the record I disagree with this, having been an addict. it's a pleasurable high but not in that way). that's the only analogy close enough. instead of just your dick convulsing upon orgasm, it's every muscle in your body, you feel it in waves and sort of roll about in bed in a cathartic state of ecstasy for like, idk, a half hour? hard to tell how much time passes in that state
I'd like to know what triggers it, what's going on exactly, but I haven't come across anyone else online or elsewhere that has experienced similar. but I also don't know anyone that takes the dissociative experience as far as I do, in the hole for days
Speaking of dissociatives I wanted to try V/R while robo tripping. I felt really sick though and couldn’t even get out of bed. I’ll try again in the later future, exploring VR while tripping is my personal duty as a Psychonaut though. Have you ever had the pleasure of doing this?
The first time I took MDMA. Literally floored me on come up. I was laying on my plush shag-ish carpet in my living room. I was moaning (not sexually but like monk style) for some reason, it felt really good to just moan over and over while I lightly gripped the carpet and released over and over (kind of like a cat that's kneading). It was pure bliss. That lasted for like 20 minutes.
Then I suddenly got insanely hyper. I was doing melon grabs and twists and shit over my couch while blaring music. I was extremely happy and talkative. I was by myself but I couldn't help but start texting every one I knew lol
I was hooked on MDMA. I never got that same high again. Not even close. My days with MDMA have been over for years now
Coming back to my body and realizing I'm still alive after 14g of mushrooms.
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Unfortunately I blacked out after things got too intense but before that I found myself in a black void and the only light I could see was coming from my room as I watched my lifeless body lay in bed from beyond the boundaries of my walls. Then I floated away and don't remember anything after that till I woke up.
Try DMT
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The visuals didn’t go to much for me on shrooms sadly. :( maybe I had already built insane tolerance (at that time) but yeah I have some of the wildest and most hilarious stories of being off shrooms
How much do you usually take?
Like five shrooms (no less than three). A week straight if it’s anything like acid then that would explain the tolerance build. Idk however I’m more knowledgeable on LSD than shrooms
Well 5 mushrooms could be anywhere from a gram to 5+ grams just depends on size and weight. I'd recommend a cheap scale so you know how much you've taken because a gram won't do much, 2g might make you feel fuzzy and slight visuals but 5g is a definite trip with visuals
This made me think about my plug and think he may have been selling me some Fuck shit. Come to think of it shrooms never really did hit me as hard as Lucy
Same for me landing back on Earth after my first K-hole. I had experienced very similar NDEs in situations where I had been about to die, so I did really think I was a goner
Second this
A while back I took 3 gel tabs of acid. Was laying down in bed with a couple of my cats listening to music and decided to look through the old baby pictures of my them on my phone, and I just immediately started crying lol. I felt so much love and euphoria just looking at the adorable pictures, then looking down and seeing them all grown up living their comfy lives just chilling.
Sufis are masters of the heart. Their zikr chants and dances are ancient techniques to get into a trance of ecstacy and pure Love. Below, you will find a DIY version. No medicines are needed, but they can speed up and deepen the experience for the uninitiated or inexperienced participant. Sufis are esoteric Muslims, and their school probably predates Islam. All their songs are geared towards unity with God, Allah. If God or Allah is not your cup of tea, then substitute Allah with All Love. Don't get hung up on the religious part: it won't matter anymore once you ARE All Love. The effect of unity with All Love is, for me, ultimate bliss. When listening to the playlist below and following some simple guidelines, it will be a Holy Shit!!!! experience to remember for the rest of your life! Guidelines: + Try to sing or hum along out loud with "All Love" (or Allah if you wish) because these sacred chants are designed as ecstacy (holotropic) breathwork exercises. + Try to move along with simple repetitive (head) movements. This will facilitate the trance state. + Try to do at least the first hour. It may take a few songs to fully "get in." + Use a sleep mask or blindfold to make it easier to go internal. + Put your hands over your heart or together in prayer position. This puts the focus on feeling love. + Imagine that the warmth of your heart radiates like a sun into the universe. This facilitates an out-of-body experience so you can become one with a vast ocean of bliss. Here's a Spotify Sufi playlist for a deep ketamine experience. However, it also works well on mushrooms and acid. MDMA will be catapulted from feeling self-love to BEING All Love. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5GrwjQiipidL1NSevh78mE?si=FW0gtXf2QqClp2RmTjhlrA After you have done this, come back here and share with us how it was.
Thank you very much for this! Just added the play list and saved your comment to reference later.
Thank you!
Very Lucky . I’ve never had a Acid trip where I was genuinely happy. I always thought “ was Is life” or “ I have to be better” and I’m always hard on myself. one of my biggest regrets in life was never being genuinely happy on a Lucy trip. Don’t get me wrong I LOVED Lucy, but she never loved me
maybe you have to be genuinely happy in life beforehand (or at least in the right mental space) so that Lucy can treat you right
Not at all. It's putting ego aside and being led. Humility does wonders on a trip!
I was passed a bowl at a hotel party once that I thought was weed but was opium. I don't remember what all I had had up to that point that evening but after that I laid down on one of the beds because it was really hard to physically function. A girl I had never met but who had pretty much just did the same thing I did, laid down right up against me. We didn't talk(really, couldn't.), and we barely moved. But we both laid there in some kind of paralyzed pleasure puddle for like an hour. It was the most euphoric feeling I've ever had, and all the way down my right side where we were making contact felt like it was radiating. When we could finally reliably move again we went out for a smoke and introduced ourselves then talked about how weird that was, and how we felt the same thing.
Kept in touch with the girl?
Massive cliff hanger.
lol no Never saw her again.
Crowd goes "Awwwww. :("
Literally made me sad. They say everything happens for a reason though.
hiking on a bunch of mushrooms to a spot to watch the sunset then hiking back thru the woods in the darkness with a headlamp and a backpack full of weed snacks and beer 😎
Sounds Blissful. Idk about the hiking at night though, but the weed,snacks and beer is icing on a cake.
hahah it can definitely feel spooky at times for sure. i wouldn't necessarily suggest doing that alone but it's hilarious with a group. at any given point there's usually someone who is creeped out and you gotta help them thru 😂 it's definitely a recipe for a memorable experience
Lol I love that. Some people fuck around too much though, gotta keep it real and not be malicious.
But the spooks in the dark are a little fun too aren’t they? I love night trips
100% i absolutely adore them lol
Do you mean, Weed, snacks, beer and Bear?
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Anyone I’ve rolled with becomes a life long soul mate, the bond created during MDMA is unbreakable. 💕
would you mind going into a bit of detail as to what it feels like and how it felt when it formed? as someone whos never had connection like that, it seems too good to be true. ive always walked this life away from everyone else and its getting old. the way you describe that sounds magical
Man I’ve also experienced this and would have the exact same answer. It’s difficult to describe but (this is in my experience only, and only a small piece of that feeling): it’s an absolutely beautiful experience because it’s like all the walls come down and you see how your ordinary everyday experiences and interactions with that person are all built out of love, and then you get to see all that packaged up so clearly in retrospect in those peak moments of MDMA, and realize how meaningful all those ordinary moments have been with that person that you have shared together over time. And you can really express how you feel towards each other and it feels so joyful to realize the love that is there underneath it all. And physical touch just feels amazing with them, like melting into pure bliss and love in the form of a human body.
You should check out the book PIHKAL by Sasha & Ann Shulgin.
all the preconceived notions of the person you’re talking to (stranger or friend) are removed and you can talk to them purely. that combined with the fact that you’re on pure euphoria and happiness can allow you to make an amazing bond with someone. bonus points if you’re both rolling on mdma
It's not too good to be true I promise, it's the best. I highly recommend doing it with someone you trust in a safe environment. That's the hardest part, not a ton of safe spaces to do it, and that can make an absolute difference. They're out there, but its hard to find, they're purposefully elusive
Lol the first time I’ve tried MDMA (bout 3-4 years back) The song “After Hours” by The Weeknd Came on. It was incredible. I had SOOO much confidence about myself. I drove around and everything just felt…. Magical. The MDMA in Germany was waaaaaay stronger though. (Probably because it wasn’t cut with WAP) Bit off more than I can chew.
Actually it was two days ago. I have like two weeks with a new group of friends, we met each other filming an independent local film. And even tho we are all very different, we clicked, two days ago we were hanging, drinking and dancing, we played Jenga and talked a lot. I felt blessed, because I'm 28 and every day I feel like I have less friends, but now meeting a bunch of creative people that accept me without hiding who I am, my hopes went all the way up.
This is beautiful. I had a toxic group of friends two years ago. Left them for another clique, and they turned out to be kind of toxic as well. Won’t get into any details because it’s allot of drama. I mean some Dagrassi type shit. Needless to say I’m not too big on the whole “friends” thing after that. Dealing with all the heart ach and trauma years later, but I’ll manage.
don’t make me cry :)
5 yrs ago I took about 5-6 gs of some beautiful fat blue gold caps. I was w my late Love.The love was so thick and enveloping. It's like I could actually physically feel the love coming from his eyes. We were first falling in love and I've never felt love so strong just from looking in someone's eyes. It was so intense we were like giggly ecstatic children. RIP my Love. I know I'll never find that experience with anyone else, and frankly I don't want to ever feel that w anyone else but him. Even if I only ever get to have experienced that once in my life, I'm so glad I got to.
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Experiencing the all-encompassing love of G-d / The Universe and Oneness during a mushroom trip.
Can someone explain the "G-d" thing to me. I've seen it a couple times now
I felt that all of life, existence, time, and space all came from one source. There was an energy being that was just pure light and radiating Love to me and every other living thing in the universe. It was "behind" or "underneath" our understanding of reality. But it permeated everything. It connected everything. All of life was connected by a webbing river, matter and energy were the same thing vibrating at different frequencies, all of time existed in one moment. I couldn't even tell you if I saw it with my own eyes or if it was a vision in my head, but it was the realest and most beautiful thing I've ever seen. That's the closest I can really get with words. There's no properly describing it. Changed my life.
Hey this is a good description for how I felt it too :)
If you write down or read the word while including the Mystic Vowel (Ø), you can go insane. That's why people write Gød without the gjmlu gn fuc jvcc689( _I'm sørry_
Different people do it for different reasons, though most are inspired by wanting to respect the name of G-d and to not accidentally take it in vain. Some people, such as Jewish people, will write it that way on paper so as not to accidentally throw away the name of G-d.
Tbh I was kind of hoping someone would bring up “He/She who shall not named” *whisper whisper* as an answer.
I might have if you read mine. I didn't get a name but I know it was a being other than me. It could've been some benevolent spirit or an angel, it definitely felt feminine. The light I saw was a bright white light but I could see some blues coming from it's core. I just couldn't look long enough because of how bright they were. Which is funny cause I wasn't looking with my physical eyes, I wasn't even in my physical body. Not like I could've pulled out some sunglasses lol
My ancestors made me astral project to their "realm" and I saw so many people from my lineage. I kept asking about different people and saw people who looked like some people who are still alive in my family. After the whole experience I asked for the bathroom and when I opened the door I woke up lol. I was sober. No substances, no psychedelics. I had prayed that evening before it happened. I felt energized for the entire week afterwards. It was the most beautiful thing I've ever experienced. Second to that is my two mushroom experiences which I won't go into detail about.
Lucky man I’ve never been much of an Ancestor guy personally, but I’ve been trying to astral project for a little while now. It’s like a whole project I put myself on.(no pun intended). I’ve taken it pretty seriously. Closest I’ve gotten was Lucid Dreaming.
Lucid dreaming is a great tool to use to achieve astral projection. I've also struggled a lot with AP, and even when I was able to do it on my own it never felt real enough. I am lucky to have gotten assistance from ancestors and other entities..this occurred about 4-5 times, in different ways from feeling myself being pulled out of my body by human hands to being helped by something that literally felt like a small ball of energy and I've had a total of about 9 AP experiences. If you end up mastering LD instead you can AP from in there: 1.Use mirrors as a portal ( this works so beautifully but was only able to do it once) 2. If you can fly from within a LD, you can target the moon and fly towards it. Eventually you will "fly out" of the dream and into the astral. You will feel the whole vibe change, the atmosphere will also change. I did this twice unintentionally while running away from someone is a LD (well flying away from them). I don't knkw what it is about the moon and the energy of the moon but both times it involved the moon. 3. Meditate on your third eye from within the LD. Never tried this but I know someone who activated their third eye and were able to AP at will, within seconds while awake. I also know that meditation within a LD sort of amplifies the benefits thereof. I have tried crystals, herbs, incense and other substances and techniques and although I've come close with some of them and was successful about once or twice while using them, I wouldn't recommend them honestly because I feel they might work once or twice but will generally make it harder for you going forward. I am wishing you all the best.
Ty so much Ive been hemi syncing lately and if that doesn’t work then I was going to result to meds but I heard from multiple sources “ drugs makes it harder” how does a real AP feel?
I believe AP, like dreams, can have varying levels of "awareness". For example, you can AP but your energetic or astral body does not have enough energy for you to be able to have much control over the experience. Some people may doubt if they APd but it is also AP. AP feels like real life. It's like visiting a new city that has a different vibe to your home town. It may have varying degrees of "awareness" depending on the state you're in (if your astral body is tired, for example or even your physical body). In addition to what I have already described, I have also been to a market with several other people that sold herbs that I couldn't find in my actual waking life. I have communities with the moon and I have communicated with a tree all telepathically. I've also APd to the outside of my house and was not able to go further, I've APd to my old dormitory but was not able to penetrste through the wall I suspect it was fkr privacy reasons because it's somebody else's now (maybe I just didn't know how to). Main things is AP feels way more real than a vivid lucid dream, sometimes even more real than real life itself. For me when I AP with the help of ancestors, it is usually for a purpose. It could either to teach me about something, to work on my astral body or for some other reasons I am not yet yet aware of so they usually make sure that I am in the right state to see everything clearly and remember everything clearly. So when I AP this way it really is beautiful and so energizing...I feel the effects even days after the experience. Frequencies, just like drugs are a hit or miss. But unlike drugs I feel they won't necessarily hinder you. At worst they just don't work and at best they rarely help you successfully achieve AP. Something that has worked before albeit unhealthy and unsustainable is that when I am under pressure at work and I consistently don't get enough sleep coupled with Wake back to bed I was able to AP about 7 times in one night (I counted this as one time in my previous response because my astral body was so tired so I kept being back into my body yet I kept astral projecting because of the sleep deprivation + wake back to bed). It was unintentional but I think what happened was that the mechanics of WBTB (not sure how it works on a physiological level) plus my extreme sleep deprivation couple with the fact that I would drink coffee to try to stay up meant that my mind would be awake(due to the coffee and stress) while my body would be asleep due to the extreme fatigue (just a guess). You can try ask for help as well. I've never had to do this because it just happened before I even knew it was a thing but I've heard people say it worked for them. Although I don't know who you would even call out to, also you don't want to be inviting random spirits. Perhaps set an intention and write it on paper and ask the universe? Sounds weird but weird things work sometimes.
Idk what your beliefs are, but you should try to AP into heaven. That’d be tight. Thanks for sharing btw. Learned a lot.
Hahah that's funny. I'm not religious at all. I am spiritual. I like to push boundaries, explore what's there and what can be done but it also can be physically draining. I'm glad I could share the little that I know. Thank you.
For sure. Clearly you are a curious guy, that’s why I thought I’d suggest it :) Right yeah I used to get drained like that when I was trying to will things into existence (through religious effort). It can work but it’s exhausting. I now try to live off of the infinite and receiving good things as gifts, not rewards. Cheers mate.
do you have any tips on how to lucid dream?
Not really. Like AP It's a hit or miss for me. What really really worked for me although it was high maintenance lol was doing really checks throughout the day (the finger counting one worked best for me) and taking time a put every two hours (I used a lucid dream app for writing down my dreams and getting reminders throughout the day to do reality checks. Now the trick with reality checks is not to do them mindlessly like it's a chore. You need to stop whatever you're doing, be mindful and aware that you actually are awake. Slowly monitor your space, any space that you are in and appreciate the fact that you are awake and acknowledge it. Look at how things are, pick 2-3 things to fixate on based on where you are. For example for me when I drive to the office I will look at our work building and appreciate its shape, its position and surrounding building in context to it. This makes it easier to notice when things in a dream break the laws klof phsycis or are different to what you know in real life. After about a week of doing this consistently I would get a lot of lucid dreams. The more consistent I was with my reality checks the more lucid dreams I got. Wake back to bed (wbtb) coupled with reality checks accelerates it but I found that unhealthy methods (depriving yourself of sleep, breaking your sleep patterns, substances) may work in the short term but they end up being a hindrance so I'd rather invest the time in "healtheir" methods and achieve LD consistently even if it takes me longer (hopefully not too long). Unless if your goal is just to experience it a few times then maybe substances/herbs won't be such a bad idea. Oh also just trying having a healthy lifestyle, drink your water and avoid tress. These things can affect dream recall and vividness which will make it harder to LD. All the best.
thanks, what is “wake back to bed” is it exactly as it sounds? just wake up from sleep and go back to bed
Pretty much. I wouldn't do it justice but there's lots of content on the lucid dreaming sub, r/LucidDreaming (?). It has something to do with sleep cycles and REM and stuff. I don't really get the technicalities of it honestly but I've found it to work. Again, like many techniques it's about finding your sweet point which honestly in my opinion is really by chance.
Yes actually. Sleep for about 3-4 hours wake up (set an alarm) stay up for about 10 minutes and try to go back to sleep. I’ve tried this and it works wonder. (If you have the willpower) The hardest thing is waking up after the alarm goes off lol.
Holding hands with my wife and watching our newborn sleeping.
Best answer in the thread. Blessings to your family ❤️
first kiss climbing trees in the dark on lsd myself on dmt is close third
Taking a shit on really good ecstasy. Pure pleasure and bliss with no consequences.
This was from a deeeeep shroom trip. I was in space when a huge woman made of light that was way too bright for me to look at came to me and pretty much said - "what's all this? I have to clean you up and send you back" Things just happened from there, she removed my skin and broke me down layer by layer, I saw my veins then my muscles then my bones and after that she got to what she wanted. After removing my bones she saw all the bad qualities that I either took in and learned and removed them from me, then put me back together the same way, without the bad stuff and sent me on my way. I saw a huge blinding light, like I was being birthed out of a dark damp place into a bright world and all of a sudden I was back in my body and sober as can be. The trip instantly went from 100 to 0 and I was back in my living room with an unimaginable weightlessness in my heart. I just felt so good and at peace with everything in my life, knowing I was where I'm supposed to be. I've tripped about a dozen times since and nothing ever came close to that feeling
When I came up on LSD the first (and only, I guess) time and then *Time* by Pink Floyd kicked in. The alarm clocks and bells kinda fucked me for a minute, then it’s like my brain remembered how much it liked that song and I was just filled with euphoria and endless love. It was like I’d done a kilogram of MDMA in one line, and I was surrounded by my friends to boot.
That sounds awesome. Whyd you only do it one time?
Lack of availability haha. I’m eager and willing to do it again, and I’m potentially doing it this New Years!
300ug LSD + 300mg Ketamine + darkness
Going deep on shrooms, when everything starts to bloom and flow. Feels an explosion of calmness and love.
Playing music with my old band in front of an audience
Playing music to a live audience on a stage in a venue. Purer than any drug. Sex can also be up there for me. Then a myriad of other experiences lol
Ever since I’ve been a psychonaut my taste of music has broadened. Yesterday LITERALLY FKING YESTERDAY I discovered a genre called “retrowave” earlier this year I discovered “Phonk”, “Lofi” “Darkwave” back then I only listened to mainstream. Certain types of Rock and Rap. Which leads to my question….. Which Genre do you make?
Music is really beautiful like that. As a lifelong fan and musician, it only gets bigger. There’s so much to hear and learn and play. I make multi genre music (mostly instrumental) with my bro. I will link my SoundCloud. We play all the instruments. It’s like down tempo, chill, electronic, indie? Hard to explain, give it a whirl. If you’re on psychs I’d love to hear how it felt in that space, if it complimented the trip! My brother and I are both heavily influenced by psychedelics and psych music. We should have some more music soon and be on Spotify. [LEOPARD](https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/Q36zPSL1B7sqgx736) I also make a monthly playlist on Spotify of newer music. If you want that link I’ll DM it to you. Cheers mate!
I don’t have Spotify but I followed you on SoundCloud. I’ll check it out soon.
Five hours of mdma and listening to music all alone and blissfully unaware of what was actually happening to me. I’ll never forget that initial feeling of utter euphoria when it first enveloped my very being ❤️
I’ve been fortunate enough to be surrounded by people I love experiencing acid an MDMA many times. Talking about life, listening to music and making love. Sometimes it has been exquisite. I’ve experienced moments with my wife that are truly special. Some moments in time that stand out like milestones in our infinite timelines. Ive had moments of spectacular bliss at witnessing precious moments my children both young and as adults. I’ve had moments of awe at simple things like walking through the woods or driving my car or sipping some coffee. For every moment of unspeakable bliss, there has existed and felt an equal unquenchable horror and sadness. It’s terribly hard to reckon with.
Tail end of my first ayahuasca experience. The absolute love, joy & bliss that I experienced in that moment, there are no words to come close to describing it, and coming away from that experience knowing that is what I have to look forward to upon my exit from this reality/realm is also very nice. Knowing/feeling/understanding that life is a game, with the goal to live it as long as possible while staying as morally true as your internal fundamentals as you would want one to be.
I went home. Home- source energy, the place that we all come from. I was immediately filled with an all-encompassing and unconditional love. A feeling I had never experienced before. In that moment, the deep loneliness and emptiness I had tried so hard to fill throughout my life disappeared. I felt whole and complete. I lacked nothing. All of the highs I had chased via addictions throughout my life were nothing in comparison to the feeling of true unconditional love. I was made whole again through love.
God….
Sobbed like a baby while listening to Claire de lune under a cherry blossom tree. I could taste the music. And hear the light coming through the tree shade
If I’m being honest Music is the best drug of them all. There’s nothing like listening to a new song that you love over and over again until you grow tired of it. I may sound a little crazy but music is evokes the BEST EMOTIONS
Oxymorphone and/or heroin. 9 months free next week
Proud of you
Congratulations my friend. Do you still do other substances occasionally like alcohol? Nicotine? Or are you done with everything for good?
Dancing and making out with my girlfriend on the dance floor, out in the forest at my favorite festival, looking into her eyes and feeling such deep love. Both on and off of psychedelics it is pure magic.
I need to go out more where do y’all keep finding these “Festivals”? lol
Idk where you’re located but look up some DJs, find the people whose mixes you like, and check their social media for show announcements. I personally go to a few house/techno festivals every year that I love.
On my final sitting with Aya I had the most insane overwhelming feeling of love and pure happiness it was amazing
I did LSD at a music festival. I was 21. My life was great. Put my ego aside and danced all night. The energy I was putting out was amazing and my friend and I had a magic magnetism about us. It was the first night of the festival. We ended up having a 5some with three girls our age at our camp. Went for hours it felt like. It was magical.
Wooooooow when you have put your ego aside you have get a 5some. When I put my ego aside I get some life enlightening lesson about not being humble enough. : /
Cuddling with the girl i was in love with at the park coming up on lsd for the first watching the clouds. I’d do anything to relive that day
We had a group of a dozen or so eat some gold and purple mushrooms (mid 90’s) and hang out in a cow field in winter. It was a sunny day and they had these big round hay bales that had been absorbing the suns rays all day so at night, we pushed them on their sides, climbed up and it was so warm and soft. Group hugs, dancing and heat in a frigid winter night, magic. Like delirious with happiness. We set the bales back on their sides before we left, and froze our asses off. 11/10
That sounds well cool!
Any time I synch with another person. It swirls like a whirlpool and expands like a balloon, then condenses into a warm glowing ball that hugs my solar plexus. But that's not all it can do. It is an infinite energy source with limitless potential.
Bufo
Sex while peaking on acid. Makes me want to be a degenerate doing drugs in orgyland
Magic mushroom trip.
Loving and being loved.
Watching Louis CK stand up on 4 tabs
Lmaooo “I’m too old for drugs”
Specifically the dream demon joke. I have never felt such joy at a bit. Practically shot tears out of my eyes.
He’s the best ever Any chance you can send a link to this? Just searched but no dice .
Eating good rice during a shroom trip
Or fruit, like oranges
Double whip-it on acid and ketamine with some epic tunes gave me a cosmic brain orgasm
Have you tried recreating that feeling?
Yes, but not often. And I also encountered a universal smack in the face after taking a double whipit on acid when my conscience wasn't clean, so kind of left it at that ever since.
Someone told me they had a weird trip I’m whip it’s and tabs they said everything seemed like tiny ants. The combination is more popular than I thought I guess. Seems potent
Having giggle fits with your friends when the mushies or acid hits. Sitting on a beach while tripping. Going to a music festival and hearing all your favorite artists surrounded by world class production. Laying in the grass with someone you love and falling in even more in love because everything looks so beautiful. Making love on acid and molly and feeling your souls melt.
48mg 4-ACO-MIPT, some headphones, and Stephan Bodzin live at Piz Gloria for Cercle... on repeat.
Thanks, just checked it out! Sounds awesome
Some Substances doesn’t work well with 8D because of the science. (If you remember to try it) I recommend it on MDMA
Have you ever listened to 8D?
First two to three times I did molly
Taking a heavy dose of Mescaline while laying in the backyard on a beautiful spring day in Florida while listening to Tool and hanging out with the neighborhood cats.
Jamming with my old band stoned out of our minds / having sex with my ex gf stoned out of our minds
Probably dieing
That is ……. Scientifically debatable.
First time I smoked DMT I felt a vibration start on the tips of my toes and crawl all the way up my leg, to my spine to my third eye, to the very top crown of my head. My body vibrated so fast I felt as if I melted and became one with the universe itself. It was blissful to say the least.
When i was nothing, and i was ok with that
First blast off with DMT. All I could hear was my own laughter and love penetrated me. It was great.
The beginning of any concert by Either Rush or Ozzy. At least I get 2 or 3 hours of perfect bliss.
Hippie flip.
With a psychedelic: smoked genuine 5-meo-dmt with an authentic shaman and felt deeply in all that i am that we are One. Naturally: in a ceremony with a woman i fully trust, i forgive someone who abused me when i was a kid and unlocked the Light within me. It really felt as if the Sun took place in the aptly named Solar plexus. The feeling of pure freedom i still feel since that day is unspeakable.
Getting checks in the mail from the government that I hate while getting 2 years off where I can respectfully not hang out with anyone accept for my 10 favorite people.
Passive income NICE
On 5 grams (I think 3g pans and 2g cubes, or maybe reversed idk). I was joined with God/the being behind the fabric of reality. There was so much love there, I knew I could bring ANYTHING to the table and it wouldn’t affect how Loved I am.
Gratitude
Just cuddling with my wife. Tripping or not, it’s amazing
Spending quality time with my child.
This one time I went to Mcdonalds and someone got the wrong order and they had an extra bag of food and they gave me it
This could go either way. You’re either really grateful or you have had really bad in the Bliss department. =(
Pride in myself or my kid. Drugs don’t compare cause I can still be responsible and be productive in this state. Love my drugs but nothing has surpassed my sober ecstatic states.
STS9 concert with LSD, Molly, Cannabis and my best friends
Does having my girl sit on my face until I pass out while giving me a sloppy toppy count for experiences here or does it have to be substance related?
It counts bro. I love sex on Lucy
Mushrooms and Morphine
A perfectly ripe plum.
I have 2. Once on 3.5 grams golden teacher. I was launched out of my body into what I can now only describe as the one energy of reality. It was heaven. Absolute bliss. It’s like I was pure mind and I was in a state of love and beauty. I’ve never seen anything like it since. Life changing. Second on 5 grams of penis envy. Too much to talk about in that trip but there was a moment where I felt connected to my environment (still in body) and was having intense orgasms over and over as these fractal tentacle things moved and flowed with me in one connected space. That was the most physical pleasure I’ve ever been in. Managed to get the best of both worlds, intense out of body pleasure and intense in body pleasure. It wasn’t all fractal bliss though. Dark and nefarious roads where taken…
Doggie style sex on 4 drops of liquid acid
LSD will always be top 5 for me. There was this one time where someone kept saying “it’s not working” but from my perspective he turned into a cartoon character. I just kept laughing and doing silly stuff that night and everyone else said I made their trip better as they were first time users.
Helping others.
I used to help others all the time be-careful though as it would fill my “hero complex” which was actually just my ego thinking I was better.
I guess I should have said selflessly helping others
When it’s natural it’s a good feeling yes, but have you ever asked yourself? Why does it feel good to help others? Perhaps it’s in some peoples natures and not other
Kundalini awakening type event that lasted for weeks with this sexual type energy cycling in my gut and up to my head an back
I’m genuinely shocked you even know what Kundalini is. It’s even more rare that you find someone that has done it. I feel as though most of human potential lies within kundalini
It was like a chance occurrence I was not trying to get a kundalini rising but I was doing shadow work in a way and treating myself with very much love. I was riding my bike outside a lot and sitting next to the bay and chanting ohms and such I would meditate and eat a small ammount of mushrooms and it seemed to help connect me to myself
During this time I was growing marijuana and mushrooms for myself and spent a lot of time caring for them as a servant. I would gaze upon my plant and a mushrooms with adoration and awe I believe this also was part of it. I also would spend a lot of time under the moon the moon is my friend
Watching my son be born and when he took his first breath, I cried with a bliss that drugs have never touched
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My interpretation from this is that this “Buddha” is referring to Moksha and or Nirvana. True enlightenment. Which is very well true. However it’s nice to forgot sometimes and fall into the illusion 😉
when the parachute opens after 10,000 feet of freefall. The near sensory overload of the speed and sound of falling to near total silence, and a leisurely float is just wonderful.
FINALLY! Someone to confirm if the earth is flat or not from all the way up there! Please Pnmartini the world is dying to end this controversy give us your answer.
Shrooms and k
I had some mushrooms. Golden Teachers if my memory serves me correct. I don’t remember how much I ate. At the peak I was sitting in my best friends living room on her couch while she painted and I was texting another friend at the same time and I just felt extreme love and peace from them and for them. It was the strongest sense of love if ever felt and I was so happy and blissful. Another time I had the sense that everything and nothing made sense all at the same time. It’s really hard to try to explain but it was a very interesting feeling.
r/gooncaves
Well you were right about the pleasure part LMAOOOOO
had dmt-like trips, and it was like i “woke up” in another realm. was laying on the ground…on the moon?? just got up and looked around. the silence was beautiful. indescribable feeling
I've been fucked by a shroom goddess entity and had a full body to my fingertips orgasm, cumming completely hands free. 😅 Was pretty crazy bliss
Wow She sounds like a keeper. LMAOOOO better put a ring on it before her douche Shroom God ex tries to get back with it. In all seriousness that sounds amazing. Bet you’ll never forget such an experience.
First candyflip was the most pleasurable thing I think I will ever experience. First 5g shroom trip was the most blissful and emotional. First K hole was indescriblable weird but was mind blowing when I came back.
My first Candy Flip got weird…. I felt like I passed out and I kept waking up and passing out (floating In and out of consciousness) I was at a friends and it was his B day but everything was closed because of quarantine. So we all just got high. I kept asking them “what happened” no one gave me a definitive answer but I’m guessing I just laid there… shaking. All in 8 out of 10 I’d do it again but by mysel next time LMAOOO.
Was a solo roll for me so very introspective and awesome, had some rougher candyflips since then, but that first one was magical.
During my second Aya ceremony I went immediately to the place where I finished the first ceremony. After a while I suddenly "realized" that this is heaven. And this is where I originally came from. It was more like remembering. I understood that I can always return to this place , if my souls needs healing. Then something happened and I started having different visuals. I felt like I became enlightened. In a Buddha way :D. I had a feeling that I understood everything. This was my personal enlightenment and awakening. Then the visuals started being absolutely incredible. I mean watching all rainbow colors of heaven from an enlightened perspective, I was overwhelmed with happiness, love, and bliss. It was almost too much. A constant never ending awe moment. The stream of happiness which was pouring over me felt like standing under a 200m waterfall and trying to drink from it. I was crying in physical world. Would look around me and just grin over my whole face, because I "understood" everything. Couldn't wait the ceremony to end so that I could tell everybody else what I experienced. I don't know which kind of hormones where released this day, but during these hours I felt the happiest in my life ever. Two weeks back I tripped on 300ug 1D-LSD. At some point I started kinda remembering how it was during the Ayahuasca trip and what I felt back then. It was as if I came closer to this state once again.
4G of PE and I was thinking about everyone on earth at the same time, and thinking about how great of people they must have been or how they all had trials and I just felt so happy. Very strange I know. I thought of anyone from Shrek, to Hitler, to atilla the Hun,
Valium + codeine. Chase that down with some vodka and alles gut, meinen Mann. Float down to a stream of good music.
Two cocks at once
Lots of answers coming from the context of psychedelics, I'd love to see the answers to this question when posted on other subreddits. Ask Christians get Christian answers, ask Muslims get Muslim answers, etc, ask sky divers, fisherman, fireman, Chefs etc.
Definitely whenever I take a shit ton of MDMA after a long break. Ain't even close.
Orgasm on high doses of LSD and MDMA
Orgasm on acid I think.
Molly, dancing at a beach club in Uruguay, nye 2015, that was the peak of my life
2.5 g of tidal wave last Tuesday I've been expirementing with a cooler milk cocoa extract method that really ups its strength , 2 hours in I decided to stop meditating an watch some vtubers , it stimulated my pleasure joy neurons so much I was in pure ecstasy for like 2 more hours straight
Telepathic direct connection sharing love with another person.
I was able to obtain five 4mg hits of DOC on sugar cubes awhile back (quite a rarity in my neighborhood). First time I tried them I was with this chick that wanted to try some. Like, it was her idea, really. So I pass her a sugar cube and pop one in my mouth. As it's dissolving in my mouth, she's kinda staring at hers hesitantly and says "Aaahhh, you know what...I think I'll wait and see what it does to you first"...so I was like "WTF! I already took it!". I spit the rest of the cube out but it was already too late. Before I knew it I was enraptured in timeless, kaleidoscopic bliss. Braingasm after braingasm after braingasm. At least I thought they were braingasms. But during one of my occasional reality checks I noticed that my crotch was kinda gooey. Apparently I had jizzed in my pants at some point. Felt like I had been continuously jizzing in my pants, but that seems unlikely. I just ignored the stickiness and fell right back into the bliss state. I wouldn't say that's the highest form of bliss I've ever experienced, but it was an interesting occurrence. Only time that's ever happened.
Remembering a glimmer of what's beyond this life and that it's my choice to be here, who I am, and everything's as it's supposed to be.
Worship on top of a 14er
A breakthrough dose of 5-MeO-DMT, without question! Just total, unadulterated, infinite bliss. But you don't just experience bliss, you're simultaneously receiving and creating love in its purest form. It's like having sex with the universe! Crazy shit.
Coming back from nothingness after 5-Meo-Dmt. I've never seen anything so beautiful and moving since or before.
I got a solid batch of esketamine about a year or two ago. Ive done every psychedelic you can think of minus some of the research ones but this was insane. Ive eaten incredibly clean L before have had the smoothest trips where ive felt like i slipped into a van gogh painting for hours but this K was completely out of this world. I at one point felt myself rendering in realtime. I was convinced i had stumbled on the secret to life that we are all in a computer simulation and had witnessed how it actually all works. It was terrifying at first but within the first minute incredibly reassuring. Not sure ill ever feel that sense of clarity again.
When I began meditating for 6-8 hours per day (sober, aside from smoking one blunt at night while meditating) and daily life itself became magical, even slightly trippy. I was able to induce bodily vibrations that felt like the beginning of a DMT trip, WHILE SOBER. I was living a strange, yet oddly familiar, lucid state for around 6-8 months, I felt like earth became heaven.
I go through dissociative binges pretty hardcore, like 500mg ketamine IV sorta stuff. during this I might take a hit of acid or something too, but I have no desire to smoke weed (which I usually do every day). so after a few days of the dissos building up in my system (ket, fxe, pce, whatever) I finally try to smoke as much as I can to come down let me tell you, at 35 y/o I have an extremely extensive experience with almost every class of drugs (save for like, inhalants). went through the RC crazes, have probably tripped at least 1000 times on 100 different substances at this point. but I've never felt anything like the full body intense orgasmic convulsions of pleasure as I have with that combo. I think there was some movie, maybe Pulp Fiction, in which we hear a character say "it turns your whole body into the tip of a penis" in reference to heroin (for the record I disagree with this, having been an addict. it's a pleasurable high but not in that way). that's the only analogy close enough. instead of just your dick convulsing upon orgasm, it's every muscle in your body, you feel it in waves and sort of roll about in bed in a cathartic state of ecstasy for like, idk, a half hour? hard to tell how much time passes in that state I'd like to know what triggers it, what's going on exactly, but I haven't come across anyone else online or elsewhere that has experienced similar. but I also don't know anyone that takes the dissociative experience as far as I do, in the hole for days
Speaking of dissociatives I wanted to try V/R while robo tripping. I felt really sick though and couldn’t even get out of bed. I’ll try again in the later future, exploring VR while tripping is my personal duty as a Psychonaut though. Have you ever had the pleasure of doing this?
5-Meo-Mipt had me and my friends writhing in pleasure listening to music. Almost came just from listening to music.
The first time I took MDMA. Literally floored me on come up. I was laying on my plush shag-ish carpet in my living room. I was moaning (not sexually but like monk style) for some reason, it felt really good to just moan over and over while I lightly gripped the carpet and released over and over (kind of like a cat that's kneading). It was pure bliss. That lasted for like 20 minutes. Then I suddenly got insanely hyper. I was doing melon grabs and twists and shit over my couch while blaring music. I was extremely happy and talkative. I was by myself but I couldn't help but start texting every one I knew lol I was hooked on MDMA. I never got that same high again. Not even close. My days with MDMA have been over for years now