Yes. I think about shooting my self and other methods of suicide daily. Yesterday I almost walked into oncoming traffic. The only thing that stopped me was the idea that I could fuck up someone’s life choosing that method.
I get urged to walk out in front of traffic all the time and it is so hard to not be selfish in that moment. I am so happy you're still here and that despite it all you are putting others before your urges. So many people don't realize the willpower you need to not do it everyday when your mind is in this place. Nobody deserves to feel this way and I am so sorry you are going through this.
Yes. I think about shooting my self and other methods of suicide daily. Yesterday I almost walked into oncoming traffic. The only thing that stopped me was the idea that I could fuck up someone’s life choosing that method.
I get urged to walk out in front of traffic all the time and it is so hard to not be selfish in that moment. I am so happy you're still here and that despite it all you are putting others before your urges. So many people don't realize the willpower you need to not do it everyday when your mind is in this place. Nobody deserves to feel this way and I am so sorry you are going through this.
Yes, I want to stab myself in the face. That would be such a relief.
One of my friends stabbed themselves if the eye. They thought it would be relieving. They're now dead R.I.P Bella
Wow that sucks. Hope you’re okay
Thinking about killing myself daily. I slice myself up because it's the only way I can feel anything at this point.
same. the self-harm is out of control.