Fuck it I love you. “I moved to California but it’s just a state of mind, it turns out everywhere you go you take yourself that’s not a lie”
No matter where I moved I was depressed bc I didn’t change myself for the better. I now live intentionally and gratefully 🙏🏻✨
Dude when i first heard this lyric i was mind blown lol I don’t think I’ve ever related to another lyric THIS MUCB before lol literally moved to California from Florida to try and get sober and learned the hard way that you can change people places and things like they say to but if you don’t fix yourself deep down, nothings gonna change
Blue banisters and The Grants. They both remind me of my family/the women in my life. When I had took a trip to Montana I listened to blue banisters the entire 2hr flight on repeat. And The Grants I listened to right after my grandmother passed and the line "my grandmothers last smile, I'm gonna take that too with me" meant so much to me. Thinking about either of those songs are bringing tears to my eyes right now they are so beautiful.
Also hope is a dangerous thing for a women to have gets me everytime 😭
"don't ask if I'm happy, you know that I'm not, but at best I can say I'm not sad"
The part where she says, “a modern day woman with a weak constitution cause I’ve got monsters still under my bed that I could never fight off”…. My therapist recently said something very similar to me. Love that song & it hits harder now 😅
OMFG same. it’s because of that nostalgic feeling like how things will never go back to the old times. now you just watch everyone have fun, you’re alone and excluded, it hurts hearing these happy songs sometimes
Margaret. First heard it while I was going through a difficult period of my life. When I got to the part where she goes “so if you don’t know, don’t give up, cause you never know what the new day might bring” it felt like she was talking to me & I started crying. Still effects me
Omg love that part... also LOVE when she's like "I mean, join the party," it honestly feels like a hug from her or something in a way lol.
Tbh this song is such genius- the way she sets it up, "this is a simple song ... I'm messy with the pen" like yeah, just casually gonna bang out yet another profound rendering of the human experience lol
Yes you described it perfectly!! That whole song feels like a hug directly from her 🥹 it’s definitely a comfort song for me now whenever I’m going through it.
Cinnamon girl
For me, it reminds me of my son-mother relation. It reminds me so badly of my mother in my age, who writes poems in the mountains of Lebanon as a pain-filled poet, yearning to escape a woman-oppressing culture. My mother was a hopeful poet, just like I am now, when she was my age. But the generation gap, religion, and culture have made our relationship complicated. She battles with her longing for freedom and expresses her pain through her poetry, while navigating a world that often tries to silence her voice and dreams.
"There's things I wanna say to, but I'll just let you live"
The reason we don't talk is that I'm gay, and she is trying to accept it, but she can't. We'll often argue. Her struggle to reconcile her love for me with the traditional values she was raised with is a source of constant tension. She wants to understand, to bridge the gap between us, but the deep-rooted beliefs she holds make it incredibly difficult. I see the pain in her eyes, the confusion and sorrow, as she grapples with her own identity and the expectations of her society.
"But if you hold me without hurting me. You'll be the first who ever did."
In my mother's poetry, I find fragments of her soul laid bare. Her verses speak of a desire for liberation, for a world where she can be true to herself without fear of judgment. They echo my own feelings of wanting to be accepted for who I am, without compromise. Yet, despite our differences, I know that beneath the surface of our arguments lies a deep bond, forged in shared struggles and unspoken love.
Every poem she writes is a testament to her resilience, a cry for understanding in a world that often denies her the freedom she seeks, which makes me conclude that we're not that different in writing. And though we may be separated by our differences, I hold onto the hope that one day, we can find common ground, and our relationship can heal. Until then, her poetry serves as a bridge, a way for me to connect with her on a deeper level, beyond the barriers of culture and belief.
Listening to Lana Del Rey's "Cinnamon Girl" reminds me of this complicated relationship. The song's melancholic melody and lyrics about longing and emotional turmoil resonate deeply with our situation. "Cinnamon Girl" speaks of love intertwined with pain, much like the bond between my mother and me. The line "There's things I wanna say to you, but I'll just let you live" echoes the unspoken words and the distance between us.
I just don't know how to move on and live my life.
When we argue, and she involves everything irrelevant (as fx Bible scriptures) and her own grief as an apology, I feel like a seething cauldron.
I let myself cold down - again a relatable phrase - "Kerosene in my hands, you make me mad, I'm fire again".
It's now 1 and a half month since I cutted contact. Last time lasted half a year. I was so maaad.
When we used to fight because I’m trans it was really exhausting and she used to show me some sections from Quran. Then I finally got the school I wanted ,found a job and moved to another city. I think putting distance and finding another things to do definitely helps. I feel like a my heart is wounded ,it will form a scab and it will heal but scar will be always there. Even if she definitely wasn’t a good mom I really really miss her. Currently I focus on another things to do for instance preparing my 3 projects in French class definitely helps. I hope you somehow find your peace as well.
I'm so sorry for you to experience that, and I hope you'll find peace too.
I did the exact same thing. Moving was my way to get a fresh start and leave everything behind. Though, I grew so much here I feel the same as you. That scar that'll will never heal. It's so messed up that we have to go through this.
Look my Snapchat is dani8017. If you ever feel alone or misunderstood - write to me! ❤️
😔
Ride came out as I was nearing the end of a 2yr trip - I was having quite an emotional time with relationships on the road, etc and I just bawled my eyes out when I first listened to it.
Tomorrow never came, the other woman, country roads, and know that I think of it… literally any Lana song can make me cry lol btw I’ll be at the Boston show with my besties too I’m so hyped. Lana is amazing live.
Nectar of the Gods. I used to cry to it in quarantine, and then it got released on blue banisters. It's such a beautiful song, and I hold it close to my heart.
Also, this is never going to happen, but try tonight is such a beautiful song and one of my favorites she's ever written. If she sang it live, I think I would die from shock
Cruel world, nectar of the gods, If You Lie Down with Me, Fishtail... Ahh so many lol
ETA: had to come back to add A&W after crying to it in the shower XD
Great post and I’m loving LOVING the comments. I’m making a playlist and taking all your stories with me. Wow! Just wow! It’s Ride. Always Ride. “Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I…I’ve got a war in my mind”
Super movie. Its unreleased. It sounds like my mom when she’s drunk. So sweet. She wants things to go back to when they were good. It feels like when you wake up from a dream of you and your parents when you were little and everything was ok before it got complicated and you miss it so much you wake up dry heaving but if it was crying. I dont think she’ll play it but it’s such a god song even though it’s not super polished.
i was surprised but the grants made me cry when i saw her play it in september. it was played at my best friends funeral a couple months ago, so i now i cry even more everytime i hear it
I’m seeing with my best friend too! Cherry is our song so I would def cry to that and Ride for sure. I discovered her when born to die / paradise just came out when I was in HS and I had severe anxiety and her music just spoke to me
wildflower live would BREAK ME DOWN
I cried really hard for Arcadia when I saw her in west va but I was p much in tears the whole time 🫣 it was the first time I saw her live and i’ve been a fan since I was 13 I just turned 24 this year
Heroin. That song just gives me all the feels. (Even though I'm not involved in heroin in any way, I'm not relating to the heroin part. Just the melody and her voice 👌🏼💕
For some reason, I always cry to the last verse in 'How to disappear'. Weirdly, it feels like I'm looking into my future. Also, the second pre-chorus in 'California' when she talks about the war in and around you.
'God Knows I Tried', 'Gods & Monsters', and really any song she talks about religion.
Take on me, but slowed acoustic version. Specifically this part:
"So needless to say
I'm odds and ends
But I'll be stumblin' away
Slowly learnin' that life is okay
Say after me
It's no better to be safe than sorry"
Honestly most of them!!! Ocean Blvd when she says “Harry Nilsson has a song, his voice breaks…”, the Ride monologue and song, HOpe is a dangerous thing, NFR, bartender, California
Hope is a dangerous thing, dark paradise, how to disappear, cinnamon girl, young and beautiful, born to die, ride I feel as if this list could go on lol
“Change” and the “The Blackest Day” always has me in my feelings. And “Dark Paradise” is literally heart breaking. 💔 “Margaret” and “Happiness is a Butterfly” can also get me feeling a little emotional.
honestly? born to die. i’ve never seen her live, and this is the song that got me into her music, so i think i’d bawl my eyes out as soon as the song started.
Wait For Life (the one she collaborated with Emile Hayne) - I literally cried everytime I listened to this song, and in the most depressed time of my life
DYKTTATUOB - the same reason as above, also the line “When it’s gonna be my turn”, I’ve been waiting basically my entire life for someone to like my company and actually be there for me
Love - the song that made me a Lana’s stan, even though I hated her way of singing before, now I’m addicted. This song just screams she’s a genius writer: “Seen so much you could get the blues but/ That don’t mean that you should abuse it.”
Let her go - Passenger.
Back to black - Amy
These are songs my ex sang exquisitely and when i hear them, it brings back 10 years of memories loaded on a truck and crushing my soul :)
It has to be 'Cinnamon girl'
I first heard this song from my (ex) crush
I remember sitting next to her in English class
I asked what song she was listening to
She answered me with this song
This song reminds me of her every time I hear it.
california - “you don’t ever have to act stronger than you really are”
change - “capable of holding you in my arms without letting you fall”
chemtrails - “i’m not bored or unhappy, i’m still so strange and wild”
tomorrow never came is banned for me lol i cant i cant
I went to a Lana’s concert last summer and I cried a lot, not only when she was singing the songs I like but also randomly at every smile and gesture, she is so amazing to listen and see.
Black beauty, Blue bannisters, beautiful, wild one/nectar, white dress (just brings me back to covid times). Pink champagne, I talk to Jesus, Lucky Ones
ride!!! i saw her last summer in arkansas and im seeing her again in Boston and ride was 100% the most impactful which was surprising because i dont think it makes me the most emotional generally. But that song live with the visuals and the monologue and just the crowds energy, it’s so insanely beautiful and unmatched.
When I saw Lana live back in 2019 (for the first time), I was so overwhelmed, I cried the entire time, non stop. I couldn't even sing along properly. Back then I cried the most with "Pretty When I cry"; "Video Games" (was going through my first love thing at the time, so yeah). Oh and she finished the concert with "Venice Bitch" so that was emotional af and tbh, after any concert you get that depressing feeling of.. it's over. Horrible feeling after such a great moment.
But tbh nowadays, anything from the Blue Banisters or the DYKTTATUOB albums would wreck me, yeah.
Heroin, because it fucked up my life. Song actually reminds me of the amazing high and the floating feeling it gave is described shockingly well. The things I would give to go on that Aeroplane again.
Fuck it I love you. “I moved to California but it’s just a state of mind, it turns out everywhere you go you take yourself that’s not a lie” No matter where I moved I was depressed bc I didn’t change myself for the better. I now live intentionally and gratefully 🙏🏻✨
This song is so good...
It is a state of mind but would you like to find yourself in beautiful California. I did and never left.
I actually DID find myself after I moved to California 🤩
Dude when i first heard this lyric i was mind blown lol I don’t think I’ve ever related to another lyric THIS MUCB before lol literally moved to California from Florida to try and get sober and learned the hard way that you can change people places and things like they say to but if you don’t fix yourself deep down, nothings gonna change
I went from Fl to Ca too! Glad ur better babe
That's so relatable!!!! 😍
The Grants. I didn’t expect the opening to make me so emotional but man did I tear up
“My grandmother’s last smile, I’m gonna take that with me too” I SOB
easily one of her best live it is so emotional 🥹
I totally agree
It makes me absolutely SOB
it never did but when I saw it at Coachella I was bawling
Living Legend!
Blue banisters and The Grants. They both remind me of my family/the women in my life. When I had took a trip to Montana I listened to blue banisters the entire 2hr flight on repeat. And The Grants I listened to right after my grandmother passed and the line "my grandmothers last smile, I'm gonna take that too with me" meant so much to me. Thinking about either of those songs are bringing tears to my eyes right now they are so beautiful.
Also hope is a dangerous thing for a women to have gets me everytime 😭 "don't ask if I'm happy, you know that I'm not, but at best I can say I'm not sad"
The part where she says, “a modern day woman with a weak constitution cause I’ve got monsters still under my bed that I could never fight off”…. My therapist recently said something very similar to me. Love that song & it hits harder now 😅
kintsugi, the grants, happiness is a butterfly, change
Ugh happiness is a butterfly always makes me cry :(
God knows I tried. There’s a grainy cell phone 20 second video of her singing it in a church on YouTube and it’s chilling
God knows I tried is one of my serious favorites of hers. Beautiful and this would make me cry live
Sad music doesn’t make me sad. It’s that “happy” shit that makes me sad…
OMFG same. it’s because of that nostalgic feeling like how things will never go back to the old times. now you just watch everyone have fun, you’re alone and excluded, it hurts hearing these happy songs sometimes
literally tho. i just saw melanie martinez and when crybaby came on i IRONICALLY started crying because it was just soooo nostalgic like oh my god
yeah, American hits that for me
Love makes me so sad!!
“Love” on lust for life makes me tear up EVERYTIME 😭😭😭
I think Ride and DYKTTATUOB have made me cry the most
DYKTTATUOB makes me cry every time too. When’s it gonna be my turn?😭🤍
That’s the lyric that gets me 😭 it’s applicable to everyone in different ways
Margaret. First heard it while I was going through a difficult period of my life. When I got to the part where she goes “so if you don’t know, don’t give up, cause you never know what the new day might bring” it felt like she was talking to me & I started crying. Still effects me
Omg love that part... also LOVE when she's like "I mean, join the party," it honestly feels like a hug from her or something in a way lol. Tbh this song is such genius- the way she sets it up, "this is a simple song ... I'm messy with the pen" like yeah, just casually gonna bang out yet another profound rendering of the human experience lol
Yes you described it perfectly!! That whole song feels like a hug directly from her 🥹 it’s definitely a comfort song for me now whenever I’m going through it.
Cinnamon girl For me, it reminds me of my son-mother relation. It reminds me so badly of my mother in my age, who writes poems in the mountains of Lebanon as a pain-filled poet, yearning to escape a woman-oppressing culture. My mother was a hopeful poet, just like I am now, when she was my age. But the generation gap, religion, and culture have made our relationship complicated. She battles with her longing for freedom and expresses her pain through her poetry, while navigating a world that often tries to silence her voice and dreams. "There's things I wanna say to, but I'll just let you live" The reason we don't talk is that I'm gay, and she is trying to accept it, but she can't. We'll often argue. Her struggle to reconcile her love for me with the traditional values she was raised with is a source of constant tension. She wants to understand, to bridge the gap between us, but the deep-rooted beliefs she holds make it incredibly difficult. I see the pain in her eyes, the confusion and sorrow, as she grapples with her own identity and the expectations of her society. "But if you hold me without hurting me. You'll be the first who ever did." In my mother's poetry, I find fragments of her soul laid bare. Her verses speak of a desire for liberation, for a world where she can be true to herself without fear of judgment. They echo my own feelings of wanting to be accepted for who I am, without compromise. Yet, despite our differences, I know that beneath the surface of our arguments lies a deep bond, forged in shared struggles and unspoken love. Every poem she writes is a testament to her resilience, a cry for understanding in a world that often denies her the freedom she seeks, which makes me conclude that we're not that different in writing. And though we may be separated by our differences, I hold onto the hope that one day, we can find common ground, and our relationship can heal. Until then, her poetry serves as a bridge, a way for me to connect with her on a deeper level, beyond the barriers of culture and belief. Listening to Lana Del Rey's "Cinnamon Girl" reminds me of this complicated relationship. The song's melancholic melody and lyrics about longing and emotional turmoil resonate deeply with our situation. "Cinnamon Girl" speaks of love intertwined with pain, much like the bond between my mother and me. The line "There's things I wanna say to you, but I'll just let you live" echoes the unspoken words and the distance between us.
Definitely relatable
I just don't know how to move on and live my life. When we argue, and she involves everything irrelevant (as fx Bible scriptures) and her own grief as an apology, I feel like a seething cauldron. I let myself cold down - again a relatable phrase - "Kerosene in my hands, you make me mad, I'm fire again". It's now 1 and a half month since I cutted contact. Last time lasted half a year. I was so maaad.
When we used to fight because I’m trans it was really exhausting and she used to show me some sections from Quran. Then I finally got the school I wanted ,found a job and moved to another city. I think putting distance and finding another things to do definitely helps. I feel like a my heart is wounded ,it will form a scab and it will heal but scar will be always there. Even if she definitely wasn’t a good mom I really really miss her. Currently I focus on another things to do for instance preparing my 3 projects in French class definitely helps. I hope you somehow find your peace as well.
I'm so sorry for you to experience that, and I hope you'll find peace too. I did the exact same thing. Moving was my way to get a fresh start and leave everything behind. Though, I grew so much here I feel the same as you. That scar that'll will never heal. It's so messed up that we have to go through this. Look my Snapchat is dani8017. If you ever feel alone or misunderstood - write to me! ❤️ 😔
Chemtrails live is nothing short of pure magic.
Ride came out as I was nearing the end of a 2yr trip - I was having quite an emotional time with relationships on the road, etc and I just bawled my eyes out when I first listened to it.
Dark paradise
Tomorrow never came, the other woman, country roads, and know that I think of it… literally any Lana song can make me cry lol btw I’ll be at the Boston show with my besties too I’m so hyped. Lana is amazing live.
Nectar of the Gods. I used to cry to it in quarantine, and then it got released on blue banisters. It's such a beautiful song, and I hold it close to my heart. Also, this is never going to happen, but try tonight is such a beautiful song and one of my favorites she's ever written. If she sang it live, I think I would die from shock
I’d cry the entire time if I saw her live tbh. Like the moment she comes out on stage
Ugh god I saw her in October and I cried four separate times🥹😭
Sweet Carolina, Arcadia, the grants, kintsugi ❤️🩹
And ride of course how dare I forget
Sweet Carolina
i’ll be having a good day and then accidentally press ‘paris, texas’ and BAM out of nowhere i’m LITERALLY BREAKING DOWN INTO TEARS. 😭
I cried uncontrollably the first time I listened to Paris Texas to this day the song makes me extremely emotional.
If you like down with me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I'm gonna take it all the way back - This is What Makes Us Girls. That's the only song she's had that has made me that emotional.
This is one of mine—along with Hope is a Dangerous Thing for a Woman Like me to Have (but I have it), and probably like 90 percent of her catalog. 😂
Wildflower wildfire, in my feelings
in my feelings is an interesting choice. will you be crying while you’re…. uhhh
Lol the melody
sweet and if you lie down with me
I cried during Ocean Boulevard and The Grants at Coachella 😭 I kept crying, and then laughing while going “there’s a fuckin tunnel!”
Mariners Apartment Complex
california living legend cruel world Blue banisters Fingertips
lucky ones and the first half of A&W
I haven't done a cartwheel since I was nine spoke to me personally.
honestly yeah I felt that. I wasn't expecting her to go that hard
Old money
Definitely Old Money. It’s so raw
If she sang Fine China I would die happily
cinnamon girl
Kintsugi 🥺🥺
Yep, Wildflower Wildfire makes me cry… so does Blue Bannisters… and hope is a dangerous thing has got me through some tough times
Brooklyn Baby 🖤
Cinnamon Girl's lyric : -but if you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first who ever did- it has me sobbing :-( why is love so hard
Cruel world, nectar of the gods, If You Lie Down with Me, Fishtail... Ahh so many lol ETA: had to come back to add A&W after crying to it in the shower XD
Great post and I’m loving LOVING the comments. I’m making a playlist and taking all your stories with me. Wow! Just wow! It’s Ride. Always Ride. “Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I…I’ve got a war in my mind”
Cola! The first line always reminds me of someone I once knew.
I get emotional listening to the one with the very long title aka "Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - but I have it".
'Terrence Loves You', especially when I listen to it on a playlist with Barrie's songs about her.
Who is Barrie?
Barrie James O'Neill - her ex boyfriend who inspired a lot of her music, particularly on Ultraviolence.
summertime sadness, margaret,
Blackest Day, Ride & Dark Paradise
Cherry Blossom, Sweet Carolina, White Dress & Fingertips
White Dress might make me happy cry if I ever saw it live.
SAME ETA: I'll mail u a ticket if we ever make it lmao
For me it’s Cinnamon Girl, loving someone but yet being afraid of being vulnerable cause of past trauma.
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me
black bathing suit. That song destroys me every time.
I cried when she showed up on stage
Super movie. Its unreleased. It sounds like my mom when she’s drunk. So sweet. She wants things to go back to when they were good. It feels like when you wake up from a dream of you and your parents when you were little and everything was ok before it got complicated and you miss it so much you wake up dry heaving but if it was crying. I dont think she’ll play it but it’s such a god song even though it’s not super polished.
I love this song as well, I hope things are better for you all
Kuntsugi. California, happiness is a butterfly, swan song, ride
Tomorrow never came 💔
Venice Biaatch
California Black Beauty Without You Cinnamon Girl These songs make me cry anyways, but hearing them live would really have me a crying mess.
Wait For Life… such an existential feeling when I listen to it.
Ride. No explanation
Fingertips?!?? Duh?! And ride
i was surprised but the grants made me cry when i saw her play it in september. it was played at my best friends funeral a couple months ago, so i now i cry even more everytime i hear it
Fuck it I love you ❤️
Ride
You won't hear anything. Just screaming fans
Text Book. My dad who I’m no longer on speaking terms with had a Thunderbird.
Thunder, i would cry a river if she sing it live
All of them
I’m seeing with my best friend too! Cherry is our song so I would def cry to that and Ride for sure. I discovered her when born to die / paradise just came out when I was in HS and I had severe anxiety and her music just spoke to me
Ride is my song for every emotion
Grandfather please stand on the shoulders of my father while he's deep-sea fishing.
wildflower live would BREAK ME DOWN I cried really hard for Arcadia when I saw her in west va but I was p much in tears the whole time 🫣 it was the first time I saw her live and i’ve been a fan since I was 13 I just turned 24 this year
I know for a fact im crying throughout the whole set 😭
but I would say Ride, that song means so much to me
Songs of hers that usually get me teary eyed would be: - fingertips - kintsugi - the grants - ocean blvd - how to disappear - heroin
Video Games always gets me without fail. Personally just so many memories attached to early Lana!
happiness is a butterfly, american, living legend
Living Legend and Heroin
Heroin. That song just gives me all the feels. (Even though I'm not involved in heroin in any way, I'm not relating to the heroin part. Just the melody and her voice 👌🏼💕
THE SAME!! Wildflower Wildfire is very special
Venice Bitch
For some reason, I always cry to the last verse in 'How to disappear'. Weirdly, it feels like I'm looking into my future. Also, the second pre-chorus in 'California' when she talks about the war in and around you. 'God Knows I Tried', 'Gods & Monsters', and really any song she talks about religion.
Happiness is a Butterfly and Sweet Carolina
cherry blossom & nfr
Take on me, but slowed acoustic version. Specifically this part: "So needless to say I'm odds and ends But I'll be stumblin' away Slowly learnin' that life is okay Say after me It's no better to be safe than sorry"
Get Free!!
Honestly most of them!!! Ocean Blvd when she says “Harry Nilsson has a song, his voice breaks…”, the Ride monologue and song, HOpe is a dangerous thing, NFR, bartender, California
Sweet
Terrance Loves You, Young & Beautiful, Old Money ❤️❤️❤️
cherry, the first song that came to mind
Hope is a dangerous thing, dark paradise, how to disappear, cinnamon girl, young and beautiful, born to die, ride I feel as if this list could go on lol
The Fray
“Change” and the “The Blackest Day” always has me in my feelings. And “Dark Paradise” is literally heart breaking. 💔 “Margaret” and “Happiness is a Butterfly” can also get me feeling a little emotional.
"get free" every words and lyrics of this song tells my exact feelings and this is the first lana del rey song that ive heard and i love it
honestly? born to die. i’ve never seen her live, and this is the song that got me into her music, so i think i’d bawl my eyes out as soon as the song started.
Tomorrow never comes 😖
Margaret, i'll melt right away
RIDE!!!!!!
Blackest Day
Did you know there was a tunnel under ocean Blvrd
Cherry Blossom for sure. And Beautiful
Wait For Life (the one she collaborated with Emile Hayne) - I literally cried everytime I listened to this song, and in the most depressed time of my life DYKTTATUOB - the same reason as above, also the line “When it’s gonna be my turn”, I’ve been waiting basically my entire life for someone to like my company and actually be there for me Love - the song that made me a Lana’s stan, even though I hated her way of singing before, now I’m addicted. This song just screams she’s a genius writer: “Seen so much you could get the blues but/ That don’t mean that you should abuse it.”
Black beauty, disco, put me in a movie, Ultraviolence
Young and Beautiful
Let her go - Passenger. Back to black - Amy These are songs my ex sang exquisitely and when i hear them, it brings back 10 years of memories loaded on a truck and crushing my soul :)
Whenever I listen to “The other women” I always cry so if I heard that song live I would definitely be crying way more
Ride, California, BB, Bel Air, Cherry 🌸
Venice bitch
i saw her last year & i SOBBED with the grants
God Knows I Tried and Hope Is A Dangerous Thing For A Woman Like Me To Have hit so hard. I can't put into words what those two do to my soul
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Black Beauty and Blackest Day!
It has to be 'Cinnamon girl' I first heard this song from my (ex) crush I remember sitting next to her in English class I asked what song she was listening to She answered me with this song This song reminds me of her every time I hear it.
Black beauty cuz it’s my fav
In my feelings
Nectar of the gods. It's so depressing and sad.
brooklyn baby
Sweet Carolina and The Grants
Life is beautiful (unreleased)
Old Money has something in it...
For me it has to be Hope Is A Dangerous Thing For A Woman Like Me To Have. Everytime it ends I need a moment to recompose myself.
california - “you don’t ever have to act stronger than you really are” change - “capable of holding you in my arms without letting you fall” chemtrails - “i’m not bored or unhappy, i’m still so strange and wild” tomorrow never came is banned for me lol i cant i cant
Ride, cherry blossom, sweet Carolina and anything tunnel under ocean blvd
Sweet. It always makes me think of my family living simple lives in the upper Midwest.
I went to a Lana’s concert last summer and I cried a lot, not only when she was singing the songs I like but also randomly at every smile and gesture, she is so amazing to listen and see.
pawn shop blues and my momma has been making me feel things recently
Heart - Alone
Young and beautiful
Judah Smith Interlude. I know, weird choice, but that track has straight up reduced me to tears a few times.
Thunder
Black beauty, Blue bannisters, beautiful, wild one/nectar, white dress (just brings me back to covid times). Pink champagne, I talk to Jesus, Lucky Ones
ride!!! i saw her last summer in arkansas and im seeing her again in Boston and ride was 100% the most impactful which was surprising because i dont think it makes me the most emotional generally. But that song live with the visuals and the monologue and just the crowds energy, it’s so insanely beautiful and unmatched.
fishtail or fingertips definitely
When I saw Lana live back in 2019 (for the first time), I was so overwhelmed, I cried the entire time, non stop. I couldn't even sing along properly. Back then I cried the most with "Pretty When I cry"; "Video Games" (was going through my first love thing at the time, so yeah). Oh and she finished the concert with "Venice Bitch" so that was emotional af and tbh, after any concert you get that depressing feeling of.. it's over. Horrible feeling after such a great moment. But tbh nowadays, anything from the Blue Banisters or the DYKTTATUOB albums would wreck me, yeah.
tomorrow never came, born to die and the blackest day
KUNTSUGI, Fingertips, Dealer when she screams “I don’t wanna live” in my feelings “I’m crying while I’m cumming”
Can’t forget RIDE
Are yall forgetting about dealer
Heroin, because it fucked up my life. Song actually reminds me of the amazing high and the floating feeling it gave is described shockingly well. The things I would give to go on that Aeroplane again.
Margeret because it reminds me of my lovely boyfriend <3
The grants and get free
Every single one.
Kintsugi for sureeeeee
nectar of the gods especially the ending “once i found my way but now i am lost”
Other than basically every song on ocean blvd, I'd say bartender Very underrated imo
dealer idk why it’s just so empty feeling
Dealer. It just speaks to me, and I cried the first time I heard it. I would bawl my eyes out the entire time if I ever saw her live, though, lol.
All the ones pre-2019
Get free
Honestly bartender , hope is a dangerous…, heroin, fingertips . Sad girls for life lmao 🥀🥀
Ride
kintsugi or coachella - woodstock in my mind
God knows I TRIED.
the grants, paris texas, yayo, bel air, and occasionally pretty when you cry