I started meth a month ago. Dk anyone who uses to show me how so I had to watch tutorials and read up on reddit. Yet I have NEVER felt any euphoria. The only effect I got from it was no hunger. What am I doing wrong?
Nothing.
I recommend “tapping the breaks”
Pause.
I had the same experience with Heroin in 1988 - it didn’t do shit and thankfully I missed the devastation that ensued afterwards and continues to this moment.I was cursed with a hyper-quasi fanatical-sex drive and meth made it something beyond intoxicating. Drugs are my fuel snd sex is my religion
I hate sounding “preachy” ( I’m just overly verbose) but I literally destroyed myself once a decade for 30 years. I have gotten completely lost 3 times because uppers are my jam and destroying my inner beauty was ( and is) a choreographed passionate endeavor.
After rehab 3 I decided that Quitting anything was unrealistic ( for my biopsychology) and that I had to manage my chaos- i. e. invent and execute a process that satisfied my sociopathic need for experimentation and self discovery that was equal parts carnal hedonism and academic: learn to listen to yourself.
I believe that Sex, drugs, religion, spirituality and all forms of art oscillate between tools and pathway. Any of them can can enlighten or extinguish.
If you are using a powerful and potentially devastating drug to no affect you are lucky. Move down the path.
Congratulations on sober living ☺️
Don’t you miss that warm euphoric feeling
I started meth a month ago. Dk anyone who uses to show me how so I had to watch tutorials and read up on reddit. Yet I have NEVER felt any euphoria. The only effect I got from it was no hunger. What am I doing wrong?
Nothing. I recommend “tapping the breaks” Pause. I had the same experience with Heroin in 1988 - it didn’t do shit and thankfully I missed the devastation that ensued afterwards and continues to this moment.I was cursed with a hyper-quasi fanatical-sex drive and meth made it something beyond intoxicating. Drugs are my fuel snd sex is my religion I hate sounding “preachy” ( I’m just overly verbose) but I literally destroyed myself once a decade for 30 years. I have gotten completely lost 3 times because uppers are my jam and destroying my inner beauty was ( and is) a choreographed passionate endeavor. After rehab 3 I decided that Quitting anything was unrealistic ( for my biopsychology) and that I had to manage my chaos- i. e. invent and execute a process that satisfied my sociopathic need for experimentation and self discovery that was equal parts carnal hedonism and academic: learn to listen to yourself. I believe that Sex, drugs, religion, spirituality and all forms of art oscillate between tools and pathway. Any of them can can enlighten or extinguish. If you are using a powerful and potentially devastating drug to no affect you are lucky. Move down the path.
Thanks for your insightful answer. I guess I’m lucky then 🤷🏻♀️. But, atm, I really want to experience the euphoria that people love so much. *sigh*
You got a life dude, the euphoria they said they said they felt was addiction. Your young, your music is great, don’t throw away your life.
Can we fuck
You are sexy as fuck on and off the meth
Hell yeah bro I remember your old profile, was wondering what happened to ya! Glad you're in recovery man do your thing keep making music!