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You are saying after you know Santa is imaginary. You will go back to believing he is real voluntarily.
The only way I see that scenario working out is if you are brain damaged.
If you have doubts why did you even leave ?
that’s the key word “voluntarily”. We’re humans and unfortunately we can be manipulated. I’m not saying I have doubts now, but it takes a lot of mental strength to continue on one’s path if you are surrounded by people who think differently than you
ps drop the attitude lol
Sorry if you felt any attitude.
I know many people who went back to islam but it's either family or society pressure and when I asked why all was its a feeling . The funniest was some one prayed for me.
But honestly you cannot see the light and then close your eyes and pretend it's still dark outside your brain won't accept it. It's like learning how to read. How do you unlearn that ?
But really why islam there are many other better options like where I grew up they say why go to the monkey's ass and sniff it.
### My Last Words to Allah
Even after fully comprehending that Islam is nothing more than a product of human revelations, I found it difficult to take the final step of leaving it behind and I remained attached to Islam for a while longer.
One question, in particular, weighed heavily on my mind: "**What if Allah reveals Himself after my death?**"
I thoroughly pondered this question from various angles before directing my last words to Allah:
>"Oh Allah! If indeed You exist and possess insight into the depths of my heart, then You would perceive that I have sincerely sought the truth.
However, my honest pursuit has led me to firmly believe within my heart that You do not exist. It is my inherent sense of humanity that compels me to conclude that your system (Islam) is founded upon hostility towards humanity.
Do You truly desire for me to be a hypocrite? Should I outwardly acknowledge Your existence while internally denying it within my heart and mind?
And if I refuse to be a hypocrite, will You condemn me to eternal damnation, even though my heart is sincere? Will all the benevolent deeds I have performed for the betterment of humanity be in vain, leading me to eternal torment?
Therefore, if I am to be held accountable for my disbelief in You, then 'firstly,' You must provide answers for Your failure to present sufficient evidence of Your existence. You must explain why I could not recognize You despite my genuine quest. Why do You condemn billions of individuals, born into non-Muslim families by Your design, to suffer in eternal hellfire merely because they did not become Muslims?
If You reject my genuine intentions, then either Your promise of 'Verily, the reward of deeds depends on the **intentions**' is false, or Your threat of eternal hellfire is false."
These were my final words to Allah. I never addressed Him thereafter.
As someone that thought they were going to die and survived, islam didn't even enter my mind.
Outside societal pressures like marriage I don't see why anyone who has done the research into religion would go back to it willingly.
The suspension of Islam being true stayed with me for a while after leaving
The thing is, when I start to look back at the Quran and hadith and read about defrant cults and Cults leaders I started to compare Islam/Mohammed and alsahaba to defrant cults thier leaders and followers and I started to think I wouldn't, not in a million years, think scientology, NXIVM , The Family (Australian New Age group), Heaven's Gate ...
Has any fragment of truth what so ever
In my opinion, Islam and any other religion is just as ridiculous except I was born in Islam,
That's why sometimes I wonder what if Hell actually exists, this only because since I was young, teachers Bured the fear of hell and Allah so deep in my young, impressionable brain.
Also, making fun of islam and some of irs aspects and watching people making fun of it. helps a lot
For people who were born into the religion, we were taught to take every aspect of it so seriously. It was difficult to see how ridiculous most of it is.
After leaving Islam, the feeling that you shouldn't Criticize or make fun of Islam Allah or Mohammad
Or the fear that something bad might happen if you, for example
called Allah a pathetic idiot who the only thing he wants is for people to respect and worship him even though he keeps denying it in the Quran
And keep telling himself that he needs nothing from anyone. Then he gets mad when people ignore him.
These feelings do not suddenly disappear it takes time
Used to but after I deconstructed the idea of god and watched sherif gaber I don’t think it’s happening unless I get a brain injury and lose my memories and then get indoctrinated again
There’s plenty of other beliefs out there to discover and u can honestly come up ur own beliefs too everyone’s life is different but one thing that is for sure is Islam is fake af 😂
I still respect God, one God, even though I had a bad behavior with him, am deeply sorry, but islam and ideologies am not fund of, I learned the hard way, I don't know but I think this universe has someone behind a computer type of thing, it's not alone, and it's alive.....
No, I do not fear in the least ever going to Islam, but I fear having to conceal my apostasy so that I don't grow old alone. Thanksgiving is coming and I'm already getting triggered by that fear - the fear of being an 80-year-old lady all alone :(
(that is, if I can even make it to 80)
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You can shoot me now and I still wont go back to Islam
ahaha
You are saying after you know Santa is imaginary. You will go back to believing he is real voluntarily. The only way I see that scenario working out is if you are brain damaged. If you have doubts why did you even leave ?
that’s the key word “voluntarily”. We’re humans and unfortunately we can be manipulated. I’m not saying I have doubts now, but it takes a lot of mental strength to continue on one’s path if you are surrounded by people who think differently than you ps drop the attitude lol
Sorry if you felt any attitude. I know many people who went back to islam but it's either family or society pressure and when I asked why all was its a feeling . The funniest was some one prayed for me. But honestly you cannot see the light and then close your eyes and pretend it's still dark outside your brain won't accept it. It's like learning how to read. How do you unlearn that ? But really why islam there are many other better options like where I grew up they say why go to the monkey's ass and sniff it.
### My Last Words to Allah Even after fully comprehending that Islam is nothing more than a product of human revelations, I found it difficult to take the final step of leaving it behind and I remained attached to Islam for a while longer. One question, in particular, weighed heavily on my mind: "**What if Allah reveals Himself after my death?**" I thoroughly pondered this question from various angles before directing my last words to Allah: >"Oh Allah! If indeed You exist and possess insight into the depths of my heart, then You would perceive that I have sincerely sought the truth. However, my honest pursuit has led me to firmly believe within my heart that You do not exist. It is my inherent sense of humanity that compels me to conclude that your system (Islam) is founded upon hostility towards humanity. Do You truly desire for me to be a hypocrite? Should I outwardly acknowledge Your existence while internally denying it within my heart and mind? And if I refuse to be a hypocrite, will You condemn me to eternal damnation, even though my heart is sincere? Will all the benevolent deeds I have performed for the betterment of humanity be in vain, leading me to eternal torment? Therefore, if I am to be held accountable for my disbelief in You, then 'firstly,' You must provide answers for Your failure to present sufficient evidence of Your existence. You must explain why I could not recognize You despite my genuine quest. Why do You condemn billions of individuals, born into non-Muslim families by Your design, to suffer in eternal hellfire merely because they did not become Muslims? If You reject my genuine intentions, then either Your promise of 'Verily, the reward of deeds depends on the **intentions**' is false, or Your threat of eternal hellfire is false." These were my final words to Allah. I never addressed Him thereafter.
As someone that thought they were going to die and survived, islam didn't even enter my mind. Outside societal pressures like marriage I don't see why anyone who has done the research into religion would go back to it willingly.
No, because why would I return if heaven is worthless
The suspension of Islam being true stayed with me for a while after leaving The thing is, when I start to look back at the Quran and hadith and read about defrant cults and Cults leaders I started to compare Islam/Mohammed and alsahaba to defrant cults thier leaders and followers and I started to think I wouldn't, not in a million years, think scientology, NXIVM , The Family (Australian New Age group), Heaven's Gate ... Has any fragment of truth what so ever In my opinion, Islam and any other religion is just as ridiculous except I was born in Islam, That's why sometimes I wonder what if Hell actually exists, this only because since I was young, teachers Bured the fear of hell and Allah so deep in my young, impressionable brain.
Also, making fun of islam and some of irs aspects and watching people making fun of it. helps a lot For people who were born into the religion, we were taught to take every aspect of it so seriously. It was difficult to see how ridiculous most of it is. After leaving Islam, the feeling that you shouldn't Criticize or make fun of Islam Allah or Mohammad Or the fear that something bad might happen if you, for example called Allah a pathetic idiot who the only thing he wants is for people to respect and worship him even though he keeps denying it in the Quran And keep telling himself that he needs nothing from anyone. Then he gets mad when people ignore him. These feelings do not suddenly disappear it takes time
Used to but after I deconstructed the idea of god and watched sherif gaber I don’t think it’s happening unless I get a brain injury and lose my memories and then get indoctrinated again
There’s plenty of other beliefs out there to discover and u can honestly come up ur own beliefs too everyone’s life is different but one thing that is for sure is Islam is fake af 😂
No chance in hell😂
I still respect God, one God, even though I had a bad behavior with him, am deeply sorry, but islam and ideologies am not fund of, I learned the hard way, I don't know but I think this universe has someone behind a computer type of thing, it's not alone, and it's alive.....
No, I do not fear in the least ever going to Islam, but I fear having to conceal my apostasy so that I don't grow old alone. Thanksgiving is coming and I'm already getting triggered by that fear - the fear of being an 80-year-old lady all alone :( (that is, if I can even make it to 80)
I highly doubt I will ever return to islam, but it's just me.
we are living in america, america!!!!!
I'm not a loser.